For a split second I was tempted to text him, asking him to
Sex the loneliness out of me
To journey so deep inside I can’t think of anything else
Like how much pain I’m in or how I wept last night
I will forget how bad he screwed me over
For a minute I had the desire to
Ask him to fuck me so hard, I confuse lust for love
Because that’s what he used to do, fuck me so hard
I confused hatred for love
Let me get it out of my system baby
Because I’ve been wanting to jump your bones
Sink my teeth in and taste your flesh
Perhaps for once, I wont be the prey
For once I’ll hold all control
And it’ll slip my mind what it feels like to have my power taken away
For a moment, I felt the need to
Let you bask in the goodness between my thighs
Soaking it in like an incubator as the temperature rises
Because then I remembered
Running to a boy will only prevent me
Who can offer me this and so much more