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Do I have too many books? No. It is my shelving methods that are inadequate
Me trying desperately to get through my physical TBR so I can get NEW books.
life is so beautiful when you have a tv show
Vampirism being cured with angel's blood.
⚠️ Body Horror
Firstly, swallowing blood, gross.
Nausea and vomiting
Mental discomfort
Breathing issues (Blood is thick)
But think about the supernatural-ness of it!
Physiologically changing back to a Human or changing to a Nephelium. (Depending on the Nephelium presentation.)
Bones shifting to become larger, denser, stronger
Organ growth or function restoration
Hair growth
Actually, needing to breathe (A fish out of water moment, is my personal fav.)
Song that inspired this. (Look To Windward, by: Sleep Token)

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Description: [A video of a woman riding a galloping horse bareback while holding a large rainbow flag.]
i felt like these tags really added to the experience, thanks @cynderxdustypaws for your knowledge
This is one of the most powerful images I have ever seen, and I will reblog it every single time because every single time it brings tears to my eyes.
I ffeel like we don't see enough of characters with talents. Like a whumpee that can sing or has a heart in dancing. Maybe Caretaker has always loved to act, or they have the voice perfect for a radio talk show host. What about a whumper that draws, spending hours with a pencil in hand, doodling their whumpee tied up in a stress position.
It could be anything really, the love for wool, the mind for debate, the patience for chess, the skill for clay…
Idk just give your characters something they love. 🤷
Still adding songs, so feel free to recommend anything, but I made playlists for my main OCs (plus Griffin and Felicity, since I plan on adding them sooner or later into FBM)
Rowan Burnett
Sawyer Manning
Griffin Burnett
Felicity Burnett
Marshall Jackson
Lawrence Cross
Sadie Mills
Nathan Lam
Charlotte Stephenson
I decided since I’m not too descriptive on Lawrence or Marshall’s appearance, might as well do a Picrew of each of them, and give their last names, since I never did that. I got carried away and did the other two before Marshall, as well.
Link: https://picrew.me/image_maker/197705
Lawrence Cross
Marshall Jackson
Sadie Mills
Nathan Lam
Izabela within CCE.
Tw: Implied/Referenced torture, Non-con drugging, & Kidnapping.
{Here's a snippet of what's to come.}
Context:
This is them talking about Ellington, "the other one" is Rex.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“How is he?” Lawrence jumps hearing Charlotte make her way through the kitchen. “He was a pitiful mess on the basement mattress. When I left him.” She replies examining a green apple.
“How was his temper?” “Fine, he was surprisingly obedient.”
“What did you do?” He hums feeling himself relax. “Stress position.” She replies once more. “What else?” He presses leaning forward. “I verbally degraded him just a little.” She chuckles winking at Lawrence.
“What are we going to do about the other one?” He swallows a gulp of coffee.
“He’s still asleep, yeah?” She jerks her head to the hidden camera above the fridge. “Yes,” Lawrence replies, checking the attic camera. “Then let's leave it for now and put our Elly to bed.”
“Well, he’s still so distressed…I guess we do have no choice he won’t be able to eat much in this state.” Lawrence sighs answering his wife’s thoughts.
“I’ll get the syringe and meet you in the basement.” She hops off the island, accentuating the swing of her narrow hips. Lawrence follows her waltz until she disappears, she’d taken the long way out the kitchen.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Anyway hope you enjoyed it! Any comments on how in character it is? Playing fast and loose with our queen from hell here. Cause sheesh I don't have it in me to write from her pov. 😭😂
I loved it!! I love the way you write Charlotte, too XD. I can’t wait to see more if/when you write more!!

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Tw: Slightly described Torture (stress position), non-con drugging (sedating), and Kidnapping. (Which is this whole story.)
Just proceed with caution!
I challenge you to find the Nate reference. ☺️
Author's Note: I am so excited I finally wrapped up this part. I think the process was worth it. :)
Summary: Ellington's first day with his new parents.
Title: "Elly, Elly, Elly."
“Elly, Elly, Elly.” Lawrence sing songs descending the basement steps gallantly. Observing his new son with a gentle fondness. The response being a soft groan and a creak of the mattress.
