drink your coffee. read your books. it's chaos out there.

fuck girl math. i'm a software engineer. i get the computer to math for me.

My life is a constant cycle between "I need to rest before I burn out" and "I'm wasting my potential, I should work harder"

when i don’t understand something in chemistry i am forced to romanticize my life to feel better so i listen to the oppenheimer soundtrack to feel like i’m a mad scientist thinking about quantum mechanics and atoms and whatever.

step one to overcoming social anxiety is to realize that most people kind of suck and their opinion of you is literally worthless

So many idiots have masters degrees maybe I could be the next

oh my god there are so many books to read and instruments to learn and languages to speak and poems to write and oranges to eat and ideologies to study and songs to sing and films to watch and people to kiss and

Stop waiting and do something with your life. You won't get results if you sit around waiting for something to magically happen. Life isn't going to change for you, and if you think that way, you're self-centered and stupid. Oh! Do not you think? Then do something to prove yourself wrong! You are the only one who can change your life, so do something about it!