clara ‧₊°♱

hi, hello, people of shiftblr

i'm clara, better known as starsdrz. i'm (obviously) a shifter, and i've been in the community for like... years. i have mini-shifted 10 times now, and accidentally shifted here (girl idk why don't ask me).

some stats: i'm 21 years old, i'm french-canadian, i'm bisexual. i use she/her pronouns, but i do have dr where i am a man so i'm also comfortable with masculine pronouns when talking abt those realities. i am a marketing student and i want to work in fashion, entertainment or cosmetics. my favourite colour is pink, has been since i was 5 (this guy in my class last year used to call me barbie cuz all my shits are pink...). i love kpop and kdramas and cdramas. i'm a huge nerd. i am pretty spiritual and practice manifestation. i'm a huge newtmas, wolfstar, byler and dorlene shipper.

main lovers: james fleamont potter, eric wang (oc), joaquin torres and danny ramirez, harry gilby (and variations of him).

if i make a new dr, 97% chances are that my s/o is either james or harry (they are the same soul in my mind i swear)

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bmf if: you are 18+, are a marauders shifter, if you like tlk, i'm not picky just be nice lmao

dni if: you don't shift, we have the same s/o (you have amazing taste but i don't wanna hear about it) you're annoying, you're racist, homophobic, a zionist, or in general a pos, you hate on permashifter, you're under 17 (you can follow but let's not be actual friends), you do weird things in your dr (targ!incest shifters i'm looking at you... stop that)🩰 ֵ⃜✟̸̴̢̣͘͜  

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i love this question!!! but also this is really hard cuz i love so many things about him...

he's very attentive. he doesn't look like it but he pays a lot of attention to the people he cares about. like he will remember the smallest things you say, and notice all your little habits. like the mashed potatoes thing is such a good exemple of that, because i never asked him to do it for me or even mentioned it to him, but he noticed i always do it and just decided to do it for me. i could says i like something once and a year later he would still remember about it.

clara ✹ originates from latin, meaning bright, clear or famous. it is the feminine form of the latin name clarus and was popularized by saint clare of assisi in the 13th century. a native form of the name, clare, was common in medieval england. people named clara are often described as independent and audacious, bright and social, of intelligent and creative.

james ✹ originating from the hebrew name yaakov (jacob), it means "supplanter" or "holder of the heel". it entered english from the latin Iacomus and gained prominence through figures like king james VI and I of england, and through its appearance in the bible with two apostles named james and the brother of jesus, james the just. people named james are often described as quick, clever minded, goodnatured and generous.

jamra ✹ is the name of the couple composed of clara and james. it was created by their friends lily evans, marlene mckinnon, mary mcdonald and wonhee choi. it is a blend of their first name. the name shows how the couple form a whole. soulmates, in other words.

　 ࣪ ۪　　 ͏♫ 　　♪ tape one

lay all your love on me - abba

souper trouper - abba

i was made for loving you - kiss

honey, honey - abba

i want to hold your hand - the beatles

always on my mind - elvis presley

　 ࣪ ۪　　 ͏♫ 　　♪ tape two

every breath you take - the police

my love, my life - abba

layla - derek and the dominos

rescue me - cher

i want to know what love is - foreigner

baby come back - player

"I’ve known James longer than I haven’t. 13 years to be exact. The first time we met we were five and four, at a banquet my parents were hosting with family friends. I still remember the unruly little boy with a chipped tooth. We played house, kind of prophetic when I think about it."

"From age 5 to 11, James was just kind of there. It’s not that I hated him, simply that I was such a girl, and he was such a boy. We didn’t have much in common apart our parents being friends. He didn’t try too hard to be friends either. He once said I was quite cold back then, always scowling whenever he tried to play with me. I don’t remember scowling, I was just shy and he was the complete opposite."

