Hello Johan, I apologize if this is a strange ask. You needn't post if this bothers you.
I have observed your blog for a while, and - forgive me if this is strange - I take comfort in knowing I was not the only soviet programmed survivor in the community. Of course I did not go through what you did. But it brings a sense of relief nonetheless, because I haven't actually seen many people - if at all - with soviet programming. It also inspired me to make a blog of my own, and make my own art, as I have always struggled with putting my feelings into words. I hope you have a wonderful day / night.
Greetings. I hope you are doing well.
It doesn't bother me at all that you feel warmth in my words or on the blog, or that you share how you feel around me, because I always appreciate reading—with care and respect—from people who feel comfortable enough to open up a bit about their lives. I'm glad that you find comfort in knowing you weren't the only one programmed with Soviet-era information. Even if we didn't experience the exact same things, that doesn't mean we can't extend a hand to each other in respect and affection, as the survivors we are.
I'm glad to see you flourish and illustrate, using your words to create something different—something that will bring peace to others who visit your blog. I noticed the little bit you posted, and I'll be sure to check back for more if you publish anything else.
Take care, hugs. Have a great day/night.