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i took a mini break from tumblr after posting abt the toxic friendship stuff, and i come back to so many messages and asks wanting to help me out, i am literally sobbing rn ily guys sm. yall are really making my day sm better 🥺💖 

hey!! so im in a bit of a pickle currently. im in a toxic friendship and i have no idea how to end it due to my attachment issues. this person really is shitty. they have: 1. laughed when i told them i attempted s*icide. 2. forced me to do things that could cause me panic attacks 3. physically hurt me. such as slapping, hitting, kicking, etc. 4. have said many things to me that lower my self esteem. 5. done other things that have hurt my friends in a way that angers me very much. if ANYONE could send me some advice in my ask box, it would mean the world to me. i have been trying to get out of this friendship but i cannot find the courage in me to do it. please spread the word. thank you. (fyi i am using fandom tags so it can reach a lot of people.)

TW: mentions of self harm if you like and or support trauma core, get the fuck off my page. if you dont know what trauma core is, its basically turning peoples trauma, depression, and anxiety into a “cUtSeY aEsThEtIC.” and in some ways it romanticizes those three mental stuff. i heard about trauma core and didn't know what it was, so i went to the trauma core tag on insta to see what it was all about. you have no idea how many triggering things without trigger warnings there were. it caused me to have a mental breakdown, it showed arms that were harming themselves and you know what was put on it? fucking stickers of sanrio characters. and it also had things that could easily bring people down. a lot of the time it had images that were stuff like “your so stupid and a failure” “who could ever love you” and it also triggered me in many different ways, and im usually a person who doesn’t really have any triggers, but it caused me to go back to a place i never want to go back to. if you have trauma or depression that you hate to hear about but keep hearing about it, you would know how i feel. please do not support trauma core, thank you. and if you can please share this around.

SO I WAS SPAMMING THE LYRICS TO THE SONG EVERYONES A LITTLE BIT RACIST FROM AVENUE Q TO MY FRIEND AND AS SOON AS I SEND THE LYRIC “your a little bit racist” SHE IMMEDIATELY RESPONDS WITH “IM NOT RACIST, I CANT BE IM IRISH” IM ACTUALLY SOBBING FROM THAT I CANT

Boris definitely has repressed feelings about sexuality, knowing how shitty and homophobic Poland is. Boris knows hes bi, but he cant bring himself to believe that its okay.  He knows he likes Theo (or Kotku, depends on the time), but he cant express those feelings well. And he knows his father would most likely not be very happy if he came out to him. But when Boris starts moving into college, he notices that more and more of his college friends are very open about their sexuality. His mindset starts to change, and when he meets Theo as an adult at the bar, he wants to tell him, but he feels Theo already knows, due to the kiss on the night Theo left for New York. But without explanation of what had happened that night, Theo is left confused, thinking he knows, but is not exactly sure. So Theo decides to ask Boris, and Boris just responds with a snicker and a smirk, and Theo is left flustered, still confused about Boris.