WAIT SOMEONE ALREADY UPDATED THAT WAS HERE I'M ALREADY ON THE SYSTEM TUMBLR???
Anyways gonna try to finish my big art piece today so I can post it!
- Early Era Khristen 🧡
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WAIT SOMEONE ALREADY UPDATED THAT WAS HERE I'M ALREADY ON THE SYSTEM TUMBLR???
Anyways gonna try to finish my big art piece today so I can post it!
- Early Era Khristen 🧡

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Hey how would you like another Khristen? One that's been here awhile? One that LOVES making art?
Here ya go :)!
Inspired off on the song "Body And Mind" by girl in red. I rushed this piece because I had to work early today and I had a closing shift last night. Anyways I should drop a appearance difference of everyone who split for the Khristen oc because oh boy are we very different!
- Early era Khristen 🧡
He is though
things I didn't realize were signs of covert DID
a lot of "signs of plurality" lists focus heavily on introjection and alter communication, two things that we have very little of. we wanted to lay out some experiences we had prior to syscovery with a focus on memory loss, identity confusion, dissociation, and unconscious masking since these are what we experience most. we hope this helps someone.
this is not an exhaustive list and identifying with it does not guarantee anything nor does not identifying with it mean you are not plural. we are one system and these are our experiences, which have heavy overlap with our other comorbid conditions. you know yourself/ves best, use your own judgement when reading.
feeling as though i was never a child even when my body was, that i was always an "old soul"
feeling as though i never stopped being a child, that my body aged without me
feeling as though it is my first day on earth and nothing has existed before the present moment
experiencing all of the above so strongly at different times that i cannot imagine feeling any other way
"i don't hear voices, i just have multiple overlapping trains of thought all reacting to and arguing with one another. probably the ADHD"
feeling upset as a kid that my imaginary friends didn't act the way i wanted, or that they didn't like me
remembering my childhood in third person, as though watching a movie of my own life
feeling as though i am having lines fed to me when talking about myself
remembering times that i was upset, but with the inciting incident cut out. being unable to understand why i felt the way i did
feeling as though the "real" me died a long time ago and i took their place
being talented at acting and lying. feeling like i have spent my whole life acting, as though "i" am a character i put on for other people
being afraid of voicing opinions because i know they might change suddenly, being upset when someone tells me a supposed opinion of mine that i no longer remember or agree with
knowing when i am supposed to have an opinion on something but not knowing what it is, having to make up my own opinions based on what i think "i" would most likely say
"what did you do today" i don't know "how do you feel" i don't know "what do you want" i don't know "did you have work yesterday" ...probably?
feeling like my body sometimes says things that my mind does not remember/agree with, or that i'm surprised to hear the things i'm saying
reflexively lying about things i didn't do because i assume i must have forgotten about it
being freaked out when someone touches my stuff without telling me, because i assume i moved it and forgot entirely. being afraid of how quick i can forget things
having excellent memory as a young child and terrible memory as an adult
"face blindness" where i can tell that people look familiar but feel like i have never met them, being unable to put faces in context
feeling like i have never actually met my own friends and loved ones
"i don't have amnesia, i can objectively tell you what happened. even when i do forget, i can usually put it together through context clues."
"it can't have been that bad, i barely remember it and don't feel upset when i think about it"
"i can't have DID, nothing bad has ever happened to me"
no name ever feels right longterm
creating alt accounts due to a desire to "pretend" to be someone else
lacking a solid sense of identity, feeling like a hollow husk of a person who occasionally experiences moments of clarity and wants to be treated as someone other than the "me" i present to the world
"i've never had a switch, i just have an inconsistent sense of identity"
"i've never had a switch, i have always felt exactly the way i do right now"
feeling like my mind is being pulled in several different directions, especially when i'm upset. being unable to act because different "parts" of me want different things
feeling jealousy when seeing other systems be open about their plurality. feeling like it's something you're not supposed to talk about
feeling guilty for being happiest when i'm "faking" plurality
feeling drawn to stories about possession, secret identities, or doppelgangers
all of the above being such routine experiences that i never even thought to question them
System Mapping
System mapping is the process of making a model of your system in some way.
Many systems make system maps. A system list is a system map in one of its simplest forms, but there are a lot of other kinds of system maps that people might make to get more information. Some system maps might show internal structure and lines of communication. Some show relationships or opinions. Some show common themes and differences between system members. Etc.
There's really no wrong way to make a map. What matters is that the map is useful to you- it should give you information that helps you work with your system better. It might give you a better understanding of why your system works the way it does, or it might tell you who might need support or who might need to work on establishing communication.
Reposting for our own reference and/or for anyone else interested 🪽🤍

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So after finding out that I am in fact a duplicate of another fictive, I decided to do a head count and-
There's 30, 30 guys here now, although we haven't heard from many of them recently. But yeah I have to draw new art for myself but hi! I'm Khristen! (The second one) This really does need to be updated oh lord 😅
(THEY ARE KNOW AS STELLAR NOW, SINCE WE HAVE ANOTHER KHRISTEN) -🪶
-Stellar 🌌
Back again, Crazy that it's me posting. Again. BUT I'll try updating the master post with the introductions because 9 is uhm.... 25 now? And there's quite a few. Or you know I could just sign my name and leave again... Really depends on how I'm feeling
-Erinn (OG) 🐦⬛
Been so long we found more guys who had been just ... Lingering ✌️😔 also Hi, one of those guys was me blehhhh
- Erinn (OG)
Dude the funniest, saddest and weirdest thing about having a fictive who's source is from your OWN stories is that like... That was our trauma but like plus MORE and now they're IN OUR SYSTEM? Like now it's weird if we keep writing but like I'm brainrotted on this LIKE IS IT OKAY? WHAT DO I DO?! PLEASE BRO THIS HAS BEEN IN THE WORKS FOR LIKE 4 YEARS AND IT'S PART OF A BIGGER STORY LIKE PLEASE I NEED THIS!!!!
In all seriousness I think Nightlight is okay with it but God is it strange when talking about it with friends like, "Yeah so the other day I thought about Nightlight- The OC not the fictive-" LIKE 😭😭😭😭
- Comet ☄️ (He/Him)
This is a master post going over who's in the system! Just some basic introductions! WIP! (18/31 FINISHED)
- Comet! (☄️) the (Ex) Host of the system. We are new to this and still discovering much about our system. (Now dormant)
(He/They) (18)

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