“Actually, I was the very lowest ranked member of the crew. I would only be “in command” if I were the only remaining person.”

Two pages later… “What do you know? I’m in command”

“Me: “This is obviously a clog. How about I take it apart and check the internal tubing?” NASA: (after five hours of deliberation) “No. You’ll fuck it up and die.” So I took it apart.

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HOWEVER!

If you are in that circumstance?

Grocery shopping and gas stations and big box stores are your BEST friend. I know we’re in a pandemic but put on an N-95 and go. Use your debit card every time and take out 20-40 dollars each time you shop for these sorts of things because that doesn’t read as a withdrawal. It counts as part of the shopping. Women have been doing this for GENERATIONS now. My mother did it when my father was financially abusing her and she taught me and now? I pas this on to you.

Take your 20-40 dollars a trip and put the cash somewhere he won’t look.

Where won’t he look? With a friend who he doesn’t want to know. In the yard he expects you to care for. In the laundry he won’t do. In the kids room where he doesn’t go because that is your job. In the dog food he expects you to refill.

Or.

In you can take that money and put it a fucking bank he doesn’t use. Under your name and your name ONLY. Because when you leave him - which on average will take 7 attempts because thats how many times it takes to leave an abuser - you will need all the money you can squirrel away.  Depending on how often a woman runs absolutely necessary errands and how much money a family makes, she can squirrel away 1K+ in a year this way which may not seem like much but it’s enough for a softer landing than ZERO especially if she’s not working.

•the energy in a composite chart is felt among both parties and each aspect is no longer dispensed in a planet person format but more in a sense of how it would act out in a natal chart. The variance here is that instead of it being a sole person that would feel those aspects it’s two people. This is why composite charts refer to a relationship that has been going on for years as the energies between two people would’ve had enough time to merge.

•Saturn in the 12th house people tend to desire isolation and may as they age prefer to live somewhere quiet and away from hustle and bustle of the real world. Somewhere where they can in a sense be free.

•Saturn in the 11th house people tend to fantasize the perfect “Friend group” but often times they get let down by what is right in front of them.

•mars in the 5th house is a more animalistic sex drive, Pluto in the 5th house is a more instinctual sex drive.

•depending on where your house rulers are placed the influence and traits attributed with the particular house or sign can be completely augmented or changed. Ex a empty sag in the 8th house with Jupiter in Pisces in the 11th house might be more Piscean in nature when it comes to intimacy and deep sex but also might have a more detached and electric energy about them.

•the 1st decan of a sign can be more self centered and immature-it takes them longer for their sign to progress into another sign.

The 2nd decan of a sign can be cooler in nature and can have a bit of a sensitive undertone to them-more easily emotionally aroused.

The third decan of a sign is a bit more on the observant side of things and as mature as they can be there is a slightly cold nature about them.

•you’re second house is more indicative of how you dress than your venus.

•your 2nd house is also your inner venus and your 7th house is your partnered venus while your natal venus is your projected venus-the house venus falls in is how it is expressed and where it is expressed.

•mars in the 8th house individuals have a strong brain to nerve connection which allows them to have very serpent like and easily seductive movements.

•people with a lot of planets in the fire houses tend to have a warmer body and be usually the types to have racing hearts. Those with houses in the water houses, especially the 8th tend to have colder bodies and ligaments. There heart beats are usually faint and hard to hear.

•Neptune in the 8th/12th and 6th can be harder to put under stimulants including anesthesia.

•Capricorn rising usually maintain lean bodies! And even when weight is gained it goes away usually very easy. Even when in the Taurus decan.

•Taurus rising can have aggressive movements and seem a bit easily irritable once you get to know them-due to having Aries on their 12th house cups.

•5th house is how you date, the mood you have to be in to make a baby, and your immediate turn ons. “The first date” so to speak.

•the 8th house is how you are after years of being with someone. How you really have sex. How you act when something scares you. And your secret self. How you deal with money in relation to others and your feelings towards occult matters and death while also in a minor way giving you some insight on how you may pass.

•the 12th house is who you are when you’re by yourself. This is the sleepy you. The intoxicated you! The you you’re not always aware of. This is the you that unconsciously comes out that people always tell you about. Your fantasies and the things you dream about. This is also your secret kinks and hidden sexual nature. This is your instinctual sex style that comes out with out you knowing.

•the 4th house is your fam bam! This is your family get togethers! This is a little more about how your mommy was. This is getting grounded. And the rules you were raised with. This is your ingrained traits and genes. This is your manners or lack of. This is what makes you feel safe. This is what you need in a relationship. This is what you cry about on a deep deep level. Lovers that have any planets here especially moon/mercury/venus hit you deep.

•Saturn/mercury/Jupiter/Uranus/Pluto are often a focal focus in many fashion designers and models of many.

•strong Neptune and 10th house focus are usually in heavy focus in the charts of actors and film makers as well as strong water dominance.

•strong venus/Lilith/Eros and 2nd-12th House focus is noticed in the charts of singers! As well as Uranus especially aspect to mercury.(for the changes in vocal tones) this rings true for rappers as well who tend to have strong Gemini or 3rd house influence!

•usually having aspects that you have nataly show up in your synastry will show that it’s a relationship that will effect you deeply as you see them and their actions in yourself and feel deeply understood and connected to them.

•synastry with water signs are receptive and tend to go both ways even in overlays because of the nature of water to reflect.

•synastry with fire signs is more “I” based and can be one sided due to the fact that it’s more about how each person is individually being affected.

•synastry with earth signs can be more energy based and can feel like a pendulum affect! It can often times switch between who feels it more based on how the energy is flowing.

•synastry with air signs is more about the atmosphere. Usually its felt mentally before emotionally and because of this there is an imbalance of one person thinking about it and the other feeling it.

•saturn square Pluto people are extremely intense and hate any idea of being controlled-usually they despise politics and hate enforcement of any kind especially by the law.

•Moon in Aquarius due to being ruled by Saturn usually are bubbly and talkative and often times odd one moment then they’re serious and observant, more on the quiet side of things from out of nowhere.

•Aries moons are extremely honest. They’re not the types to beat around the bush and if they are this usually is only done if it’s someone they care for and feel a need to be more cautious about approaching because of this.

•Aries venus and Scorpio Venus are turned on by rough housing and provoked arguments. They love seeing you fein for them-that desire is like sex for them without actually having it. This is because of the confrontational energy presented in both mars and Pluto.

•Moon in Virgo never feel completely comfortable in social situations and always keep a huge chunk of themselves in a black box so to speak as they tend to not like to over share.

•many water signs from now till the end of 2018 along with Leo/Taurus/Aquarius/Aries/Gemini are going to be undergoing some big changes and may even be entirely different people following-due to Jupiter in Scorpio. Your feathers will indeed be ruffled.