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i appreciate it nonnie, this is so sweet 🫶 i promise i'm putting myself first!! i'm hoping i feel better soon 😩
Patiently sat here waiting for FYE chapter 3 because I have never been this obsessed with a fanfic before 😭
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Sukuna is the type of man who makes even chaos feel manageable.
technically part 5 of my gamer!sukuna mini series but it can be read on its own. got a request for it over a week ago, and my brain decided today's the day
“Kuna?” you call from your armchair, already bracing yourself for him to brush you off and dismiss it, but after playing Stardew Valley with him, you can’t help but hope he’ll give this one a chance, too.
A low, distracted hum slips from him at his desk, his eyes never leaving the monitor, and the steady clicks of his mouse don’t even falter at your interruption. Undeterred, you turn your laptop toward him, shifting your weight in the deep cushions, refusing to let his indifference stop you.
“What about this one?”
The clicking stops, and his eyes flick over toward your screen for a second, taking in the familiar chaos of bright colors before a quiet snort escapes him. “That one’s a mess, angel.”
“It looks like it,” you admit easily, a small smile tugging at your mouth. His blunt honesty always manages to get a laugh out of you, even when you’re trying to be serious. “But that’s the point, I think? We’re doing so good in Stardew, so I figured maybe it’d be like that here too?”
He studies the screen for a moment longer, blue laptop light flickering in his eyes, and he’s suddenly reminded of that time Satoru screamed himself hoarse into his headset over a burnt pizza. Sukuna doesn’t care about cartoon chefs or frantic gameplay as he’s already survived the chaos firsthand with the boys, but as his gaze drifts from the screen to your face and lingers, it’s obvious he’s only considering this because you’re the one asking. Leaning back in his gaming chair, the leather creaks under his weight as he takes in that hopeful smile of yours he can never resist.
Letting the silence stretch for a moment, he lets his gaze flicker down to your lips before dragging it back up to meet your eyes again. "...console," he finally says.
“What?”
“We play it on console,” he clarifies, already pushing his chair back and rising to his full height.
“But…” The protest barely slips out before your fingers clamp tighter around your laptop, as you realize you’ll have to abandon the familiar comfort of your keyboard. The thought of learning something completely new sends that old, unwelcome wave of panic rolling through your chest.
"No buts,” Sukuna cuts you off before you can finish, stepping right into your space and pinning you down with that unshakeable certainty in his stare that always manages to make your heart skip. “You wanted to play, so we’re playing. And it’s way better on console, so come on."
He extends his hand, palm open and waiting, and when your fingers finally slip into his, he gives a gentle tug that pulls you up.
In the span of five minutes, he’s already crouched under the TV, hooking up the console and queuing the game to download without another word. When he hands you one of the controllers, it’s heavier than you expected, unfamiliar and awkward in your hands.
He gestures to the empty space on the cushions beside him. “Sit.”
Dropping onto the couch, you tuck your legs under yourself, and as your knee presses against his thigh, you glance up at him and shoot him a smile, earning a wide grin in return. Even though you’ve seen him with a controller plenty of times, you’re so used to him at his PC in the gaming room that seeing him here, in your living room, feels just a little out of character.
When he looks at you a moment later, you’re staring at your controller like it’s some kind of puzzle, turning it over in your hands as if it might suddenly explain itself. Your fingers wrap tight around the plastic grip, thumbs hovering uncertainly over the sticks. It’s nothing like the keyboard he drilled into your head weeks ago, with too many buttons crammed into too little space, and a sudden wave of nervousness hits, the fear of fumbling the layout and holding him back starting to creep in.
Sukuna catches on instantly, and a small, tender smile tugs at his mouth. He finds it absolutely endearing that you’re most worried about ruining the game for him, even though that couldn’t be further from the truth, no matter how bad you’d be at it. You could spin in circles while he does everything, and he’d still have the time of his life, just because you’re giving his hobby another try. That means everything to him.
His controller drops onto the couch, and his hands slide around your waist. In a blink, you’re pulled to sit between his thick thighs, with your back pressed against his chest. He presses a lingering kiss to your hair, and you can’t help but lift your gaze to look at your husband.
“Don’t start overthinking it, angel,” he says, his voice full of warmth. “It’s simple. I’ll show you.”
His arms wrap around you, fingers settling over yours on the controller, and he rubs slow, grounding circles into your wrist with his thumb before guiding it over to the stick.
“Left stick is just your movement. Same as before, just smooth,” he murmurs, patience threading through every word, his chin settling beside your temple as he peers down at your hands—small and tense beneath the sprawl of his. His fingers tap each button beneath yours to point them out, guiding you with gentle insistence. “Right one controls direction. This button here—” he taps on X “—grabs and drops things. And this—” he taps on the square “—chops. That’s all you really need now. Don’t worry about the rest yet. We aren’t aiming, and nothing is shooting back at you.”
Nodding, you try to convince yourself you’ll remember any of this once the game actually starts, though you already know it’s hopeless. The warmth of his arms draped around you, paired with that patient tone in his voice, does more to settle your nerves than anything else. Shuffling back, you press yourself closer, and his laugh rumbles low and deep right beside your ear.
Drawing in a breath, you press the button he pointed out, joining the lobby. Your little character pops up right next to his on the screen, but before you can even say a word, he’s already showing you how to swap your chef for a different one.
You squeal at the sight of the adorable designs, and he practically melts, unable to hide how much he loves seeing you like this—nothing brings him more joy than you being this happy. Grabbing his controller, he loops his arm around you again, his hands settling comfortably in your lap while he picks out a Shark chef for himself.
Choosing your own chef turns into a minor crisis, and minutes tick by as you flip back and forth between the Narwhal and the Owl, indecision threatening to bring you to the brink of tears. Eventually, you settle on the Narwhal, wanting to match your husband.
“We look so cute together!” you chirp, happiness bubbling up in your voice. One of his hands finds your chin, tilting your face up so you have no choice but to meet his eyes.
He leans down and presses his mouth to yours once, then again, and then one more time for good measure. “We sure do, brat,” he murmurs against your lips, drawing a bright giggle from you. Letting you go, he turns his attention back to the screen and starts the game. “Alright. Let’s get you used to how you move first.”
A quick cutscene later, your chefs materialize in the kitchen—yours stationed on the left by the chopping boards, his on the right near the vegetable boxes. In the bottom corner, the timer starts its countdown.
“Try it.”
You try, only to steer your little character directly into a counter. “…okay.”
“Again,” he says simply, as his fingers leave his controller again and rub the skin on your legs.
Trying again, you move slower this time, but end up turning too sharply, overcorrecting, and finally just stopping altogether.
“It’s weird,” you mutter, wishing for the comfort of Stardew, where at least you knew what you were doing and didn’t feel so hopelessly out of your depth.
“You’ll get used to it, angel.”
Something about the certainty in his voice makes it almost easy to believe him. Still, your fingers hesitate, clumsy and unsure. Trying to steer your chef toward the lettuce he set on the counter between you, you fumble with the stick that’s just so much slicker than any keyboard, and your chef spins in a useless circle before crashing into the wrong counter entirely. A tiny, involuntary gasp slips out, frustration prickling at your skin.
“You’re fine,” Sukuna purrs. On the screen, his character moves with the same effortless confidence he brings to every game. He doesn’t rush or snatch up every ingredient in sight; he just picks up another vegetable, drops it on the board next to your character, and steps back, giving you space. “Don’t rush. Just line up and press the button to chop. The one on the left.”
You manage to line up your character and press the button repeatedly, just to make sure you’re doing it right. The little knife clicks sound out rhythmically against the board, and when the lettuce finishes chopping, a small sense of accomplishment blooms in your chest.
“See? Easy,” he murmurs, kissing your hair again. “Now, in the corner, we have our orders. The first one needs lettuce and tomatoes, but both need to be chopped first. Then we need to place them onto the plate, and that’s all. You’ve chopped that one already, so pick it up and carry it over to the plate.”
You press the grab button, but as you walk, your thumb slips on the joystick, and instead of placing it neatly onto the plate, your chef tosses it straight onto the floor. You freeze, face burning with instant embarrassment as you glance over at him. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to—”
“Don’t,” Sukuna cuts you off instantly. “It doesn't matter. You can still pick it up, it’s just a game. Try it again.”
“But I’m messing it up,” you admit, frustration creeping in before you can even try to stop it.
“No.”
Tilting your head, you risk a glance up at him, but his eyes stay glued to the screen, fingers moving steadily.
“Keep going,” he adds.
Letting out a deep sigh, you try again, and this time the lettuce lands exactly where it’s supposed to.
Sukuna drops a tomato on one of the boards, stepping back to give your character space. He watches the screen patiently, clearly adjusting how he plays to wrap entirely around your learning curve, and he never takes over the cooking or tells you to hurry up, even with the level timer ticking down. Instead, he positions his character in the center of the room, ready to move wherever you might need him next.
Once the tomato is finally chopped, you pick it up, guiding your little chef with painstaking care toward the plate already stacked with lettuce. The delivery to The Beast feels like a minor miracle, and when the game rewards you with a bright, triumphant chime, the points flashing across the screen, it’s impossible not to feel a little victorious.
A wide grin breaks across your face, and you glance over at him, searching for some kind of confirmation. Sukuna’s eyes are already fixed on you, the corners of his mouth tugged up in that soft smirk he saves for moments when he’s genuinely pleased.
“Good girl,” he purrs, leaning in to press a kiss to your forehead, his voice dropping into a low, satisfied rumble.
By the time the timer finally hits zero and Onion King orders you into the time portal, a breath you didn’t even realize you’d been holding escapes in a shaky rush. Your head tips back, finding its place against Sukuna’s collarbone, and the tension in your shoulders melts away all at once.
Sukuna lets out an amused huff, pulling you even closer so you can nestle deeper into his chest. His hand moves to your thigh, fingers tapping a slow beat against your skin as he looks at the map and the freshly unlocked first level.
“You want to keep going?” he asks, his crimson eyes softening as your gaze locks with his.
“Yeah,” you smile, your fingers settling more comfortably on the controller, the initial anxiety mostly gone. “I’m gonna crush it now,” you add, determination threading through your voice.