"But later, we drew closer. Surprising, according to Marlene and Lily, considering how early teenage James was quite literally the worst version of him. He was shameless, loud, often more than not inconsiderate and oh so full of himself. But he was also always finding ways to be around me and talk my ears off. He never backed down, not even when told to leave me alone. At first, sure, it was impossibly annoying. But I guess his efforts to befriend me turned out to be slightly endearing to me. Endearing enough to let him make me wear his Gryffindor scarf to quidditch games I couldn’t care about."

"Then, one summer, James changed. He came back a few more inches taller than me, a deeper voice and broader shoulder. But he was also calmer than before, less boastful, kinder. It gave me a shock, like being struck by lightning. That’s probably when things actually started changing between us."

"Before, I used to daydream about my future wedding, imagining a faceless groom who would be perfect in every way possible. Now, all I see is James, with his stupid crooked glasses and dumb smirk, waiting at the altar. Annoying, loud, prideful, James. Brave, honest, kind-hearted James. My James."

(𖡡) in every universe

noah calhoun & allie hamilton

jim halpert & pam beesly

ron weasley & hermione granger

danny zuko & sandy olsson

bryce loski & juli baker

harry burns & sally albright

𖥨. he hates to see her upset. about literally anything, even a book. he will do anything to make her laugh.

𖥨. clara doesn't like boiled potatoes unless they are mashed. james took upon himself to always mash them for her.

𖥨. james can't stop talking and clara listens.

𖥨. she is always cold and he is always warm. he hold her hands in his during winter to warm them up.

𖥨. gave her an heirloom family necklace for christmas, before they were dating.

𖥨. james recognize clara from her breathing pattern, her footsteps. he doesn't even need to see her to know that she is in the room.

𖥨. clara doesn't talk much about her feeling, but with james she fears no judgment.

𖥨. james is impatient, but for clara he would wait 5, 10, 20 years if it meant they would be together in the end. clara who always think to much and alwaays feels slightly unsure, never doubted them.

jamra across the multiverse ୧‿̩͙ ˖︵ ꕀ⠀ 𐔌͡⠀⠀ ࣪ 

marauders era, marauders 70's fame, santa's daughter, mamma mia, ballerina, bridgerton, time travel hogwarts, stranger things, deserted island, maurauders tangled au, mermaid and infinity more...

huge ib to @whitrcbbit and @avaslosthermind

🏹 🦢💭🩰 clara delacroix, beauxbatons royalty.

now playing... fille désir by vendredi sur mer

clara delacroix was born in normandie, france on the chill evening of the 22nd of october, 2004. just like the rest of her family, she is a witch. from an early age, her magic was very definite, and she was able to control it to an extent. her parents would brag to everyone who could hear it that their daughter is gifted.

clara is a soft and gentle soul, who tries to get along with everyone. she loves the colour pink, ballet, the scent of vanilla and 70s and 60s music. she is very creative, often lost in her own world. after enrolling in beauxbatons, she was sorted into the house of papillonlisse. her patronus is a white swan.

she enjoys keeping her circle small, and loves spending time alone. despite her more reserved temperament, she is quite popular amongst her fellow student, some appreciating her kind nature, others being captivated by her whimsical behaviour.

the delacroix family is a centuries old pureblood family. despite their rich history, they do not hold the ideologies of other pureblood family. (these beliefs have been a lot less prevalent in recent years, and were already a bit outdated in france since the revolution.) they own a large estate in normandie, with a beach acess to the atlantic ocean. the family also owns a summer house in the provence-alpes-côte d'azur region.

the family currently consist of luc delacroix, isabelle delacroix, and their children clara delacroix, beatrice delacroix and colin delacroix.

eric linfeng wang was born a bright early morning on 20th of january, 2005 in chongquing, china. when he was four, his family moved to paris, france. him, his parents and his older sister are all wizards. he didn't grow up particularly rich, but they had a roof on their heads, enough food for four on the table and their own bedroom.

eric had always been a quiet and shy boy, prefering being alone than with many people. he loves nature, listening to classical music whilst studying, medecine, watching the pigeons from his bedroom window and warm green tea. after enrolling into beauxbatons, he was sorted into the house of bellefeuille. his patronus is a gray swan.