“Do you remember me?” Lawrence hums twirling a lock of his blonde hair. The young man strains looking up at him, eyes adjusting to their unknown surroundings. The man’s form continues deeper into the room—something in hand.
“No?” The black-haired man gulps back stomach acid. “Here, this should help your stomach troubles,” Lawrence murmurs pressing a sizable glass into the younger man’s sore hand. The white liquid taunts him.
“Drink up, I’ll tell the two biggest expectations.” The younger man arches a dark brow at the older man. Hand erupting into a fit of pain. “You will use proper manners, no thanks only thank you if you must shorten it.” His blue eyes sparkled matching the glass in the dim light. “And you will call me pop.” A glint of amusement shrouds his unmistakable voice.
“P..Pop?” Ellington stammers confusion enveloping his raspy voice. “I-I thought you just let me stay over 'cause it was late…” The singer breathlessly spits. “Oh, sweet no. This is your home now.”
“Home?” Ellington inhales a huff of air as the blonde steps closer. Ever so slowly. Closer. Tears prick his dry eyes, the man squats down. Facing him directly.
“Yes, home. Sweet.” Blue eyes meet Green ones. “And don’t try to escape.” He rises turning to face the sudden creak of the steps.
Each creak fluttered Ellington’s eardrums, aggravating his headache. Creaks pause, a door opens-whining hinges cut through his skull. Pressure builds interrupting any opportunity to think.
“So glad to see he's awake.” A woman sighs like weights been lifted off her shoulders. “Me too, I can’t believe our boys were so reckless.” The blonde man agrees, turning to fully face the ginger woman.
“Boys?” Ellington mumbles to himself. ‘Boys…Rex? Rex!’ He tries to get up but falls with a rattle. “Oh, Elly.” Lawrence’s sympathetic eyes fall onto the crumpled form. The woman stops.
“He looks pitiful, I love it,” She whispers eyeing his curled-up form. “Nothing like that first laydown of the law.” Her enigmatic eyes flick back to Lawrence.
“You're not my father, barely even my friend why would I call you anything?!” Ellington burps a sour taste coating his tongue. The milk forgotten. Now, it's getting warm.
“Now Elly, you’re new here so I’ll tell you this only once…” The older man begins. “You will be my son. And I, your father. Call me Dad and follow the rules.” He sounds it slowly.
“You’re too kind, punish him. He needs to learn.” Charlotte’s purple gaze rests on the young man. “Being too carefree is what let the last one's escape.” Her tone cautioning making him consider heedfulness.
“He reminds me so much of the other one, the one around his age…” Lawrence trails off a twinge of wistfulness in his huff. “Well, we’ll get him back. But first, we need to condition this one.”
“But this is a normal reaction.” Lawrence points out. “Normal, yes. Acceptable? No.” She purses her lips holding Lawrence’s stare. ‘Where the fuck is Rex?’ Ellington scoots back milk cup tips.
“Fuck.” He hisses under his breath jerking away. Both parents swivel. “No swearing in front of your father.” The woman deadpans face set in an unreadable expression.
“S-sorry…Mo-om?” Ellington gulps blushing at the sudden soft expressions. “Yes, Mom or Momma whichever you prefer.” She picks the cup up producing a rag from her dress pocket.
“I just knew this was going to happen too.” She sighs. “Your father has no foresight.” She smiles glancing back to the wet stone. “Ha ha.” Lawrence chuckles moving to sit.
‘EW GET THE FUCK AWAY!’ Ellington gasps scooting far back. Now on the other side of the mattress. “Oh, Elly it’s okay We’re willing to forgive this fiasco.” He coos.
“While I do love tenebrous rooms this one's getting depressing, aren’t we supposed to be making him happy?” Charlotte drawls hints of her long worn-out accent peeking through again.
Lawrence doesn’t respond favoring staring. “Lawrence?” She follows his line of sight. “Turn the brightness up, Char.” Is all he says before turning back to Ellington. The man in question cowering away from his father’s gaze.
Ellington’s shirt sleeves were wide. Charlotte knew this. She and Lawrence had talked about this. But what they didn’t know was he had some Lichtenberg figures.
The expansive area of his ribcage and side…covered…The now brightly lit room offered a better display of the boy.
