Doesn't matter...

I am such a bother for everyone just kill me please.

It sucks when you try to trust despite your trust issues, just to be reminded why you had them in the first place.

I’m so exhausted of my living situation I want nothing more than to kill myself right now

please let me overdose please just let me die

That sickly feeling when you realize you don’t know how to love. You only know how to be devoted like a dog which has been abused all its life yet licks the hand which beats it.

I need to go on a month long bender with no contact from anyone ever I’m so fucking tired of everything when am I gonna get a break

Reality is blurry I think I’m losing my mind

I hate that I’m like this. I hate that I care this much. I hate that a single thought can ruin my entire week. I hate that i react this way. Does this ever end?

No hope no disappointments

i meant nothing to you anyway, of course you didn’t miss me the way i missed you

Really gross of me to desire attention, disgusting honestly.

I feel like I'm dying