most student perceive him as cold and disinterested, only speaking to people he already knows. but eric doesn't always know how to approach people. at schools, he goes rather unnoticed, not speaking much in classes.

eric wang hates all those rich purebloods kids. to him, they're all arrogant and shallow. well, maybe not all of them... maybe he could make an exception for the pretty curly haired girl sitting in front of him in potion and charms. clara delacroix, that's her name. the moment he saw her, eric knew she would be that exceptions. it's not like her wealth wasn't obvious, anyone could tell from her clothing that she was from a rich family. it was the kindness in her eyes. and her patronus, a white swan, perfectly assorted to his own. maybe it was fate.

clara delacroix had sworn of boys at 17. they all sucked in her eyes and never failed to disappoint her. well, maybe not all of them... maybe she could make an exception for the quiet boy sitting behind her in potion and charms classes. eric wang. maybe it was the softness of his eyes, or maybe it was the small beauty mark on the bridge of his nose. either way, she was helplessly drawn to him. and his patronus, so well assorted to hers. it has to mean something. so when they are paired up to do a weeks long potion assignement, she finally sees her chance to force herself into his life.

me after creating a dr for a school we know nothing about so i'll have to basically come up with everything, so it will be a better world building than the og work WHO SAID THAT (did i lie tho?) (eric is the dream man y'all)

says you!! your blog is adorable 。˃ ▿ ˂。꒱ྀི

MONTH 10, 1993

clara addams was born on chilly night, october 22, 1973. her father, fester addams, and mother, debbie jellinsky, were an unlikely couple. her mother, who was only in for the impressive addams fortune, had surprinsingly fell for the charms of fester.

clara is an angel faced but strange girl. most kids in her small town in colorado were terrified of her and her family. she has some strange abilities, such as visions and a 6 sens to detect spirits. the locals, terrified of her and the rest of the family call her "moon girl" due to her lunatic behaviour, as she walks around town like she's in another world, talking to her cat. she goes to the local community college and studies ancient greek.

she has a younger sister, claire addams. the 10 years old has also some... strange features.

the addams family lives on huge estate, perched on a hill. it has it's own graveyard and a complex catacombs system. which is mostly unknown from the family herself. that is until clara and her new friend stumble upon a forgotten entrance in the woods behind the house...

isaiah binx, or binx the talking cat, is a young man from the 18th century, turned into an immortal cat by an addams ancestor. the witch cursed him to eternity in the body of a black cat. he can however speak. once a month, on the full moon, he regains his human body, until the sunrise.

after decades of wandering, binx tracked the addams family, in hopes of finding a witch that could reverse the curse. clara found him one day on her window ledge on her 19th birthday. she immediately took him in, thinking he was a regular cat. then he spoke. she is no witch but he grew fond of her. the two share a strange bond, isaiah following the girl around like a guarding shadow.

24 years old air force pilot joaquin torres finds himself in the small town in colorado after a crash that made him unable to be a pilot, at least for the time being. with a still recovering broken arm and a new fear of flying, he doesn't have much to do on the base they stationed him on. so he wanders around town.

that's when he saw her. she looked like a strange character painted with water colour, her black cat following her around. despite the warnings of the locals, calling her and the addams evil, he can't help but be fascinated with clara.

the two quickly develop an attraction to each other, like two magnets. that's also when they find it. the catacombs. the whispers of her ancestors. and an old book covered in dust. not exactly the normal love story joaquin had envisioned for himself. but at least he's not thinking about his crash anymore.

