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This blog features some pretty hard kinks. If you find me through my main, please, you have been warned. Also, this is strictly 18+ content, minors please DNI - and I won't engage if you don't have your age on your blog. Finally, these are strictly fantasies - DNI if you believe any of the misogynistic messaging in this purely fantasy content is how it works in real life. And please do not drop creepy messages / asks... I'm not opposed to direct interactions, but please just behave like a normal person :')

Sitting on your face and making you tonguefuck my hole until you're covered in drool, until your lips are puffy and your tongue muscles are tired. Using your mouth to get off until you're reduced to nothing but a messy, exhausted, undignified slut desperately gasping for air. Reprogramming your little brain one lick at a time until you can barely remember why you're being punished, only that you deserve it.

I said I wanted to make you a little afraid of me. But right now you're afraid of yourself.

You're afraid that you're too ticklish, that you can't take it, and that's a wonderful start! But that's you being afraid of the situation and your own sensitivity.

Go on...

*pulls out a tube of ginger paste*

(Words used for genitalia: cunt, pussy, clit, hole

Kinks: impact, degradation, humiliation, penetration, denial, praise, dumbification, light cnc)

What exactly do you think you're doing, young man? Didn't I tell you not to let me catch you playing with your slutty little cunt again? And yet here we are...

Are you sorry? Oh you certainly are going to be, boy. I think it's about time you get a proper punishment.

Go put on a pair of clean boxers and a pair of pants. Trust me, soon you will be begging to keep them on.

Now, fetch me a hairbrush, preferably one with a nice hard back and a long thick shaft.

Go to the bathroom and clean the hairbrush. While you clean it, I want you to think about why you are getting punished today.

Once you are done, bring the brush with you to your room. Close the door behind you and make sure we won't be disturbed while I discipline you, I am sure you'd rather avoid anyone seeing you like this...

Now, pull down your trousers but don't take them off, let them hang by your feet as you straddle the corner of your bed. This feels humiliating, doesn't it? Following my orders and getting yourself in position for your punishment, like a naughty little boy who's about to get his first spanking...

That's what you are, though, isn't it? You're a naughty boy who can't keep his hands off his needy pussy and now you're facing the consequences for it.

Start by bringing the hairbrush down on your bottom for me ten times. Make sure you don't go easy on yourself. You want to learn, don't you? Deep down, I know you want to be a good boy for me.

There you go. Very good. Now ten more. Make sure you spread them out across your bottom.

Are you done? That's a good boy. It's supposed to hurt, darling, that's why it's a punishment.

Now its time for your underwear to come down. Bad boys get their bare bottoms spanked, that shouldn't come as a surprise to you, but first we need to make sure you didn't dirty your nice clean underwear already. Go ahead and feel for any wetness that might might have seeped into them from your needy little cunt. If you feel as much as a drop, give yourself ten hard ones with the brush. You're being disciplined, you shouldn't be getting off on this.

Let those boxers hang at your feet as well as a reminder that all of you is completely exposed to me now. Straddle the bed again. Feel how your bare cunt is twitching against the fabric? Don't you dare try to grind yourself against it. I will take care of that dripping mess between your legs once I am done with your sorry little bottom.

You are going to give yourself ten hard ones with the brush for each time you've played with your pussy this week. I don't care how much it burns, you can cry and kick your legs all you want, each time you bring the brush down should be harder than the last.

Finished? That's my good boy. You took that spanking so well for me. I bet your ass looks so pretty and red for me now. Go ahead and snap me a picture, if you are comfortable doing so, I'd love to see that aftermath with my own eyes.

Oh you thought we were done done now? Have you forgotten I promised you we'd deal with your cunt next? Stand up. Have a look at that wet spot where your pussy has been pressing into the sheets. You clearly need to be disciplined a lot more...

Get fully nude for me and get on the bed with the hairbrush. Don't be shy, spread your legs wide, let's have a look at that dripping cunt. Don't you dare touch. Can you feel how it's pulsing, begging for attention? It's getting harder to think clearly, isn't it? You're such a dumb little slut for me. See how desperate I've got you to touch yourself... Bring the brush down on your clit ten times for me. You mustn't forget that this is a punishment, darling.

Ten more, harder. That's my good boy. It hurts, doesn't it? Lets do ten for that needy little hole as well. It's just begging to be filled up, isn't it? Maybe we should fill it then.

Take the handle of brush and start pushing it into yourself. Keep going until it's all the way in, then pause for a second. Oh this is very much still part of the punishment, don't you worry. Isn't it humiliating that the same hairbrush that was just used for spanking your ass and pussy is now being used to fuck your hole? But this is what you wanted, isn't it? I want you to start fucking yourself as hard as you can. There you go, that's good. Faster. If you want to cum, you are going to cum fucking yourself on this brush like a desperate little whore, is that understood? This is what you wanted all along, isn't it? Feel how your brain is completely empty, your only purpose right now is to be my obedient boy. Feel how the orgasm is building up. You're such a good boy for me, are you going to cum for me like this? I bet you are. Look at yourself, such a needy whore, fucking yourself so well for me. Are you close, boy? Are you going to cum hard for me? Go ahead, you have my permission.

Cum.

