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watching Neil continuously diss Riko in very public ways is like watching your lactose intolerant friend insist on having cheese w their every meal

nicky has a fuckton of ear piercings because when the twins moved in, he asked about andrew’s piercings. andrew, trying to make him uncomfortable, said he’d taught himself how to do them in juvie. nicky asked if andrew would pierce him without thinking, and after a brief pause andrew said he would, but he’d only touch his ears. nicky got his lobes pierced, but then the next time he wanted to connect to andrew he asked again. and again. and again. and andrew always said yes, sometimes at once and sometimes a day or two later. some of the piercings reject and andrew would expect nicky to get mad but he doesn’t, of course, doesn’t even make a fuss about it. for the rest of their lives they’re able to look at nicky’s ears as proof of what andrew means to him

happy birthday to some guy named Junior?? I guess?? The blood writing on the wall was a bit excessive but we all have our traditions I guess

Happy one year to this!!!

Wymack deserves to know that after Baltimore, all the Foxes slept in the same room. That these nine utterly unsociable, abandoned outcasts, supposedly incapable of forming real connections and constantly accused of ruining team spirit. all, without a single word, decided to stay together, afraid to leave Neil alone. Realizing that, for the first time, they actually WANTED to be together. Wymack deserves to know that he managed to build a strong, loyal family out of people no one else ever believed in. Wymack deserves to know that his “I’m willing to give you twenty chances” was worth it.

nicky hemmick with religious psychosis

the intimacy in the line “thank you. you were amazing” is actually insane. neil is so genuinely appreciative of everything andrew gave him. he never even considers asking for more because what could possibly be better than the keys? or the trust? or the honesty? or the kisses? and andrew, who’s been told his entire life that he isn’t enough, that he’ll never be enough, is being earnestly told that he’s amazing. not satisfactory, not capable of great things but wasting his potential, but amazing just the way he is. amazing—strict boundaries, unconventional methods, rough edges, off-putting personality, and all. neil josten, you really are a pipe dream. i, too, would’ve attacked kevin day if my situationship said such a thing to me immediately before getting kidnapped

every ship except lumax and jopper is lowkey bones rn

Neil Josten - The most character™️ of all fucking time.