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 .・。.・⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ marauders

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.・。.・⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ the last kingdom

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 .・。.・⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ addams family

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.・。.・⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ nepo baby

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 .・。.・⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ beauxbatons

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i have no idea if this is interesting to anyone but I feel like sharing my progress and my journey so here is the first instalment of my shifting diaries.

a few days ago i shared a post about how i feel disconnected from my drs and the people in it (here) and i've been kind of evaluating all of my drs to see if I actually want to shift there. some of them i actually didn't really care about honestly so I did a bit of cleaning. i feel like that always helps me when i feel a bit stagnant in my journey.

an other thing I struggle with is expectations. i think i might have too high of expectations for my drs, especially for the heavily scripted ones. so, last sunday, i decided i would shift to a totally unscripted dr. all i knew is that i wanted to be this like niche nepo baby who dropped out of marketing school (can you tell i'm tired of my degree lmfao) to work in fashion and follow her boyfriend around on his tour.

i did not end up shifting that night, but i did have a dream about that reality. now this is important, first because i never, and i mean NEVER, dream about my drs, even after a shifting practice. I usually dream about the same shit tbh. so this is a very rare occurence for me, especially since I decided to shift there on a whim. the other reason why this is significant is that i'm pretty sure it was a memory from my dr, slightly distorted because, dream yk, but still a memory. i had briefly thought that i moved to la when i was like 15 in that reality before doing my routine, and in my dream, me and my family had moved to la. i was unpacking my things in my room, and i remember being stressed about having to go to high school soon. i never had a dream with this premise before, and like i said, my dreams are always about the same things and people. i also never had a memory from one of my drs come to me in a dream.

the next day, so yesterday night, i wanted to shift there again. so i did my routine. did not end up shifting either, but I had ANOTHER dream about my dr, this time including my dr boyfriend. which is also an extremely rare occurence, i think i've dreamt about a s/o once before and I don't shift for them anymore. so that was insane. my dream started with me arguing about something with someone from this reality, but at some point my speech switched to english and i was arguing with my boyfriend. we were on facetime, i remember holding my phone in my hand while was like going on a rant and his face was on my screen. i don't remember what we were fighting about tho. not sure if this was another memory or not but it could be.

i like to believe that this is a sign, like maybe i feel more comfortable with this new dr because i have no real expectations for it.

after thinking about my shifting journey, i feel like i've put the finger on one of my main blockage, which is that i feel disconnected from my drs.

ever since i've learnt about shifting, i've many desired realities. like a lot. i've always been a very indecisive and mood driven person, so it's not that surprising. but that also means that i rarely give myself the time or opportunity to connect with my drs.

my drs feel like distant experience, things I know i'm experiencing and things i want to live, but not like a vivid connection.

for exemple, i know that i'm a student at hogwarts in 1977 as we speak, i know the classes i take, what i usually eat for breakfast, how i like to wear my uniform, but it feels like these things are not one but ones of a character i've made up in my mind. i know that this my life but i don't feel like it is.

the disconnect is even worse for the people in my drs.

i've never cried because i miss a dr friend or a s/o, like ever, no matter how fixated i was on a reality. it's hard for me to feel connected to these people, no matter how much i tell myself that i know these people and that i care about them, i just can't quite feel it. and it's annoying because for a lot of my drs, i'm shifting for the people. i have the desire to know them and care for them, but i don't feel a connection. for that reason, i'm also scared that still won't feel that connection even when in my drs, especially for my s/o.

my theory is that since i have so many different drs with different friends and family and significant others, i just can't connect to that many people. it would make sens since i'm a massive introvert in this reality, i don't like having many friends as i find it a bit draining to maintain. i think i might have to really sit down and look at all my drs and evaluate if i actually want to shift there and for the people in it or not really.

MONTH 12 , YEAR 1977

clara delacroix, was born on october 22, 1959. she is a student in her first year at hogwarts university and was sorted into hufflepuff. she is the eldest daughter of the delacroix family, a french pureblood family. she is a very talented witch, and can practice wandless and wordless magic, that is, however, a secret... her patronus is a white swan. her best friends are lily evans, marlene mckinnon, mary mcdonald, wonhee choi, augustus chang, remus lupin, sirius black, james potter and peter pettigrew.

she had always been a gentle soul with a big heart, so despite being more reserved, she makes friend easily and is well liked at hogwart. her fellow students recognize her by her big curls that she very rarely wears up and her obsession with the colour pink.