Red and purple against the farmer's tanned skin jumped to attention with every labored breath.
“So, scars.” Charlotte kept her tone nonchalant. “Scars.” Lawrence gulps.
“Elly still needs to be punished.” She veers to Ellington. “If you're so sure,” Lawrence replies and the young man wails losing full composure when both parents corner him.
Labored breaths turned loud, fanning Charlotte in his warm milky breath.
“Lawrence, are you overseeing punishments, or am I?” She takes Ellington’s face in her hands. “I’ll let you handle this one.” His eyes wander back to the vocalist’s side.
“I’ll make sure he’s conditioned properly.” She whips around watching him lurch away.
He walks up the stairs, closes the door, and his footsteps retreat before she unhands the young man.
“Okay, now that he’s gone I want you to stand.” Charlotte rises stepping back to give him room. Ellington looks up at her, wide-eyed. “I’m surprised you’ve lost your voice.” She dryly comments gripping his left arm and pulling him up.
“Now, try to touch your toes.” She demonstrates, bending down and palms touching the floor flatly. “But I can’t touch my toes.” His voice breaks at the end.
“Well, I’m asking you to try.” She gestures a hand to quicken him. When he stares at the floor where her palms had been, she takes to threatening. “Do what you are told or I’ll skin those pretty little koi fish tats right off your body.” She fakes a girlish laugh. The boy scrambles to touch his toes only to be able to touch his ankles.
“Good enough.” She purrs prowling around him. “Now follow my instructions.” She stops just to the side of him. Out of his peripheral.
Hours passed? Minutes? Seconds? Ellington couldn’t remember. His muscles burned in agony, shaky legs failing to properly support his weight, collapsed.
Ellington’s arms shake. His hands cramp. A deep ache settles over his knees. His head pounds, making him feel sozzled. His eyes puffy and red exaggerating his dark circles.
“I’m proud of you, you followed instructions very well.” Charlotte presses a soft kiss to his temple before bounding off and out of the cold basement.
Another series of sobs wrack him.
“How is he?” Lawrence jumps hearing Charlotte make her way through the kitchen. “He was a pitiful mess on the basement mattress. When I left him.” She replies examining a green apple.
“How was his temper?” “Fine, he was surprisingly obedient.”
“What did you do?” He hums feeling himself relax. “Stress position.” She replies once more. “What else?” He presses leaning forward. “I verbally degraded him just a little.”
She chuckles winking at Lawrence.
“What are we going to do about the other one?” He swallows a gulp of coffee.
“He’s still asleep, yeah?” She jerks her head to the hidden camera above the fridge. “Yes,” Lawrence replies, checking the attic camera. “Then let's leave it for now and put our Elly to bed.”
“Well, he’s still so distressed…I guess we do have no choice he won’t be able to eat much in this state.” Lawrence sighs answering his wife’s musing.
“I’ll get the syringe and meet you in the basement.” She hops off the island, accentuating the swing of her narrow hips. Lawrence follows her waltz until she disappears, she’d taken the long way out the kitchen.
Lawrence takes another swig of his coffee before moving to retrieve the sedative.
“Elly, I need you to hold still.” He stares down the hysterical boy, Charlotte on his left.
He cowered in the corner curling so tightly neither could get a clear shot at his neck. “Go away.” He weakly presses himself against the stone walls.
“Elly, don’t make this harder than it already is.” Lawrence steps slightly closer, hearing the choked gasp. “I’ll handle this part; you just hold him down.” Charlotte snippily sighs taking the medicine and syringe from him.
“Now, I’ll wake Rex up and you fix everything down here.” His wife cheerfully orders, leaning forward. “Oh, how could I forget your boy is upstairs.” He chuckles lightly.
I found the Nate reference XD. And I loved it!! An AU where Lawrence and Charlotte are together would 100% look like this!! I also love Ellington’s character!!
Him asking about the Lichtenburg figures:
It's just a basic outline but figured you'd enjoy it so when I submit the final product, you'd enjoy seeing it be built from the beginning to the final version!
~~~ Title: "Medical Records"
"Elly, I wanted to ask you something," Lawrence murmurs uncharacteristically cautious. "I know you know I have your medical records...But there's some sparse parts there that haven't been fully recorded. "Ellington barely glances up at him, much to Lawrence's surprise.