A deep laugh rumbles out of him as his hand squeezes your thigh, lingering there for a moment before he clicks the button to launch the next level. “I know you will, angel.”
As you play, you make plenty of mistakes, but Sukuna never so much as sighs in annoyance. You burn things, put the wrong ingredients on the plate, miss an order entirely, and still, he doesn’t say a word about it. He just adjusts, filling in the gaps wherever you falter. Every time you hesitate, he’s there, but no matter what, he always gives you time to try on your own first.
At some point, you start laughing, not even sure why. Maybe it’s because everything feels so completely out of control, or because nothing you do seems to go the way you intend, or maybe just because he’s right there next to you, making every failure feel a little less frustrating.
“This is impossible,” you gasp between breaths, nearly fumbling the controller as your character fails to run to the pot in time and another dish goes up in smoke.
“It’s not,” he says simply.
And he’s right. An hour in, the two of you fall into a rhythm, working together almost without thinking. Confidence builds in you, and Sukuna shifts his focus, pushing the game forward now that you don’t need him hovering over you and explaining. Tasks split naturally between you, and even though you’re too caught up to notice, the biggest grin splits his face when you start ordering him around in game, following your lead without hesitation.
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"And nobody told me I'd be begging for relief
When what is silent to you feels like it's screaming to me
Well, nobody told me I'd get tired of myself
When it all looks like heaven, but it feels like hell"
Starting with the first time he saw you: he had just moved to Tokyo to start his first year at Jujutsu High and he was unpacking his room, still on the phone with his mother, when you suddenly came crashing (literally) through his door.
You were panting, eyes wide, hair sticking to your slightly damp forehead like you had just run all the way here without stopping.
Even in this state, he couldn't stop himself from thinking you were beautiful.
You two were at a stand-still, staring at each other, waiting for someone to break the awkward silence, but just as he was about to speak up, you threw your head back and laughed.
It was loud. Unapologetic.
Radiant.
"Sorry," you had managed to huff out after you controlled your giggles, "I guess I have the wrong room!"
Before he could even open his mouth to respond, you were off again. The sound of your heavy footsteps echoing down the halls as you bolted off in search of your actual room.
He stared dumbly at the door where your silhouette had just been while his mom was on the other end of the line asking him what was going on and if he was okay.
"Yeah mom, everything's fine," he finally managed to mutter, "School just might be even more interesting than I thought."
The first time he asked you out had been because of a stupid bet with Gojo.
"You kill special grade curses like it's a walk in the park but can't get the balls to tell her you like her," Gojo teased.
"Shut the fuck up, Satoru," he snapped back, "I just care about her is all. Wanna wait for the right time."
Gojo rolled his eyes so hard Suguru thought they might pop out of his head.
"Right time, my ass," Gojo taunted, "You're just too chicken shit to make a move."
"Am not," he argued like a toddler throwing a tantrum.
"Prove it then," Gojo said, wide grin practically splitting his face in two. "I bet you won't ask her out by the end of the week."
Suguru knew Gojo was just trying to get him riled up, that he shouldn't fall for his teasing like this, that you meant more to him than a dumb bet, but he was still just a stupid teenager, so he took that bet.
He asked you to go to a movie with him.
At first you thought he meant as your usual group, with Gojo and Shoko along for the ride too, but when he clarified he meant just the two of you, your cheeks burned the prettiest shade of pink as you quietly mumbled, "I'd love to."
He wanted to burn that expression into his memory forever.
The moment was over almost as soon as it had started, however, when Gojo like the idiot he is, who was snooping on the two of you, called out from across campus, "Damn dude, I can't believe you actually did it! I admit defeat!"
You looked at him curiously, eyebrow raised, waiting for him to explain just what Gojo was talking about.
He sighed, wincing before the words even left his mouth, "Gojo bet me I wouldn't ask you out by the end of the week."
He waited for a reaction. He waited for you to slap him, or scream at him, or for you to storm away.
Instead he was left dumbfounded when you tossed your head back and let out that laugh he loved so much, turning to wave at Gojo and yelling back at him, "Thanks for the assist!"
You two went to see the movie together that weekend, but he wouldn't be able to tell you a single thing about it even if he tried.
He was too busy staring at you.
He couldn't help it the first time he kissed you.
You two had been dating for roughly a month but hadn't gone past innocent PDA: one of his strong arms slung around your shoulder, holding hands in public, snuggling up together at a restaurant booth.
It wasn't that Suguru didn't want to kiss you.
He just wanted it to be perfect.
He knew you were less experienced than he was, that he was your first boyfriend and would also be the first and last person to get the privilege of kissing you.
He wanted it to be special.
He had it planned out: he was going to take you to your favorite restaurant for dinner, summon rainbow dragon to take you on a flight across Tokyo, then kiss you while you two watched the sunset together.
But you know what they say about the best laid plans...
Instead, your first kiss happened completely unplanned and unprompted.
You had asked him to spar with you after class, frustrated after being assigned to spar with Gojo, wanting to improve your hand-to-hand combat skills.
And who was Suguru to say no to his pretty girl?
You weren't a special grade like he and Gojo were, but you were strong in your own right: a grade 1 sorcerer who had been assigned hundreds of dangerous missions, assisting in taking down plenty of powerful cursed spirits.
Still, he knew it bothered you that you weren't considered quite the same caliber as he and Gojo were.
But you weren't to be underestimated.
You may have lost while sparring with Gojo - because, honestly, who wouldn't lose to Gojo - but if he let his guard down for even one second, you could easily turn the tides on him.
And that's exactly what had happened.
You had faked him out with a right uppercut only to swing your opposite leg around to land a roundhouse kick on him.
Instinctively, he grabbed your leg to stop the blow, causing you to stumble into him with a cute squeak, your hands splayed across his chest for stability and your face so close to his he could smell the cherry lipgloss on your lips.
You two locked eyes and your face was dusted his favorite pretty pink before you broke eye contact - just for a second - to look at his lips.
That's all it took for him.
Before he could stop himself, he brought his hand up to cup your face and closed the gap between the two of you.
He smiled into the kiss when he heard you take in a sharp breath the moment your lips connected.
Even now, after everything, he still replays that moment in his head sometimes.
The first time you noticed something was wrong with him had been shortly after the failed star plasma vessel mission.
Suguru had been pulling away from you and Gojo, slowly.
He didn't want to burden either of you with the thoughts in his head.
If he had just been paying more attention, Riko wouldn't have died.
If he were stronger, he could have saved her.
Why does he even bother trying to save others anymore?
People are disgusting.
He didn't want to admit it, but he was also starting to feel an element of resentment towards Gojo, who kept getting stronger, getting sent on bigger missions alone, moving on with life as if they both hadn't just gone through the same thing.
How come Gojo can move on when he can't?
You two had a tradition of sorts: every Friday night, provided he wasn't away on a mission, you two would hang out in his dorm room and listen to music while talking about everything and nothing at the same time.
It used to be his favorite day of the week.
It didn't matter if he was sick as a dog, or if he had just gotten home from a mission bruised and battered, he always made time for your Friday night hang outs.
So the first time he asked you for a rain check, saying he "wasn't in the mood for it," of course you immediately knew something was wrong.
He was only slightly surprised when he heard your gentle knocking at the door not even an hour later, opening it to find you standing there with his favorite snacks and those big doe eyes he can never say no to.
He let out a tired chuckle and stepped aside to allow you in.
He felt your arms around his waist as soon as he shut the door and turned around to face you. You buried your face into his chest, taking a deep breath as if trying to memorize his scent.
"Are you okay?" You asked him, peering up at him with wide eyes, your bottom lip jutting out slightly as if pouting.
"Yeah baby, I'm okay. I'm just tired is all."
"You've been distant."
The accusation hurt Suguru more than he'd like to admit.
If only you knew why he was being distant. That it had nothing to do with you and everything to do with the shitty world you two were born into.
"Please talk to me," you whispered, and Suguru remembers thinking he had never heard you make yourself sound so small.
He hated it.
And he hated that he knew he was doing it to you.
"I'm fine baby, I promise," he lied again, pressing a chaste kiss to your forehead, "Missions are just wearing me down a little, I guess."
You nodded, face once again buried into his chest, before saying in that same small voice, "You know I'm always here for you, right?"
"I know."
He wasn't with you to witness the first time he broke your heart, but he knew that would be the consequence of his actions.
He had been sent away to a rural village to investigate reports of curses terrorizing the town, but instead, when he arrived, he was greeted by two young girls in a cage.
They looked terrified.
He could feel their cursed energy radiating off of them as they cried while the villagers behind him asked him to kill them.
Two little girls.
These monkeys wanted to kill two children just for existing.
He slaughtered the rest of the village instead, releasing the girls from their cage and taking them with him as he took his first official step in abandoning the life he used to know.
He thought about you even then. Wondered what face you would make when you found out about what he did. Would you come looking for him? Try to get him to stay?
Would you still love him?
Or would you think he was a monster?
He remembers the first time he saw you again after defecting from Jujutsu High.
He had given up on ever seeing you again.
Weeks had passed.
Then months.
Then years.
He still thought of you often: wondered what you were doing, if you had found someone else more deserving of your love and settled down, maybe had some kids of your own.
The thought of anyone else getting to touch you still made his blood boil, even all this time later.
He hadn't expected to run into you, especially not back where things all began.
He had returned to Jujutsu High to scope out a new curse he had heard of: a shinigami named Rika who was attached to a young boy named Yuta. If the rumors surrounding her were true, she would make an excellent addition to his collection (if he couldn't convince Yuta to join his cause, that is).
He had been careful to maintain his distance, perched atop the main campus building as he watched the boy spar with one of the other students. She reminded him of Toji, the one who had killed Riko. She had no cursed energy, but she was strong and fast.
Unfortunately, strong and fast wasn't quite enough to compensate for lack of cursed energy in her case; the boy didn't even need to summon Riko to fight her.
He let out a disappointed tch, getting ready to leave for the day when he suddenly heard a sound he thought he'd never hear again: your laugh.
His head whipped towards the source of the sound and he saw you, walking with Gojo, the two of you laughing at something he had pulled up on his phone.