she doesn't really know where she is going, but she still has 6 years to figure that out, right? all she knows is that she loves clothes and abba, the muggle band. and her friends, obviously.

the noble delacroix family is a pureblood family originating from the north of france. their roots run deep, tracing back all the way to the 10th century. a numerous of its members are and were important figures in the european wizarding world. they were also a notable family of the french aristocracy before the revolution of 1789. afterward, they've established themselves in kent, england. a part of the family returned to france in 1840, this time settling in the south.

in 1560, a prophecy was revealed to the family. each first female born of the first born son shall be the reflecting of the other, and possess great magical abilities. wandless magic and wordless spell casting, clairvoyance, longevity, are some of these women's special talents. because of this prophecy, and their striking resembles to the previous daughter, the family tends to name their first female born in similar name.

clara was the first female born of her father, louis delacroix, the first born son of her paternal grand-father and grand-mother.

december 1977, clara delacroix is in the midst of her first year at hogwarts university. as winter break draws near, she comes to the terrible realization that she fancies a boy. not any boy, her best friend, the boy she met 13 years ago, james fleamont potter, hogwarts' heartthrob, or asshole, depending who's talking... she's utterly fucked, one might say, and most importantly, none of her friends can know. especially sirius, who would be ten time more annoying, if that's even possible, if he were to learn about this.

she has no idea when this even occurred, maybe it's when james started to mash her boiled potatoes (she can only enjoy those if they are mashed, and apparently, james noticed). or maybe it happened way back when james came back one summer even more taller than her, a deeper voice and a new found maturity. either way, she is so screwed.

another one of clara,s problem: amos diggory. her senior hufflepuff, she knows he likes her. he doesn't hide it, but doesn't make any actual move either. clara doesn't know if she's glad or not. for now, she acts like she usually do, which is friendly. but amos doesn't seem to catch on.

♱ So before I start explaining this, please keep in mind that I am far from being a 100% sure that this is what happened, but it is simply my interpretation of it. I personally feel like that's very plausible, but I'll never fully know what actually happened that day.

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This happened a couple months ago, in like May if I remember well. I had decided I wanted to shift that night and choose to listen to a shifting hypnosis by Alunir, since I had gotten interesting result from it previously. So, I do my "getting in the mood" routine and go to bed and start the shifting meditation/hypnosis. Nothing particular happened during that, except that I managed to really relax and I feel asleep when she stop talking. I'm not sure how long is slept, I didn't check the time after, but at some point, I wake up because I can smell a really strong smell. It was extremely strong, as if it was like literally IN my noise, but I couldn't pin point what it was. At first, I was like "who tf is smoking weed in the middle of the night in a college dorm building?!" because that was the only really strong smell I could think about, but it was definitely not that. It was really odd. Aside from the weird smell, I couldn't move at all, but I knew I wasn't sleeping, and it didn't feel like sleep paralysis either. I was fully conscious, and I wasn't scared, just very confused. The weirdest thing was that I could feel my eyes were open and closed at the same time. I wear an eye mask to sleep here, but I couldn't feel it on my face. Honestly, I could not a 100% feel my bed either. The smell started to evolve, getting sweeter and sweeter. Which I found even weirder, because my college dorm room usually smelled like whatever I cooked myself that evening. So for me to smell this really sweet, strong smell made no sense. However, I scripted that when I wake up in my drs, my bedrooms always smell like vanilla. At the moment, I didn't realize, but that was probably the sweetness I smelled. Then suddenly, it stopped. I could move and feel my body. I couldn't smell anything. My facemark was very much on my eyes. And I just sat up in my bed like "wtf just happened". Then I just went back to sleep.

My theory is, I was here and there simultaneously. Hence why the smell was odd, it was a mix of my cr and my dr. Also why I felt my eyes being open and closed at the same time but being completely aware and conscious and not dreaming. This was the craziest thing that happened to me in my shifting journey to this day.

Let me know what you think happened if you have thoughts about this :)