"Hey, I know it's difficult to talk about. But, I need you to try. There's very little evidence about what happened...I am trying to get the rest of the records but they won't be here for a while." The older man tries again almost desperate.
“I’m not inclined to answer.” Is all his son replies, returning back to his hobby.
~~
Supposed to be desperate Lawrence!
I love how you wrote this!! Everything's still in character, I can see Lawrence trying to not show how desperate he is just to not risk letting Ellington know he's not in control for once (and failing lol).
I can't wait to see the final product!! :D
Does Lawrence ever think about Charlotte and feel a shiver of fear run down his spine?
I am just saying if he is. Then I understand that. Cause bitch is wacko. gone zo!
(And I love it, so interesting.)
He likes her but won't mess with her craziness.
Exactly!! Lawrence and Charlotte see each other as equals, but when Charlotte is angry or if there's a sensitive topic involved, he knows not to make her mad or he will regret it.
Luckily since they're super close, it isn't often they get on each other's nerves, therefore he doesn't fear her... most of the time.
How did the parents from hell meet? What is the timeline...Is it before his wife or after his wife's passing?😨
I don't feel it's likely he'd meet her while he was married because he'd be working.
But I don't know what Charlotte does for a living if she does anything. Shoot is she just an inherited billionaire!? 😂
Kidding, I do think she's the type to work. In at least something. Then creatively invest in a bunch of shit.
I don't see her really having any sugar daddies or mommies. I think. she'd love a paypig though.
You mentioned she's richer than Lawrence...
He while not uber famous anymore still should at least be a thousandaire. I think he is smart about investing in land. (A reliable source to invest.)
I estimate they're both multimillionaires. But she does have generational wealth on her side. So, she took advantage of that and saved her money.
Maybe her parents bought her a house and she with no home note and keeping her bills low, bought a reliable car and saved. Then invested some along the way.
If she was a billionaire, then she would not be Lawrence's friend. That is just not realistic. Unless she was a fan, paid to meet him then they kicked it off. Kidding.
I think him growing' up impoverished would be too jealous. It is a very realistic thing. I did research for this ask 😶🌫️
where do they live? For him to assuming he meets her that is. She must live not too far... So she'd drive to him or be drove. SHe'd probably drive. Can;t have too many around to worry about
Charlotte and Lawrence met when they were in their early 20s!! Lawrence and her were both trying out for auditions, and though in the end Lawrence got the part, they still made a connection and started hanging out.
Since Charlotte was a failed actress, she instead got an offer for modeling instead, and when Lawrence was more famous, he voiced his support for her publicly, which boosted her career up even more, making her even more rich than him.
I personally imagine Lawrence to live somewhere like Cape Elizabeth, Maine, and therefore Charlotte in my mind would live at least 20 minutes away, so maybe Portland, Maine.
And you're right about many things! For one, Charlotte certainly wouldn't mind a paypig. And luckily for both Lawrence and Charlotte, they both grew up in very similar financial settings, since Charlotte was born in a small town in Texas with little money, and Lawrence was born with a single mother who struggled to pay for most things.
Is this considered heavy for Lawrence/Charlotte? Or is this about as heavy as either could stand? (Genre: Rock)
Lyrics: Shinedown – How Did You Love Lyrics | Genius Lyrics
Would Charlotte like this? Could Lawrence be able to stand this?
(Genre: Deathcore)
Lyrics: Lorna Shore – Sun//Eater Lyrics | Genius Lyrics
I've established in my headcanon/fanon that Lawrence would enjoy this. Charlotte too, but I don't know enough about her psyche yet to develop a full opinion. (I gotta go back and analyze her!)
(Genre: Dark Pop?)
Lyrics: Lana Del Rey – Dark Paradise Lyrics | Genius Lyrics
But yeah, I do think he'd enjoy this because it speaks to his inner fears of his beloved's tragic passing. And even though he is y'know all yandere now I think it's well I interpret it as he is projecting his wife onto (Harper?)
And is trying to rush himself in grief. As well as trying to go back to that peaceful safe feeling that is as referenced in the song "true love".