He knew it was stupid, to have these feelings for someone he hasn't seen in years, but he couldn't help the wave of jealousy that surged through him at the proximity in which you two were standing together.
You looked even more beautiful now than you did back then, he thought.
Your hair was longer. Your curves filled out your uniform just a bit more. Your smile just as radiant as it was when he first met you.
He didn't have time to savor this moment, however, because his jealousy likely caused a spike in his cursed energy, and he watched as Gojo paused and began to look up in his direction.
He quickly escaped on one of his curses before Gojo could get a good look at him, but he spent the rest of that day thinking about you.
And he knew, he really did, that he should just leave you alone, but after getting a taste of what he had been missing for so long, he just couldn't stay away.
It wasn't hard to find where you lived.
Your information had been a little too easy to access online, really.
He'd have to scold you about that later.
He stared up at the high-rise building you now occupied and wondered how he should get in, briefly considering knocking before deciding it was too risky that you would open the door only to slam it in his face.
Or even worse, try to fight him and force him to hurt you.
Instead, he opted for sneaking in through your open window (another thing he'd have to scold you for when he finally got to talk to you).
He figured if he caught you by surprise and things didn't go well, he could subdue you before a fight broke out or before you could call for Gojo.
He found you asleep on your bed, your body wrapped up in the sheets like a cocoon, exactly the way you used to sleep when you were teenagers.
His body moved before he could stop it, drawn to you like a moth to a flame, his hand reaching out to caress your cheek while he watched you sleep.
You stirred almost instantly, face wrinkling in a way that almost made him laugh, before your eyes slowly blinked open.
As soon as you registered what was happening, who was in front of you, you immediately shot out of bed, putting as much distance between the two of you as you possibly could.
"Suguru?" You asked, your voice still thick with sleep, the sound making his cock stir slightly in his pants.
Get it together, Suguru, he scolded himself.
"Miss me?" He asked, a small smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.
He watched as you eyed him cautiously, a silent storm brewing behind those beautiful eyes as you tried to decide what to make of the situation.
Suddenly, he blinked and you were right in front of him.
He felt it before he realized what had happened, a searing-hot burning sensation on his cheek from where you had apparently slapped him, his head rattling from the impact.
As he turned his head back towards you, he saw you with tears running down your face, chest heaving, hands clutched into fists as your sides.
"How fucking dare you?" You spat at him, your voice full of hurt that pained him way more than that slap ever could have.
"You left me, us, all those years ago, never even bothered to say a god damn goodbye, killed all those people, and now you're here in my room watching me while I sleep like a fucking creep asking me if I've missed you?" You hiss at him, "How many times have you done this?"
"This is the first time," he quietly admits, "but I wanted to come see you so many times. To tell you the truth. To take you with me."
He hears your breath catch at his last admission, your hands slowly softening at your sides, your body trembling ever so slightly.
"Why didn't you just talk to me?" You asked, voice cracking as more tears stream down your cheeks, "I would have done anything for you."
"I didn't want to burden you," he answers honestly.
"So you decided to break my heart and leave me instead? To commit mass murder? I heard you even killed your own parents, Suguru!" You scream at him.
"Do you know how hard it was?" You continue, "To pick up the pieces of me you left behind? To try to pretend everything was okay when I felt like my whole world was falling apart?" You ask, voice dropping to a whisper.
"Yes," Suguru says, pausing for a brief moment before admitting, "After the Riko incident, I didn't understand how Gojo could just go back to business as usual. He kept getting stronger and stronger, going on more missions, risking his life for people who would throw us under the bus in a heartbeat."
He pauses again, waiting for your response.
When he gets none, he continues, "And you... you were so bright. Like a literal ray of sunshine. Always smiling, always happy. How could I possibly share with you the disgusting thoughts swirling in my head and risk bringing you down with me."
"And yet here you are now? After all these years? Confessing this to me and admitting there were times when you wanted to ask me to come with you?" You ask, arms now crossed over your chest, brows furrowed and lips turned down.
A moment passes between you.
Silence.
You're the first to break it.
"What do you want, Suguru?" You ask quietly.
He steps closer, testing the waters, waiting to see if you'll step back.
When you don't, he reaches out for you, hands immediately finding your waist, grip strong and possessive.
"You," he answers.
"You had me," you whisper, tears starting to flow again but still not attempting to break away from his grasp, "I loved you so much."
"I still love you," he admits.
His heart nearly stops when he suddenly feels his lips on yours, his brain short-circuiting as his body tries to catch up with what is happening.
It isn't until he feels your warm tongue slide against his bottom lip, begging for entrance, that he snaps out of his stupor and pulls you in closer, opening his mouth to let your tongue massage his own.
He feels himself harden as his hand makes its way to your ass, squeezing slightly, causing you let out a little whimper, a beautiful noise he had only ever dreamed he would hear.
The kiss gets more heated as you glide your hands up the nape of his neck, fingers tangling in his long locks of raven hair and pulling, ripping a desperate sound from his throat that he did not think he was capable of making.
You take control and slowly guide the two of you back towards your bed, Suguru falling onto his back as the backs of his knees come into contact with the edge.
You take the opportunity to crawl on top of him, straddling his lap and panting heavily, eyes so dilated your pupils nearly swallow your irises whole.
You lean over, brushing your lips gently against his, teasing him, your soft breasts pressing into his chest in a way that has him trying to restrain himself from rutting up into you like a dog in heat.
"Promise me you won't leave me again," you ask, pulling away from him slightly, eyes searching his, silently begging him to say that he's still yours.
"I promise," he breathes.
The first thing Suguru notices when he wakes up in the morning is your warmth wrapped around him.
You're curled into his side, still naked from the night before, body littered with reminders of his claim on you.
He focuses on the steady rise and fall of your chest, the soft morning glow tracing the outline of your relaxed face.
You look so peaceful.
It almost makes leaving you the second time even harder.
Suguru slips out of your grasp and tiptoes around your room, gathering up the clothes from last night, trying to erase any evidence that he had ever even been there.
He knows he promised you he'd stay.
But he also knows there's no happy ending for the two of you.
If he stayed, he'd be executed by the higher-ups for attempted genocide. You were naive enough to think you or Gojo could talk them out of it, but he knew that wouldn't be true. He also has his girls to think about. Even if the higher ups somehow decided to spare him, would they be as forgiving of his daughters?
If he brought you with him, he knows he'd be asking you to go against everything you morally stand for. That he'd be corrupting you and your innocence and turning you into him.
He loves you too much to do that.
So he'll let you go again.
He can only hope you'll find it in your heart to forgive him this time.
Suguru looks back at your sleeping form one last time, bending over to place a ghost of a kiss on your cheek, murmuring a quiet, "I really do love you" before he slips out the same way he came in.
He knows you might really hate him after this, knows that when you wake up you'll be confused, then hurt, but as he's walking away from your building, he still can't help but hope your paths might cross again.
@starmapz I felt like absolute ass today but I said I'd get this posted today and I couldn't let you down so this one's for you pookie MWAH I hope you enjoyed it hehe
(part 2 soon.)
(it will hurt worse. much worse. you have been warned.)
it was so spectacular and amazing!! maybe i’m just on an angst or hurt/comfort kick, but would love to see how he’d react if he realized just how broke she was or if someone came into the shop when she was alone and was rude or harassed her…guess i’m craving some protective drama
EITHER WAY THIS IS A GREAT STORY AND YOU ARE AN AMAZING WRITER
THANK YOU NONNIE <333
there will definitely be more drama to come!! i don't envision this series being super angsty but there will absolutely be hurt/comfort and we'll see many more sides of sukuna 🙂↕️
Hi!! Sorry if you’ve explained this from “For Your Entertainment” but is sukuna exclusively a dom or does he have a more specific preference? Would he be comfortable switching? I genuinely love your stories because you give the characters so much life ughhhhh
hi nonnie!!
sukuna does have a preference, which is why he has no issue jumping into the dominant role, but you'll have to wait to see more of his thoughts when it comes to switching or taking on a less dominant role 🙂↕️ we will see more of his thoughts on it!
aaa thank you sm <33 the character building is 1000% my fave part, i love adding little details to give insight into them 🥹🫶
Thinking about fye sukuna being baffled by reader saying “wait… I’m a sub?” And having to to and rattle out what exactly you think you are like in those bl’s where the bottom is like “wait… which of us bottoms?”
sukuna would definitely be baffled if that was the case and he had to explain lol, but reader does know she's a sub! part of why sukuna wanted to have that discussion in the restaurant was to make sure they were on the same page in understanding what exactly their agreement was 🙂↕️
she did try watching some porn and reading what she could about kinks but doesn't know where to find resources that depict things properly (and safely) or compare toys and doesn't know how to explore them herself. anything generally depicted in media or shown in sex ed she knows relatively well, there's just a lot of misconceptions in popular media surrounding sex that in part affect a lot of society's views around it, and in turn have affected her
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wyk yuji proudly showing off a test paper he failed in 😭😭
and this was after sukuna spent months tutoring him
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sukuna wondering if he has no brain really got me 😭 the poor man would lose his mind trying to figure out how that could even happen all while yuji thinks he did great bc D isn't F 😭😭
Your car breaks down right in front of the garage, and you’re already steeling yourself for the usual routine: a sky-high bill, too much time wasted, and a mechanic who barely looks up. Instead, you get Sukuna, who gets personally offended on your behalf after realizing your regular shop has been scamming you. Once he figures that out, he takes it upon himself to teach you enough to make sure it never happens again. Unfortunately for him, fixing your car is a breeze, but getting you out of his head? Not so much.
cw: mechanic!sukuna x f!reader, mostly sukuna pov, sukuna has a crush, yearning sukuna, pining sukuna, sukuna is bad at feelings, kinda slow burn
wc: 10.4k, one shot
notes: based on these two asks: first and second!
main masterlist ◦ ao3 ◦ sukuna art by @/hunnismokah
It's barely past dawn, and as Sukuna drags the shutters up, the ungodly morning air hits him with a brisk, damp chill, cooling the coffee in his hand. He’s banking on a quiet hour to sort through the mess of inventory, maybe even enjoy the silence, before the first scheduled appointment pulls him away.
