HEYYY im stressed like approx 12/7 yuhuu

he keep saying i have to go to sleep cause it’s 2 am and i have work early tmr. like ok 

so i’ll guess i see you all on husband update? haha jk  i mean we’ll see love you my readers  or reader (cz probably there’s only one person who actually read this lmao) cheers have a beautiful life!

We talk but not a lot. Just 3-4 text bubble probs. And idk i kinda feel fine abt it maybe i don't like him as much as I used to

We talked today.... idk from what i perceive from him is he does seem to care abt me but idk the conversation needs some grease or maybe no cosmic connection what so ever

he texted me this morning sending me pic of of some plants his sister plant from the seed and i woke up to his text and it made me so happy but i reply him just now (12 hours later) cz i am swamped with freaking homeworks also alsooo for context: i am bio-engineering student and i like plants and i told him that i have some potted plants in my dorm room and i just love em to the core cz u kno theyy give us free oxygen. and also he tell me about his sisters before like where they work n just telling me stories abt them which i find it incredibly sweet. cz i talk abt my brother a lot as well lol. 

we didnt talk today :( but isokay im way too busy swamped in tons if assignments anyway

But yeah my supreme crush doesn't seem to know im exist lmao

we stop talking :( he left me on read at night whilst he usually reply me the next morning idk maybe the sparks weren’t there anymore :( well i’ll text him in 2-3 business day i guess lol i feel fine i supposed as i have lots of workload to do and i do want to focus on that so i guess its okay. but u know idk. but then again i have tons of deadline tmr so not gonna waste my time thinking abt boy lol

we’re still talking yuhuuuu he was fine with the fact that i late reply him multiple times as i busy with my home works and he was cheering me up also to do my task hihihihihi now we’re talking about youtube channels and tumblr lol i reccomend him to use tumblr cause its fun u kno, but hopefully he doesnt found my acc lmao. wml!!!

sooo i opened his text and he sent me utube link right and turns out the video was about like mindfulness-stillness vlog with dopamine detox method which the video itself is very much calming and such but boi i kinda like sceptical abt the method approach hehe like we have to cut our ties with our usual entertainment including MUSIC! like idk tho lol nice motive but not sure if it like useful, maybe because i myself haven’t try it but from the concept im just no entirely sure. also i keep laughing with the fact that he sent me like these mindfulness vlog more than once hahahahah does he think im such a emo depressed kid? well i am but he doesnt know that yet supposedly hahahah so it’s just funny i guess hahahahha

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgogmomgogmgomgogmgomgogm he texted meeee oh myyyyyy i smile so much when he does lmao but then i have an online class assignment to finish so i was like procrastinate to text him back cause i want to finish n focus on my assignment first (u know schools before boys lol) and now its been fucking 5 hours-ish lmao i guess it’s okay cause i always reply him late anyway cause texting him is like a treat and reward for lol so i have to deserves it what oh my im so weird like my brain wired so weird. hope he doesnt think that by im reply him late means i dont like him cause you know i fucking like him to the core so yeah i guess he’ll just have to do with it cause agaiiin school before boyssss hahaha but im so excited he sent me a youtube link hihihih he always recommend me like vids or music to watch n listen to uwaaaw im over the clooouuuudddd