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16.09.2016 // High school has ended, all my friends are going to college and i couldnt get the score for med school at my nationals. yeah, i failed. SO WHAT? Let me tell you what, i’ll be at home studying for the nationals again but this time with strong steps, straight voice & determination. Oh and no school! Yay!

Its hard. Its hard to stay for another year. Its hard to see everyones college photos. Its hard to disappoint everyone including myself. Its hard to fail. So i need my community’s support. Can you please send me some motivation?

Nobody talks about people that just didn’t make it. Like, we hear all about our successes, but we mute out the people who tried hard, did everyhting they can and still didn’t do what they planned.

I started to work in a hospital last year. Stayed there for 6 months because I thought it was my dream job - then I quit because I was unhappy. Travelled for a month and then worked in a fast food shop. I also got a job at a major theatre production and worked two jobs (daytime at the fast food shop and at night on the theatre stage). NOW one year later I am starting college and I couldn’t be happier about what I’ve gone through last year.

Was it hard to fail? Hell yeah! Was it hard to quit at the hospital? Yes! Did I move on? Yes!

I learned so much in that year. I learned a lot about myself and that some things take time. Take your time too! Just because you need a bit longer doesn’t mean it’s worth less. You are accomplishing everything you can. Even if it takes longer, so what?!