Down the road, maybe a hundred meters away, hazard lights blink through the gray mist. A hatchback sits stranded on the shoulder with its hood open. You’re there beside it, looking entirely defeated, with your shoulders hunched as you rub your arms against the biting chill that cuts straight through your jacket. You're pacing in small circles, your breath blooming in white puffs that vanish into the fog.
Taking a long sip of his coffee, Sukuna watches the scene for a beat. It’s obvious that this mess is about to become somebody's problem, and with how close you are to his driveway, that somebody's him. He lets out a resigned grunt, sets the mug aside, and starts the slow, reluctant walk down the slick, dark stretch of asphalt.
By the time he gets to you, you’re prodding at the battery terminal with pure confusion, clearly out of your depth. He stops by the driver’s side fender, his shadow stretching over the engine bay and swallowing up what little light the morning offers.
"Get in and try to crank it," he rumbles, his voice still rough from sleep.
You flinch slightly, nearly dropping your keys, as you turn to find the massive mechanic who’s just materialized out of the fog. Stumbling through a rushed, embarrassed explanation about how the dashboard lit up like a christmas tree before the steering went stiff, you slide behind the wheel, fingers trembling as you twist the key. The engine coughs out a pathetic, sluggish click-click-click before dying completely.
Sukuna leans over and scans the open engine bay with narrowed eyes. He brings his hand down to the alternator, then straightens and wipes a streak of grease off on his thigh.
"Alternator's shot," he diagnoses, pinning you with a flat stare through the windshield. “It stopped charging your battery while you were driving. That's why your steering went stiff, and all those warning lights came on. Battery's flat now."
He glances down the road toward his garage, jerks his chin in that direction, then flicks his gaze back to you, waiting. "Not fixing it out here. I can tow it in and take a look, if you want.”
You blink at him, hesitation suddenly tightening your chest. He's a huge, imposing stranger with eyes that seem to see right through you. You have no clue what his garage charges, and for all you know, he’ll tow your car a few meters and hand you a bill big enough to drain your entire savings account. Biting your lip hard, you look down the foggy road toward the distant city lights, debating whether freezing out here for your usual mechanic is worth it.
"Really?" you ask, your voice thin and cautious.
"You got a better plan?" Sukuna asks, raising a skeptical eyebrow. He doesn't look like he's got the patience for a long deliberation this early in the morning.
Your eyes flick from the dead dashboard to the shutters of his garage down the road again. Waiting for your own mechanic could mean hours out here, and you’re already running late. Shoulders sagging, you let out a shaky, resigned sigh and nod. "No, not really. Okay, yeah. Please tow it."
True to his word, ten minutes later your car is hooked up to his truck and rolled right onto his hydraulic lift. He works quietly, hooking up a diagnostic scanner and testing the voltage. You stand on the side, nervously watching him work through the tangle of wires and metal, while the smell of old coolant and burnt oil fills the air.
Finally, he wipes his hands on his coveralls. He glances up, meeting your gaze with a flat, unreadable look before speaking. "Alright. It's definitely the alternator. Parts and labor, you're looking at around two hundred, maybe two-fifty if the belt snapped when it seized up."
He braces himself for the usual routine: the hesitant sigh, the defensive wince, maybe a drawn-out complaint about how expensive car parts are these days. He’s seen it all before, a thousand times over.
None of that happens, though. You just blink at him, completely speechless, like he’s started speaking a foreign language.
"Are you..." You swallow hard, eyes darting between your car and the man in front of you. "Are you undercharging me out of pity? Did I really look that pathetic standing on the side of the road?"
Sukuna freezes, and the rag stops mid-wipe against his palm. He stares at you, his brow knitting into a dumbfounded, deep scowl, entirely derailed by the accusation. "What? No. That's the price of the part and half an hour of my time. I don't do pity discounts.”
"Seriously?" A breathless, half-disbelieving laugh escapes you, as your hand comes up to press against your forehead while you try to make sense of the numbers. "My mechanic charges me a small fortune every time I bring this thing in. Like... last year I paid almost three hundred for an oil change, so I figured something that actually stopped the car from running would be..." You trail off, your eyes wandering up to the underside of a different car on the lift. "Honestly, I have no idea. Just… more."
Disbelief hardens his stare, and a sharp, sudden outrage flares in his chest at whoever’s been fleecing you, quickly followed by a heavy wave of disappointment. He can't quite believe you’d just hand over a small fortune for basic maintenance without so much as a second thought.
"An oil change," he repeats in a low rasp. "He charges you three hundred dollars for an oil change?"
"Well... yeah? And..." Shifting your weight from one foot to the other, you wince as your sneakers squeak against the slick concrete. Your hand waves uselessly in the air when you’re trying to remember the items from the invoices you received. "Some other things? He always says there are other things."
Silence settles over the garage, broken only by the steady drip of fluid into a drainage pan nearby, each drop echoing like a ticking clock.
Sukuna tosses the rag aside, leans against the workbench and folds his arms across his chest. His eyes narrow, studying you with a look that grows more troubled by the second, like you’re some puzzle that refuses to make sense.
"You know what those other things were?"
You frown, your shoulders pulling in slightly under the weight of his intense stare. "Not really."
That stare doesn’t budge, flat and unblinking, and it makes you want to sink straight into the concrete floor.
"And you paid anyway."
It's not a question, but a flat statement, paired with a slow, disappointed shake of his head that twists your stomach.
Heat crawls up your neck, embarrassment prickling across your skin. You wrap your arms tightly around yourself defensively, trying to salvage a scrap of dignity. “He’s a mechanic, so like… why wouldn’t I trust him about… mechanic stuff?”
"So you just pay whatever he puts on the invoice?"
After a beat of hesitation, your eyes flick toward the garage exit before you force yourself to meet his gaze again. "I mean..."
The irritation in him doesn’t fade; if anything, it settles in deeper. The more you talk, the clearer it gets that this wasn’t just one bad invoice. It’s a pattern.
"How long you been taking your car to this guy?"
A startled blink, caught off guard by the rapid-fire questioning. "A few years?"
A muscle jumps in his cheek as his jaw flexes. "Christ." His arms drop, one hand coming up to rest flat against the workbench behind him. "You don't know anything about cars, do you?"
You open your mouth, ready to stammer out some flimsy defense, but he cuts you off with a sharp, impatient wave.
"No, don't answer that." He pinches the bridge of his nose, squeezing his eyes shut for a long moment. "I already know." When he lowers his hand, his expression darkens. "And he knows it too. That's the problem." He takes a slow step toward you, his towering height making the small garage feel instantly crowded. "He knows you don't know what you're looking at. He knows you won’t question the invoice. He knows you’ll just nod, pull out your card, and pay whatever number he pulls out of thin air."
His words hit with bruising accuracy, uncomfortable in their honesty. Swallowing hard, you feel the bitter reality of years of being scammed settle like a stone in your stomach. Sukuna clicks his tongue, the sharp, dismissive sound echoing off the concrete walls.
"And he's been taking advantage of it, overcharging the hell out of you.” He shakes his head again, his hands clenching into fists at his sides. "It's disgusting."
—
The last clink of metal fades, giving way to the low, steady purr of your car’s engine. Sukuna lingers, listening to the alternator hum, his attention fixed on the sound until he’s sure everything is running just right. Only then does he cut the ignition and shut the hood.
At the sink, he scrubs at the thickest layer of grease on his hands and forearms, while each pass of the soap gives him a moment to stew. The whole time he’d been working on your hatchback, the audacity of your last mechanic kept simmering in the back of his mind, needling at his sense of professionalism and refusing to let go.
He dries his hands on a clean rag, then heads back to where you’re waiting by the office door. The invoice comes off the clipboard, and he holds it out to you along with your keys.
"Alright, you're good to go," he rumbles, his voice level and calm. "It was just the alternator. Parts and labor came out to two hundred, exactly like I said."
You take the keys and the paper, relief washing over you as your eyes land on the total. Exactly what he quoted. No hidden fees, no sneaky line items, no surprise charges, nothing lurking in the fine print.
Sukuna stands there, his large hands settling loosely on his hips. His gaze flicks from your face to the paperwork in your hands, brow furrowing slightly as he hesitates. Then, the words slip out before he can stop them.
“If you want, you can bring your old receipts by sometime. Dig 'em out of your glovebox or whatever." He clears his throat, the sudden offer surprising even him as it leaves his mouth. This isn’t something he does. He doesn’t take work home, and he sure as hell doesn’t do clerical charity for strangers. Still, he pushes through the awkwardness, keeping his tone flat and businesslike. "I’ll look through 'em and write down what you actually should have been paying for that basic stuff. That way you have a baseline reference sheet next time you go back to your guy, and you'll know if he's trying to pull a fast one."
There's no pressure behind his words. He leaves it entirely up to you, offering a casual favor simply because he despises seeing someone get taken advantage of.
You blink at him, completely caught off guard. You look up to his face, and gratitude cuts through your usual wall of caution.
"Really?" you ask, a soft smile breaking across your face. "You'd actually do that?"
Sukuna gives a short, dismissive shrug, shifting his weight like he’s trying to play down the gesture. "Takes me ten minutes. It's no big deal."
"Thank you. Seriously, that’s... incredibly nice of you," you say, genuinely touched by the gesture. You fold the invoice carefully, tucking it into your purse. "What day would work best for you? I don't want to interrupt your business."
Sukuna rubs the back of his neck, eyes drifting toward the calendar tacked to the garage wall as he does the math in his head. "Day after tomorrow," he decides, looking back down at you. "I usually wrap up around six. Come by then. The shop's quiet after hours."
"Six on Wednesday. Perfect," you nod, your smile widening slightly. "Thank you again. I really appreciate you fixing the car so fast, and for... well, everything else. I'll see you Wednesday."
"Yeah," he mutters, his voice dropping a fraction softer as he nods back. "See you then. Drive safe."
He stands in the open bay, watching as your hatchback backs out of the driveway and pulls into the morning traffic. Only when your taillights disappear down the street does he finally let out a low breath, turning back to his tools and wondering what possessed him to volunteer his free time to look at old paperwork.
——
Just like he promised, the shop is mostly quiet when you pull up to the garage on Wednesday. With the bay doors rolled halfway down, the usual street noise is muffled, leaving only the clink of a wrench against metal to let you know he’s still inside.
