namu

However, recently I've got a girlfriend (and I'm a girl) and at first I was pretty discreet about my relationship with her but eventually decided to let them know about who I am dating. I thought they would at least try to understand me... They were FURIOUS. My parents, especially my father, were trying to persuade me to "change my preferences" because it wasn't right to live like that. They also told me they wouldn't pay for my education if I continued with my "disgusting" lifestyle. They also think that my younger brother and sister would copy me and become like me. I was so frustrated especially when trying to explain to them that I cannot just change the way I feel about something or someone since I have no control over my feelings. Moreover, now they don't even let me go out regularly. They threaten me that they'll kick me out and I have nowhere else to stay so I'm trying my best to stick to their rules when it's not too much. They don't even let me go on trips or whatever. When I ask them why is that, they say "because we don't trust you anymore and we want you to listen to us and live the right way" and believe that I'll ruin my life if I'm on my own. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't feel comfortable in my own home and I cannot wait until I graduate so I can move to another place. I love my girlfriend and I won't be giving up on her. I need some advice, please..