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Tell me how these are supposedly fictional characters when my mental stability says otherwise. What do you mean they’re just fiction when they live in me like flesh and blood?

Santos telling Whitaker she's mad about Langdon being an asshole and that being what Langdon apologizes for (being an asshole) in his sincere but not good apology. her projecting about him potentially relapsing while she's on the verge of her own relapse of self-harm. oh, Santos and Langdon parallel arcs are so good when people aren't trying to tell you one is totally wrong and one is totally correct. luckily for us the writers know that yay

every time i have to relearn that being disabled means not being able to do all of the stuff other people can i get so pissed. you mean its just like this forever? i want to do stuff...

and then add the feeling that my disability doesn’t count purely because it’s mine. anyone else is allowed to struggle but me? no, you must do everything perfectly all of the time

trinity santos is truly so special to me

they are siblings your honour!

my worlds are colliding