Pushing open the side door, you’re greeted by the soft chime of the bell overhead. Sukuna appears from the back a moment later, dragging a clean rag over his forearms. His crimson eyes catch yours before flicking down to the stack of papers in your hand and the box tucked securely under your arm.
"You actually found 'em," he rumbles, a faint quirk tugging at the corner of his mouth before his expression smooths back into that usual, unreadable mask.
"Every single one I could find." Stepping up to the high counter that separates the office from the shop floor, you set the invoices down and nudge the box toward him, careful not to jostle what’s inside. "And I brought this. As a thank you."
Sukuna glances down at the cardboard box but doesn’t reach for it. He folds his arms across his chest, and his brow instantly furrows into a stubborn, defensive scowl.
"I don't need cake," he snaps, voice blunt and dismissive. Shifting his weight from foot to foot, clearly uncomfortable, he looks like he’d rather be anywhere else than accepting a gift. "I fixed the alternator, you paid the invoice. We're even. You don't owe me anything."
"It's not cake. It’s an apple pie. And it’s homemade," you counter softly. Before he can get another word in, you reach out and pop the lid open, letting the sweet scent of baked apples and cinnamon spill into the grimy, oil-scented room. You shoot him a small, stubborn look that dares him to refuse. "And you're taking it."
For a split second, Sukuna freezes, his eyes darting from the warm pie back up to your face, looking completely out of his depth. The tension drains from his broad shoulders, and he lets out a low, grudging grunt, realizing he’s being difficult for no good reason.
"Fine," he mutters, reaching over. He grabs the box and carries it to the small, cluttered desk in the corner, sweeping aside a stack of part catalogs to clear a spot. Pausing, he peeks into the box again, then nudges a metal stool toward the desk for you with his boot. "Sit down. Let me wash up."
While he heads over to the sink to scrub the grit from his hands, you pull the pie out of the box. Only as you glance around the cluttered office does the realization hit you. You look down at the pie, still warm in its baking dish, then at your empty hands.
When Sukuna walks back in, drying his hands on a paper towel, he finds you perched on the stool, mortification written all over your face.
"Um," you manage, cheeks burning with embarrassment that creeps up. "I just realized... I forgot plates. And forks. I was so focused on getting the pie out of the oven and not showing up late that I didn't even think about it."
Sukuna stops, staring at your flushed face, and a slow, amused smirk tugs at his lips. He opens a filing cabinet, rummages through a plastic bin in the top drawer, and pulls out two plastic forks he clearly hoarded from a takeout order.
"Don't worry about it," he says, dragging a second stool over and settling in beside you. One fork is pressed into your hand, while he plunges his own straight into the pie, breaking off a steaming chunk. "We can eat it out of the dish. Problem solved."
A relieved laugh slips out as you take a bite for yourself. The pie is actually good—better than you hoped and the relief from that is almost dizzying. Watching this massive, intimidating mechanic quietly savor a dessert you’ve made in his own garage fills you with a sudden, unexpected warmth.
A few bites in, Sukuna reaches for the stack of invoices you brought along. He fishes a battered yellow highlighter from the drawer, uncapping it with his teeth, and drags the first sheet closer. Instantly, his whole demeanor sharpens, focus narrowing as he scans the lines of text.
"Two hundred for an air filter?" he mutters, jaw clenching so fast you can almost hear his teeth grind. Flipping the page back a little too sharply, he scans the top of the sheet, eyes narrowing. "When was this?"
"Last… three months, I think?" you offer, leaning in to peer over his elbow, the edge of his sleeve brushing your arm.
"Three months ago," he confirms, voice dropping into a dangerously low, tight register. The highlighter clicks against the paper, and a muscle jumps in his cheek. "I looked at your air filter on Monday when I was checking the belt. There is absolutely no way a filter looks that bad after ninety days of city driving. He didn't even change it. He just wrote it down and charged you for the part."
Your fork stalls halfway to your mouth. Staring at the highlighted line, you feel disbelief crash over you, cold and sharp, prickling along your skin.
"Wait... what? He just... left the old one in there?" You shrink down on your stool, while both embarrassment and genuine offense burn in your chest. "I actually remember sitting in his waiting room for an hour because he said he had to go fetch the specific part from the back warehouse."
Sukuna lets out a sharp, cynical grunt that cuts through the room and makes you wince. "Yeah. He was probably back there taking a nap on your dime." He flips to the next invoice and scoffs loudly. "A hundred and fifty for a 'diagnostic fee'? Your car doesn't even have a complex computer system. You plug the reader in, it takes two minutes. He's padding the numbers because he knows you’re not gonna question it.”
You blink, eyes glued to the number on the page, the math slowly ticking through your head. "Two minutes... for a hundred and fifty...?"
He’s working himself up again, but his eyes keep flicking to you, making sure you’re following every step of his explanation on why it's a scam. He breaks down the mechanics in plain English, laying out the real labor time versus what was billed, and you find yourself keeping pace with him, asking about parts, checkup schedules, and why on earth a single fluid could ever cost that much.
Sukuna’s highlighter hovers over a line, pausing as he takes in the questions you’re firing back at him. Whatever assumption he had about you being gullible is gone now. He sees you're not stupid or careless, just someone who did what anyone would: you trusted a professional because you didn’t have the background to know better. The way you’re sitting here, eagerly learning, determined to protect yourself, earns a flicker of respect in his eyes.
"You're tracking this fine," he says, irritation melting away into something unexpectedly gentle. "You just needed someone to actually layout the baseline for you."
"Yeah," you murmur, smiling a little self-consciously. "Nobody ever really explained it before."
Any trace of your nervousness has vanished. Settled into his office, you absentmindedly swing your legs beneath the stool, taking another bite. Eating straight from the baking tin, you instinctively leave the best pieces of crust for him. It’s a small, polite habit that doesn’t go unnoticed, and Sukuna finds it oddly endearing.
Powdered sugar dusts your thumb as you hold the dish steady while digging your fork in again, and without thinking, you lick it off while scanning an invoice. The gesture is so unselfconscious, so normal, but it catches his attention and draws his gaze to your face.
This close, he can’t help but notice the small things: the way your eyes crinkle at the corners when you’re focused on the paperwork, the little smile that appears each time you taste the pie, how small you look perched beside him. For a moment, his mind just goes completely blank.
The realization hits him square in the chest—you’re beautiful. And you went out of your way to bake a pie for him.
All at once, the office starts to smell different. The sharp tang of oil and metal slips away, replaced by the sweetness of apple and cinnamon, and beneath it all, your perfume.
You point to a line on the invoice, but his attention drifts to your hand resting next to his on the desk. His own fingers are thick and calloused; yours look impossibly soft and small by comparison. The urge to see how your hand would feel in his is so distracting he nearly loses track of what you were saying.
For a moment, the usually unshakeable and confident mechanic is thrown completely off balance, his thoughts tangling so fast he almost forgets what he’s supposed to be doing. Somehow, he keeps his face neutral, handling the rest of the paperwork with a steady voice, but underneath, panic is already clawing at him. He has no clue how he’s supposed to get your number before you walk out that door.
Hesitation or tentativeness have never been his style. If he wants something, he takes it; if he likes someone, he just tells them. It’s always been that simple. But with you leaning over his desk, a crumb of crust clinging to the corner of your mouth, something unfamiliar creeps in and stiffens his limbs. It isn't shyness—he doesn’t have a shy bone in his body, and he certainly doesn't embarrass easily. Still, this strange, careful caution settles in his bones, making every movement feel intentional and new.
For once, he actually cares about the reaction he’s going to get, and that shift in the stakes makes his usual straightforwardness feel too rough, too heavy-handed for this. The thought that messing this up could mean never seeing you again roots him to the spot, every instinct to act suddenly tangled up in hesitation. His hands feel too big, his words too blunt, and the risk of screwing this up presses in until he feels almost clumsy.
Ideas tumble through his head, each one worse than the last, none of them good enough. Sliding his business card across the desk? Too impersonal, like he’s just angling for another job. Handing over his phone and asking you to put your number in? That’s too aggressive, too much like he’s trying to corner you in his own shop. Even making up some excuse about needing to text you a follow-up on the alternator warranty feels cheap, and the idea of playing a game just to get your number makes him feel ridiculous.
The whole thing leaves a sour taste in his mouth, every option making him feel more foolish than the last. Frustration builds until his jaw aches from how tightly he’s been clenching it, tension crawling up into his temples. He can’t remember the last time he was this stuck on something so simple.
At last, he forces his jaw to unclench, loosening his grip on the highlighter before setting it down. Glancing around the cramped office, something cuts straight through his frustration. Here you are, sitting in a garage after hours with a man twice your size you barely know, just because he offered to help. You trusted him enough to walk into his shop after closing, carrying a homemade pie as a thank-you that feels so genuine it almost hurts.
The last thing he wants, and the absolute last thing his pride will allow, is to make you feel like he used a professional angle just to corner you. If he pushes for your number now, after spending an hour showing you how vulnerable you’ve been to a scam, it’ll feel like an ambush. It’ll undo every bit of safety you felt sitting next to him and ruin any chance he might have had. The thought hits him like a splash of cold water, cooling his temper.
Drawing in a sharp breath, Sukuna reaches past you for a pen resting on the clipboard. He pulls the top invoice toward him and scrawls his phone number across the margin of the page.
"Look," he rumbles, his voice steady and stripped of the chaos in his head, sliding the stack of paperwork back across the desk to you. "You're gonna have to find a new shop now or keep dealing with that idiot down the road. If he—or anyone else—hands you a quote and it feels even a little bit off, you text a photo of the invoice to that number." He taps his thick thumb against the handwritten digits on the page. "That's my personal cell. I’ll look at it and tell you if they’re trying to rip you off."
Blinking down at the paper, you’re completely oblivious to the war he just waged with himself. The gesture is so unexpectedly kind that warmth blooms in your chest and a soft smile tugs at your lips as you glance back up at him. "Are you sure? I don't want to bother you any more than I already did."
"It's not a bother," he mutters, keeping his face carefully blank even as his pulse hammers a little harder against his ribs. "Just think of it as a backup plan. I can't stand watching people get scammed."
