Strokes and Scribbles

though it may not be as long for many,

it feels like eternity to me.

today I went to the pharmacy

got some treats I'm on

headed to the bakery

got sweets I took home.

it's like any other day

can't quite remember

when I stopped lighting candles

years just pass

long and winding

and sometimes it feels like a play

you have to keep on

it's the same things you do;

put away your clothes

dust off the cabinet,

like the first day of spring

it goes on forever.

you break a bottle

and clean it after,

the chandelier keeps spinning

no one is waiting,

but now kind of feels like a big thing

for the sickly kid who's always late

believing she's not gonna see past twenty-eight

time is like a funny thing

you're not there but you're already there

so trippy

merry fvcking thirty ✨

this repeating alf image on the background

What I had this past few months. Sometimes I buy food outside, most times I just cook cuz it's cheaper. I have way too much tofu recipes.

Okay so I got to a point where I got curious about sex and the human bodily functions. I searched about the inner workings, the science and psychology. I realized the stress, all the effort that some people have to go through to get that dopamine & oxytocin boost—a chase for satisfaction.