I’m feeling really negative today. It seems like it’s inevitable that my mental illness will ruin my relationships. And the truth is, it might for a while. I’m trying my best, but with where I am in recovery right now, it’s still rocky. That’s why I try to keep it private, but it impacts my interests & moods. I don’t blame anyone for losing interest or being put off & I want people to be happy & do what they need to do. It just really stings today.