"That… actually makes me feel a lot better. I’ll make sure to save it," you murmur, glancing up to meet his unreadable gaze. The papers fold neatly beneath your fingers before you tuck them into your bag and rise from the stool. "Thank you. Seriously. For the alternator, the invoices, all the explanation and… for the company."
"Yeah," he mutters, his throat suddenly tight as he gives a single, gruff nod. "Don't sweat it."
Once your empty baking dish is tucked back into the box, you offer him one last warm smile that squeezes his chest uncomfortably tight. He pushes himself up to walk you to the door, the bell above your head chiming bright as you step out into the cool evening air.
"Goodnight, Sukuna."
"Goodnight," he calls back, standing entirely still as he watches you walk toward your car.
The warmth lingering in the office vanishes, leaving only a cold, hollow ache in its place. Through the glass, Sukuna watches your car start up, headlights slicing through the dusk as you ease out of the driveway and disappear around the corner. The instant your taillights blink out, frustration slams into him, heavy and relentless.
"Damn it," he barks into the empty shop, slamming his hand flat against the workbench.
Never in his life has he felt this powerless. Control is what he prides himself on—knowing exactly how a machine or a situation will play out because he’s the one steering it. But right now? He’s handed over his only leverage, left the whole gamble in your hands, and the lack of control is enough to make him want to tear his hair out.
He has no name saved in his phone, no confirmation. Nothing. He’s got no way to reach you, which means he’s stuck waiting, and everything now hangs on whether you decide to text. What if you lose that paper? What if the number gets buried in your purse and you forget about it until your car dies again months from now? What if you just think he was being polite and have no intention of ever using it?
The weight of not knowing gnaws at him, driving him to pace the shop floor, muttering curses under his breath for being so damn careful.
Two hours later, fresh from the shower, he sinks into the couch with a cold beer he hasn’t even opened yet. Usually, Sukuna finds the quiet of his apartment a relief after a day spent surrounded by noise, but tonight the silence feels heavy and irritating.
His phone lies face-up on the coffee table. By ten, he’s already picked it up and set it down more times than he cares to admit, each glance met with nothing but the glow of the lock screen and the relentless crawl of minutes. By eleven, frustration curdles into something uglier—doubt.
Doubt isn’t something he’s ever felt before, but alone in the dark, his mind starts tearing apart every second of that hour you spent in his office. The memory of your shoulder brushing his lingers. He can still hear your laugh when you realized you’d forgotten the plates, see how easily you followed his explanations, and how you smiled. He’d been so sure there was something there. He’d bet on it.
But as midnight approaches without a single vibration, his thoughts twist, turning defensive and sharp. Maybe he’d read the whole thing wrong. His brow knots as a heavy, sour thought appears and settles right in his gut. You didn’t feel a connection. You were just being polite, bringing an apple pie to thank a mechanic for doing his job. Sitting on that stool, chatting with him, you were just well-mannered, not interested. He’d blown it all out of proportion, let himself believe there was a spark when, to you, he was just the guy who fixed your alternator and handed out some advice.
—
Sukuna arrives at the shop in the worst mood humanly possible. Sleep barely touched him last night, and whatever patience he might have had for the rest of the world has been ground down to nothing.
Fingers curling around the cold iron handles, he wrenches the shutters up, and metal slams against the top of the frame so hard the glass windows in the office rattle. Not that he gives a damn. His jacket lands carelessly on the hook as he storms inside, and the paper coffee cup hits the workbench hard, sloshing the dark liquid over the plastic lid. It tastes like battery acid, but he drinks it anyway, needing the bitterness to match what’s inside of his chest.
He sets his personal phone right at the edge of the workbench, telling himself it’s just so it won’t get crushed in his pocket while he works. He knows that’s bullshit. Each time he reaches for a tool or crosses the bay for another socket, his gaze flicks back to the black screen, searching for a flicker of light that stubbornly refuses to appear.
Around nine, the shop's cell rings, echoing through the empty bay. Sukuna’s heart lurches, a ridiculous, frantic leap before his brain can rein it in—maybe you lost his number but found the shop’s online. The wrench clatters to the floor as he strides into the office, snatching the phone off the desk with a grip that’s just a little too tight.
“Ryomen’s Automotive," he grunts, his voice a rough, impatient gravel.
"Hey, man, just checking if you got those brake pads in for the pickup?"
Disappointment slams into him right beneath his ribs. His jaw locks, knuckles whitening around the mobile. "Yeah. They’re here. Come get 'em," he snaps, hanging up before the customer can get another word in.
Storming back into the bay, he grabs up his phone and shoves it deep into his pocket, as if that’ll keep the urge to check it all the time. The impact gun roars as he goes after a stubborn lug nut, the booming racket finally loud enough to drown out the chaos in his head. That’s it. He’s done checking. If you haven’t texted by now, you’re not going to. You probably tossed the paper, and he needs to get over it.
By one, Sukuna is elbow-deep in the greasy undercarriage of an old sedan, forearms streaked with black smears, his expression locked in a scowl so forbidding that even the delivery drivers have been giving him a wide berth all day.
He’s just reaching for a torque wrench when his phone vibrates on the workbench.
Bzzzt.
The sudden vibration catches him off guard, freezing him mid-reach. For a moment, he doesn’t move at all, letting the faint clicks of the cooling engine overhead fill the silence. It’s probably just spam, he tells himself. Or some useless data plan alert. Or a wrong number.
Peeling off his gloves, he slides a hand into his pocket, pulls out the phone, and swipes the screen awake. There’s a text from an unknown number—except the first line of the preview makes his chest seize up.
[You]: Hey! Sorry for the late text, I didn't want to bother you last night since it was way too late. Just wanted to send this so you have my contact too. Thanks again for looking through those invoices with me, the pie was a small price to pay for saving my bank account!
Relief hits him in a bone-deep wave, draining the tension from his shoulders. He draws in a slow breath as he stares at the words glowing on the screen. It takes a moment for his brain to catch up and register the gap between his own spiraling and your ridiculously polite message. You were just being considerate, that’s all.
OH THANK FUCK.
Clearing his throat, he uses a clean patch of his forearm to wipe the grease off his thumb before he even thinks about typing. Something clever would be good, something that proves he’s not rattled by any of this, but his fingers feel thick and awkward on the keys. Finally, he settles for something short that won’t give him away.
[Sukuna]: No worries. Pie was great, by the way. Just let me know if you get any more of those invoices.
He taps send, eyes glued to the delivery confirmation, then instantly adds the number to his contacts. Your name appears at the top of the chat, and for the first time all day, a smirk tugs at his mouth, breaking through the hard set of his jaw.
The phone disappears back into his pocket, and he turns to the sedan on the lift, with a jolt of energy running through him. As he grabs his wrench, the reality of the situation hits him from a completely different angle: you texted just to be polite and acknowledge the professional favor, and he just capped his own response by telling you to let him know if you get more invoices, boxing himself right back into being the helpful mechanic. Now what? How is he supposed to ask you out without trampling all over the boundaries you just so carefully respected?
By Friday night, that pitiful text thread on Sukuna’s phone has become a full-blown obsession. Sitting on a kitchen stool, he ignores the bowl of dinner going cold on the counter, his attention fixed on the glow of his screen. The chat is as embarrassingly short as it was the previous day: your polite thank-you, then his own awkward reply about the pie.
With a low, frustrated rumble in the empty apartment, he taps the empty text box. He’s never had to plan a conversation in his life, but suddenly, the weight of actually caring what you think drags every word through mud.
Hey, you free this weekend?
He glares at the six words. The line looks all wrong, like something a teenager would send on a dating app, hovering over his phone, waiting around for a girl he barely knows to throw him a bone. Sukuna is a grown man; he doesn't do vague, open-ended checking-in. And if you say no, or tell him you have plans, that’s it. Conversation over. No way to push back without looking like a desperate idiot.
Worse, you texted him because he'd offered to help with invoices, not because you'd expected him to use your number for anything else. With a heavy, irritated sigh, he holds down the backspace key until the box is wiped clean.
Saturday evening drags in after a brutal ten-hour shift, wrestling with stubborn leaf springs and rusted exhaust bolts. As he’s slumped on his couch with a cold beer in his hand, his muscles ache, but his mind is still stuck on the same loop. He pulls out his phone again and opens the chat. All he needs is an excuse—something car-related, since that’s the only ground you both actually somewhat share.
Let me know if that alternator’s making any noise.
His thumb freezes before he can hit send, and he scowls at the message, a sharp spike of professional irritation cutting through the haze. If the alternator was making noise, that would mean he’d screwed up the belt tension. He knows it’s perfect. He checked it twice before you left the bay. Asking about it now is basically calling his own work sloppy, and his pride won’t let him insult himself just to get a text back. With a shake of his head, he deletes the line and takes a long pull from his beer, trying to rework the phrasing, still clinging to the car angle but making it less about his own hands.
Make sure you check your oil this week.
He drags his hand over his face, catching himself immediately. If he sends that, he’s just barking orders at a customer who already admitted she doesn’t know a thing about cars. It sounds bossy, too gruff, and leaves you nothing to say except a flat agreement.
"What the fuck am I doing?"
He clears the text box again and tosses the phone face down onto the cushion beside him, ready to bang his head on the wall.
Monday night is the worst. The silence of the last few days feels like a personal insult. Standing by his kitchen window, looking out at the dark street, he’s completely fed up with his own uncharacteristic hesitation. He’s Sukuna. He doesn’t sit around overthinking a three-line message like some awkward kid. Enough. He’ll just give it to you straight, no games or professional excuses. He snatches the phone off the counter and types, fingers jabbing at the screen.
I'm heading to the diner by my shop for lunch tomorrow. Come with me.
He stares at the message, breathing heavier as his thumb hovers over the blue arrow. For a split second, he almost hits it. But then your reaction flashes through his mind—opening your phone and seeing a blunt lunch demand from the mechanic who fixed your car last week, suddenly wondering whether the man who seemed so put-together had been working an angle the whole time.
"No. That's fucking creepy."
He’s completely trapped by his own respect for you, stuck suffering the consequences of having zero organic reason to reach out. He can rebuild a transmission blindfolded, but figuring out how to move a text thread from professional advice to I want to see your face again without being an asshole? That breaks his brain entirely.