I don't think he is over his wife at all. But I think he's repressed it (Maybe it could be because he feels inferior for these emotions, since he is a man and y'know how guys are typically raised.) and it's manifesting in these behaviors because his trauma was triggered making him all kidnapper yandere.
Which I think is so interesting because it begs so many questions! Like this isn't a typical response, but it's his and y'know how he lives with it and what he's done/doing...
I think he knows it isn't right and has a guilty conscience. Especially since I imagine since you have made it clear he wasn't always like this. Whereas Charlotte just seems to be like this cause that's just her. There was no catalyst. She just is this way.
Hence her no mercy and quick to kill attitude.
I think you made it clear Lawrence is deeply chasing love, love he lost from his wife, and love he wasn't able to get in his childhood.
Ofc that's how I interrupt him.
Nothing he does is justifiable. But I thought explaining my thought process on him would be helpful in figuring out what is the what's with him.
{Then it turned into a meta 👀}
It is just so interesting how he's so tragically broken. And I thought it was so cool seeing him explored. In the little ways that've been touched upon.
It really makes me wonder how it all plays out, his inner monologue or does he avoid his inner monologue best he can because somewhere in there that guilt is still fresh?
I think I am right because thus far you said I was right on the money so Idk, hoping I'm right this time. At least with some of it.
For the first song, yes!! I think it does give heavy Lawrence/Charlotte vibes!!
For the second song, sadly no, I think Charlotte would sadly not like deathcore very much, BUT this is a song Nathan would like a lot!!
And the third song, yes, he would enjoy this!! He doesn't like modern music much but I do think he'd like Lana Del Rey a lot. I can also see the lyrics really fitting Lawrence with Nadia (his wife).
Everything you analyzed about Lawrence and Nadia is correct! He also does very much project her onto Harper because Nadia and Harper's personalities are very similar.
And Charlotte is just this way because... she's this way. I personally did this also because I just like "villains" having no reason to be evil, they were just born like that lol.
Lawrence's inner monologue is either him justifying every shitty action he makes, or sadly thinking of the past--his mother, Nadia, even Sadie and Nathan, and wondering what he could've done differently while also still justifying his downright cruel actions, hence not really improving his behavior.
He doesn't talk about his emotions to almost anyone because he doesn't like feeling vulnerable, and his feelings are too complicated to even put into words. All his repressed anger and sadness sometimes comes to bite himself and others in the ass for that reason.
But yes, mostly everything, you were exactly right! You seem to have Lawrence's mindset down (and Charlotte's too!!).

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pt. 2 to my question -> meta
Feels kinda like Lawrence would come acrost this song and then think of his wife (IDK her name, but I think she died of a sickness...)
Imma have to go back and re-read.
KEEEPING IT SHORT: {attempting to}
-Anyways he grows on y'know getting older, she won't.
-"Forever wild" them on their dates! Him and her just being in love, not a car in the world.
-"Seen the world done it all." Him growing into the weary mentality that oncomes with grief.
-"Nothing But My Aching soul" Him grieving her, even after all these times passed.
-"I know that you will." Him telling himself that.
-"Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?" Him knowing he's changed not only physically! But mentally y'know he's so unrecognizable now! He became a monster. A man he once never was, someone he never thought he'd be.
-"Father tell me if you can." Y'know him fantasizing about joining her, but also, he if he was so denied that. That she'd beg to make it happen, that she'd want him to be with her still.
-"Will you still love me when I'm not young and beautiful?" Him being insecure about his appearance and the fact he has become a monster.
Assuming they were healthy anyways!
She wouldn't really care what he looked like. Just that he was authentic to himself.
Somethin' he (compared to past! Lawrence) hasn't been.
At least in any recognizable way. Anyway, she knew.
They were surprisingly a healthy couple! And this fits them very well!! Nadia was the one person who really understood Lawrence and comforted him affectively. She was the one person he could be vulnerable with, so in his eyes, she was perfect in every way.
Despite constantly justifying his actions, he knows Nadia would not like what he has become, even if he hates admitting that, which is why he tries not to think about it.
That's why he distracts himself by thinking about how much Nadia would love the "kids".
thinking about my dog and how he makes sure i get my daily mental health outings
pov you’re now this dog’s goat