A low, bitter curse slips out as he clears the message. He throws the phone onto the kitchen table, furious that one person has managed to jam his gears so completely without even lifting a finger.
“Pathetic,” he mutters, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
By Tuesday afternoon, the frustration has cooled into a quiet, stubborn determination. Leaning against the workbench during a lull in the shop, he stares at your name in his contacts. One more try to find a middle ground that feels natural but actually gives him an opening.
Found another complaint about that shop online. Thought you’d wanna see it.
Sukuna deletes it before he even finishes the sentence, dragging his hand down his face. Thought you’d wanna see it. He sounds like he’s trying way too hard to find an excuse to talk to you. It’s not a lie, but he’d rather die than let you catch on.
"For fuck's sake."
By Wednesday afternoon, Sukuna’s completely done with himself, and he’s become absolutely insufferable to be around. Leaning against the tool board, he glares at the calendar pinned crookedly to the office wall, his thumb drumming a relentless rhythm against his thigh.
Every scenario he plays out in his head ends with him looking like an idiot. If he’s going to make a move, it has to be on his own terms, in his own space, where he actually knows what the hell he’s doing. Turning back to his tools, he forces himself not to spiral into another round of pointless drafts. Finally, his mind clears—he doesn’t need a smooth pickup line. He just needs a real, professional reason to get you back in the garage. Maintenance. That’s it.
I’m closing up the shop tomorrow around 6. If you wanna swing by, I can show you how to check your fluids and oil so you aren’t just guessing. No worries if you’re busy.
He stares at the message for a moment. There. Completely professional. Nobody in their right mind could mistake that for flirting. Another second passes. Perfectly reasonable text to send a customer.
With that, his thumb slams the send button, heart thudding stupidly against his ribs. The phone disappears deep into his pocket as he turns back to his tools, pulse racing, completely irritated by his own anticipation and already hooked on the slow, torturous wait for your reply.
Meanwhile, you’re at home, finally sinking into the couch after a long day, when your phone buzzes against the coffee table. His name flashes across the screen, and your heart gives a small, unexpected flutter. You read his invitation twice, and a soft smile tugs at your lips. Fingers hovering over the keyboard, you tap out your reply, keeping it light and trying to match his tone:
[You]: I'd love to! Need me to bring anything? (I promise I'll actually remember the plates this time if there's food involved!)
Down in the garage, Sukuna’s been organizing the same shelf of oil filters for the last four minutes, trying to distract himself, when his pocket finally vibrates. He freezes mid-reach. He deliberately finishes placing the last filter on the rack, forcing himself to move at a normal pace, refusing to look like a lunatic to his own reflection. Only then does he step back, dig out his phone, and unlock the screen.
Reading your text, the tight, stubborn knot in his chest unravels all at once. Relief hits so fast it’s almost dizzying, and a rush of heat crawls up his neck. You didn't say no. You didn't find an excuse, you didn't think it was weird, and you explicitly said you'd love to come back. And that little joke about the plates instantly crumbles the remaining walls of his stubborn frustration.
A massive, genuinely victorious smirk spreads across his face, eyes crinkling at the corners as a low, rough chuckle rumbles out of his chest. Energy surges through him, ridiculous and electric, like he’s just rebuilt a blown engine in record time.
Then his gaze snags on that last sentence, and his thumb freezes over the keyboard.
Food. You’re asking about bringing food.
For you, it’s testing the waters for a little more time together. But to him, it's enough to send his thoughts careening straight off the rails of the maintenance lesson and into a chaotic spiral of logistics. Does he buy something? Does he tell you to bring something? If he says no, does that mean you’ll just learn how to check a dipstick and drive away immediately after? He doesn't want you to leave. He wants you back on that metal stool, right where he can see you.
Pacing a short line next to the workbench, he types out a response, frowning as he slams straight into a wall of overthinking that’s completely foreign to him: I’ll grab some burgers. No, that’s too much like a date. Don't worry about food. No, that sounds like he doesn't want to eat with you at all. Or worse, you’ll eat before you come, and he’ll miss his chance entirely.
Frustrated with his own hesitation, he deletes the drafts, grunts, and decides to handle it the only way he knows how: blunt and completely practical.
[Sukuna]: Just bring the car. I’ll order a pizza. Pepperoni alright?
He hits send, tossing the phone back onto the bench with a sharp exhale. The message is demanding, a little aggressive, and leaves zero room for negotiation. Still, it guarantees you're staying for dinner.
A wide grin splits his face as he spins around and surveys his empty shop, eyes scanning the bays with sudden, critical focus. Twenty-four hours. That’s all he’s got to make sure his office looks halfway respectable before you walk through the door.
—
Rolling into the gravel driveway with five minutes to spare, you idle near the entrance just as the side door swings open and Sukuna steps out into the cool evening air. He’s in a plain black tee stretched across his broad shoulders and dark grey sweatpants. The change catches your eye immediately because he looks ridiculously good out of his coveralls. You can’t help but wonder if the wardrobe swap was just a coincidence, or if he actually cared about making a good impression tonight.
He walks over to the front of your car, waving his hand to guide you forward. "Bring it straight into the second bay," he calls out.
Following his gesture, you shift into drive and ease the car forward into the bay. The engine clicks softly when you shut it off, and as you step out, Sukuna’s already at the front bumper, nodding at you.
“You’ve made it," he rumbles, stepping up to pop the latch and lift your hood into place with a practiced, heavy thud.
"Told you I would," you say, glancing over the open engine bay with curiosity. "So, where are we starting? Am I going to get entirely covered in grime?"
Sukuna lets out a low, amused huff, a ghost of a smile playing on his lips, and pivots toward the rolling tool cabinet. "Not if I can help it."
He reaches into a cardboard box on top of the cart and pulls out a pair of thin, black single-use gloves. His size is impossible to ignore when he steps in close, suddenly crowding the space, and hands them over.
"Put these on first," he instructs, his gaze locking onto yours for a heartbeat. "The alternator's fresh, but everything else under that hood isn’t. No reason for you to ruin your hands."
You take the gloves, smoothing the black rubber over your wrists before looking up at him with a playful smile, tilting your head. "Very thoughtful. I didn't think a tough mechanic like you cared about a little dirt."
"I don't care about it on me," Sukuna mutters. His eyes linger on your hands for a second before he jerks his gaze back down at the engine bay, clears his throat, and points into the tangled mess of metal and hoses. "Alright, come here. We’re skipping the basic fluid check—you’re smart enough to know how to read a dipstick. I want to show you more interesting stuff."
Stepping in close, you slide the gloves over your hands, your shoulder brushing his for just a second. It's barely a touch, but enough to make both of you hyper-aware of the space you share.
"See this belt right here?" Sukuna asks, leaning over the grille. His deep voice drops into a steady, confident cadence as he gets into his element. "This is your serpentine belt. In case someone tells you it’s about to snap, I'll show you how to check the tension yourself, and how to spot actual dry rot versus regular wear."
He tugs on his own gloves, then reaches down. He navigates the cramped space around the engine block with ease, and you find yourself briefly distracted by the contrast between the size of his hands, the precision of the movements, and how gentle they look as he grips the heavy rubber belt. Then, with a twist, he exposes the underside to the light.
"Get your hand in right here," he says, glancing sideways at you, his eyes dark and intense in the low light. "Feel the edge of the rubber. Tell me what you notice."
For the next hour, Sukuna guides you through a standard oil change, patiently talking you through each step. He doesn't do the work for you; he has you reach beneath the chassis with a socket wrench to feel the exact point of resistance on the oil pan drain plug, his hand covering yours to adjust the angle, explaining the difference between a secure seal and stripped threads.
When he shows you a spark plug, he holds the tiny ceramic piece beneath the shop light, pointing out the faint color differences that separate a healthy engine from one that's burning fuel too rich.
All the while, Sukuna stays at your shoulder, keeping you grounded. Each time your gloved fingers falter over a stubborn clamp or an unfamiliar valve, his hand is there, nudging your wrist or guiding it with a confidence that makes it impossible to feel foolish. He answers every question thoroughly without a hint of impatience, pleased with your curiosity. By the time you peel the gloves from your hands, the machinery that once felt so intimidating is just a puzzle you’ve learned how to solve, and the satisfaction settles deep in your chest.
A sudden chime of the office bell cuts through the quiet, shattering the spell. Sukuna pulls his hand back from the engine block, his head snapping toward the front door.
"Pizza's here,” he rasps.
He strips off the gloves, tossing them in the trash before heading to the glass door to pay the delivery guy. You follow suit, peeling yours off and grabbing the plates you stashed in your trunk earlier. Stepping into the dim office, you find Sukuna already setting the steaming pizza box dead center on his desk.
"Look at that," you tease softly, sliding the plates onto the desk. "Real plates this time."
Sukuna glances down at them, and a faint, genuinely amused smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth.
"Fancy," he mutters, eyes flicking up to catch yours for a split second before his hand moves to the cardboard lid. “Bringing the good stuff to a garage."
The moment he flips the lid open, the rich, savory scent of hot cheese and pepperoni floods the room, instantly smothering the stubborn trace of motor oil that still clings to the air. He slides a massive, steaming slice onto your plate before grabbing one for himself. "Eat up before it gets cold."
For the first twenty minutes, conversation just flows easily, and to his immense relief, not a single word about car parts comes up. You ask about the shop, how long he’s been running it, and whether he always wanted to be a mechanic. He tells you how he likes working with his hands, how machines make sense in a way people never do, because if something’s broken, there’s always a reason, and always a fix.
After a while, Sukuna starts tossing questions your way. One answer leads to another, and before long you're deep in a story about that trainwreck project at work and the latest chaos your friends managed to stir up over the weekend. He doesn’t interrupt, his crimson eyes fixed on your face, watching your eyes crinkle with laughter, how your hands sketch wild shapes in the air, and the tiny smile that sneaks out when you mention your friends.
Some part of him is convinced this should be awkward. Or, at the very least, harder than this. But it feels completely natural, and before he knows it, he’s talking more than he ever does. And that’s exactly when the invisible trap closes right back around his throat.
Ask her, his mind orders, the thought landing in his chest with a sudden, heavy thud. Eight words. Do you want to go out with me? Just say the damn words.
You finish your slice and lean back a little on your stool, thumb brushing a stray crumb from your lower lip without thinking.
Do it now. She's sitting right here. She likes talking to you. Just open your stupid mouth and ask for a real date.
Sukuna shifts his weight on the metal stool as his large hand tightens around his napkin.
Don't be a coward. It's a question, not a marriage proposal.
He opens his mouth, but his throat locks up tight. He isn't actually afraid of hearing the word no—he has plenty of pride, but a rejection wouldn't break him. What paralyzes him is the fiercely protective boundary he’s drawn around you in his own head.
And then what? She realizes the mechanic who helped her has been working an angle the whole time?
He’s desperately trying not to abuse the trust he’s built with you. The sheer weight of wanting to keep this clean and respectable for your sake completely jams his gears.
"Hey," he blurts out anyway, his voice a little rough, cutting right through the middle of whatever you were saying.
You pause, blinking at him with curious eyes. "Hm?"
Sukuna freezes as his brain goes completely blank again under your direct gaze. His eyes drop to your mouth, staring at the soft curve of your lips in the dim light of the desk lamp, his mind scrambling for any kind of escape hatch.
For fuck's sake, Sukuna. You've started already. Just finish it.
Instead, his throat stays bone dry, jaw clenching so hard a muscle jumps in his cheek. The words just refuse to come, and the surge of internal fury that follows nearly knocks him sideways.
“Never mind.”
You study him for a long moment, and a small, knowing look flickers in your eyes as you set your crust down on the plate.
"Well," you say softly, with a playful little tilt to your head. "I guess I officially know enough about drive belts now. At this rate, I won't have an excuse to bother you anymore."
The words hit like a bucket of ice water. The thought of you just fading back into the real world, never showing up at his garage again, triggers a raw, defensive panic that steamrolls right over his hesitation.
"You don't need car trouble to stop by," he quickly says.
It comes out too blunt, his voice rough and a little too sharp in the quiet room. He winces inside, bracing for you to pull away, but you just look at him, a soft, slow smile spreading across your face.
"You know," you murmur, your voice dropping into a gentle, teasing tone as you lean just a hair closer over the edge of the desk. "Most people just ask for a date."
Sukuna goes utterly still. The words hang in the air, and the silence that follows is so thick you can hear the faint, steady hum of the fluorescent bulb overhead. He doesn’t answer right away—he can’t. The gears in his brain lock up as he stares at you, completely stunned that you’ve just outmaneuvered him without even trying.
But then the sheer absurdity of it all hits him, and the tension in his chest snaps like a rubber band.
A low, rough chuckle shakes his chest, half frustration, half pure captivation. He drops the crumpled napkin onto the desk, and suddenly his eyes are burning with that hyper-confident heat he’s been holding back all week. The cautious, hesitant mechanic is gone in a blink.
"Yeah?" he rumbles, his voice dropping an octave.
Before you can blink, he closes the distance between the stools. That massive hand of his finds the back of your neck, thick fingers curling gently, thumb pressing into the warm skin along your jaw. His sheer size blocks out the rest of the office, casting you in his shadow as he leans down, tilting your face up to meet his gaze.
His eyes drop to your mouth, and the intensity of his stare makes your breath catch.
"Been trying real hard to be polite all week," he mutters with a wicked smirk right against your lips, tracing a slow line along your jaw with his thumb. "But you're entirely right. I'm taking you out tomorrow night."
He pauses, giving you one last chance to pull away if you want to. When you don't move, matching his smirk with one of your own, he closes the last bit of space without a single shred of hesitation.
The moment his lips meet yours, a ragged breath escapes him, a sound so raw it sends a shiver tearing down your spine. He’s been starving for this all week, and the force of it knocks the air from both your lungs.
Sweet vanilla and tobacco from his perfume flood your senses, drowning out everything else. Sukuna tastes exactly like he smells: warm, intense, and utterly intoxicating. Any coherent thought vanishes beneath the rush of it. Your hands find the soft cotton of his shirt, fingers twisting the fabric at his chest and bunching it tight in your fists as you pull him closer. Every bit of hunger he pours into the kiss, you give right back.
Feeling you lean in and your hands on him, a low, gravelly groan rumbles from deep in his chest. His grip at the nape of your neck tightens, thick fingers slipping higher into your hair until they're tangled in the strands at the base of your skull, leaving no room for doubt about how badly he's wanted this. His other hand leaves the desk, sliding up to cup your face, calloused thumb sweeping hard over your cheekbone as he tilts your head back, searching for a better angle.
Slow, insistent pressure parts your lips, and his mouth moves over yours in a rhythm that makes your head spin. The heat pouring off him is overwhelming, swallowing up the entire office until there's nothing left but his lips and the rough drag of his hands against your skin.
Sukuna pulls back just a fraction, barely a breath of space between you, so you can both drag in ragged breaths. Eyes closed, his forehead drops against yours while his chest heaves. But staying away isn’t an option. He leans right back in, catching your lower lip between his, sucking on it with a slow pull that rips a quiet gasp from your throat.
That deep drag is followed by a series of quick, hot pecks—one to the corner of your mouth, another firm press at the center of your lips, and finally a lingering kiss that seals your mouths together all over again.
Every tiny, breathless break just makes him hungrier. He presses in deeper, tongue tracing the shape of your lips, completely taking over the pace. Your heart hammers stupidly against your ribs, your body turning to liquid on the metal stool, kept upright only by the iron grip of his hands. He’s kissing you like he wants to leave a permanent mark, making up for an entire week spent talking himself out of this.
Even when he finally tears his mouth away, he refuses to let you go. His breath comes in short, heavy rasps that tangle with your own, crimson eyes fluttering open to find you—dark, hooded, and completely blown wide as he stares at your swollen lips. His thumb sweeps over your lower lip, wiping the dampness away with a slow, heavy pressure that makes your chest ache.
For a moment, neither of you says a word. The office is silent except for the sound of both of you trying to catch your breath. His chest rises and falls close to yours, and you can feel the lingering warmth of him, the tension that hasn’t left either of your bodies.
A smirk slowly tugs at the corner of his mouth. He savors the silence every bit as much as the kiss itself.
“Text me your address,” he rumbles, his voice incredibly low and rough. His hand is still tangled in your hair, fingers threaded deep enough that when you instinctively try to lean back and get a better look at him, his grip tightens just enough to stop you. It isn’t rough, but it’s firm, keeping you exactly where he wants you as his fingers shift slightly against your scalp. “And be ready at seven.”
Blinking up at him through the haze of the kiss, you tilt your head as much as his grip allows, brows lifting as you study him. The corner of your mouth twitches, caught somewhere between amusement and disbelief.
"Pretty sure that wasn't a question, Sukuna."
His smirk deepens as he looks down at you, completely unfazed by your tone. That arrogant confidence in his eyes is impossible to miss now, and somehow it only makes your stomach flip harder.
"Neither was taking you out tomorrow night," he murmurs.
You don’t bother answering. Instead, your fingers curl tighter into his shirt as you drag him down, crushing your lips into his. He chuckles deeply into the kiss as his hands slide from your face to your waist. Before you can think about what he's doing, he's pulling you off the stool and into his lap. Deepening the kiss, you bury your fingers in his hair, drawing a low groan from him that sends a shiver racing down your spine and straight between your legs.
notes: sukuna. buddy. my man. my brother in christ.
> sukuna: somebody has been scamming this woman
> sukuna: she baked me a pie
> sukuna: i need her phone number or i'm going to lose my fucking mind.
tyty ilyt <33 i hope to have more out soon :) i was pretty sick all of last week and have wicked insomnia rn so i'm getting back up to speed now on both grudge and fye, and have put together the first half or so of a fun lil oneshot
Something about knowing this being could destroy you and trusting them not to and in turn the monster is letting you see this part of them and trusting you not to be afraid or disgusted etc etc
hi! do you by chance have a taglist? i came across page yesterday and cant stop reading!!
thanks!
aaa tysm <33 i do!! i have general permatags, sukuna-only permatags and taglists for each of my series :) if you'd like to be in either permatags, pls let me know or comment on the series for specific taglists!
as a heads' up though, i do block ageless blogs that i find interacting so pls include your age in your bio as most nsfw authors do the same! thank you 🫶
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what do u think of the treatment of ebisu in dorohedoro? i love the show but why r the women always naked? like it concerns me specially because ebisu is underage.
i watched s1 back when it first came out and was just about to start rewatching it (i mostly recommended it bc i remembered enjoying the show and was gonna watch s2 since i had heard it was good and couldn't believe it even got a s2) but i don't remember the show's nudity much tbh, i mostly just remember the plot surrounding caiman and nikaido and the other two assassins or whatever they were
i could be totally wrong here so please correct me if i am, but i remember dorohedoro's nudity not being sexual? i thought i remembered it mainly being used to portray trauma and in the case of ebisu none of the other characters ever sexualize her and do see her as a child being childish (since i recall her trauma making her act several years younger? i think?) and i thought they never showed anything to us as the audience and it was just implied. if i'm wrong and that's not the case then yeah i definitely take issue with it so please do let me know! i was young when it first came out so i could have interpreted it wrong or not been paying attention or completely blocked that out idk
as for why it's only the women in general that are naked... yeah even if i don't remember it being sexual, it's unfortunately a frustrating trend in media in general that it's always women put in this position
bro istg hold me like a grudge is SUCH a masterpiece like I can't even put it into words
i've never read anything like this with Sukuna and he's like the perfect character for that kind of story like BRO I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT I WANT TO KISS YOUR BRAIN
fav fic across the entire platform so far and i don't even care about the development anymore u could literally end it in the most forced and unnatural way possible, and I would still love it and re-read it 100 times
love ya
aaaa thank you so much!! i've had grudge's plot in mind for so long and finally putting it to words and getting to share it has been such a treat!! i'm so glad you're enjoying it so far <33
and i swear i won't suddenly end it in an unnatural way either, i have plans for the full end LOL but could you imagine suddenly saying the last chapter was the end and sukuna died or something i'd be so cruel