That's it, that's my good boy. You've done so well for me. Thank you.

Now, I want you to take some time to relax and return to the real world. Have some water, have a snack, watch a comfort video on youtube, whatever you need to return to your regular headspace. My DMs are always open if you need more from me.

Xoxo

A list of prompts that could be said while practicing Shibari. This can be used for NSFW or SFW roleplay. Feel free to change pronouns as needed. Send one for the muse's response.

“My right ankle hurts, please don’t touch it!”

"I used to practice this on stuffed animals."

"Make sure to store the rope properly."

"This is called a ball tie."

"That looks sexy."

"Are my legs far enough apart for you?"

"Could you get on the bed spread eagle please?"

"Shibari is a form of art."

"This feels calming."

"This is called shouldering the rifle."

"Please put your hands together."

"I'm glad you are enjoying tying me up."

"I would like to be hogtied please."

"Is there anything you don't want me to do?"

"Is there anything else you'd like to use other than just rope?"

"We don't have to do anything with suspension."

"I feel like being tied up today."

"Can you bend over a bit?"

"I'm going to tie a rope harness on you."

"What type of knot is that?"

"What are the safe words for ‘stop’ and for ‘slow down’?"

"Some people can tie themselves up."

"Where would you like my wrists?"

"Your body is a work of art, especially when tied up like this."

"This is hemp rope."

"This is called strappado bondage."

"We should go buy some more rope."

"Your shibari work is a work of art."

"Could you get into the lotus position?"

"Could you cross your legs please?"

"What is the mood of this scene going to be?"

"Would you like to be the bottom this time?"

"Where are the safety scissors?"

"What is the name of this position?"

"You look amazing all tied up like this!"

"We should go to a shibari event."

"What kind of aftercare do you prefer?"

"That's a little bit too tight."

"Can we have a talk first before we do this?"

"This is a single column tie."

"I'd like to do some suspension."

“I really don’t feel like getting tied up today.”

"Is that comfortable?"

"Are you comfortable with a crotch rope?"

"Could you tie it tighter please?"

"Hold your legs apart please."

"How do I look all tied up like this?"

"Please put your ankles together."

"Please place your hands behind your back."

"I'm going to bring your ankles up and tie them close to your wrists. Is that okay?"

"You look fantastic all tied up like this."

“My left wrist hurts, fix it as soon as possible!”

"This is called a reverse shrimp tie."

"I'm perfectly comfortable."

"This is a reverse prayer position."

"Wait, you are a shibari teacher?"

"Please put your knees together."

"This is called a hogtie."

"This is called a frogtie."

"Do my wrists need to be closer together for you?"

"Some enjoy the art and beauty of the rope and its placement on the body. Others enjoy the intimate connection between partners."

"I'm sure I'll be able to get out of these ropes."

"What type of rope is that?"

"Would you like to be the rigger this time?"

“I don’t think that knot goes there,are you sure you know what you’re doing”

"Do I have your consent to do this?"

"Shibari doesn't have to be complex and difficult."

"This is called a crab tie."

"The rope is merely an excuse to interact with each other"

"Is that too tight?"

"Shibari isn't always about sexual pleasure."

"What type of tie is this"

"This is called a box tie."

"This is a double column tie."

In situations where a submissive may be doing high risk edgeplay or will be unable to speak and unable to use their body to signal you (such as an all body tie with a gag) their safety can be better monitored with a safe object.

A safe object is simply an object the submissive holds in their hand that is noticeable if they drop it. If they need to safeword for any reason they drop the object. If they pass out during edge play they will lose control of their grip and drop it and play should always immediately stop and the safety of the sub always be immediately tended to when that object is dropped.

Some objects I've always recommended:

Keys: everyone tends to have keys and they make a lot of noise when you drop them and make very little noise when held.

Bouncy balls: specifically ones that make sounds and light up when dropped can be very useful if you can avoid triggering them in your hand.

Beanie baby/bean bag: look I know your beanie baby probably shouldn't see you like this but it makes some noise when dropped and is pretty easy to spot when it's missing from your hand. You can also squeeze it pretty hard without hurting yourself.

Typically you want something that will rattle or clang when dropped but not while held (so no small bottle of pills or a rattle) so it alerts the dom only when dropped. Nothing that will injure the holder, so if you're a sub that's going to squeeze hard from play, opt for something softer. But make sure it has enough weight to it that it just drops immediately when let go of.

And if you are a dom in this scenario you should be constantly scanning to make sure your sub is holding on to it. You always treat a dropped safe object as a full-blown red and get the sub out of whatever they're in the middle of being put through when it's dropped, even if by accident.

The reason for this is because in higher risk play, this object can be one of the only indicators you get before risking injury and is absolutely CRITICAL to even participating in this play (breathplay I'm looking at you).

It's like a gun, even if you know it's unloaded, you always treat it like it's loaded because most accidents happen when people don't treat it like it's loaded. You always treat a dropped safe object as an emergency. No exceptions. You always treat a dropped safe object as an emergency. You always treat a dropped safe object as an emergency. You always treat a dropped safe object as an emergency. Have I said it enough yet. Is it sticking? Safety before pleasure.

So doms remember: the riskier the play the more frequently you should be scanning for your sub's safe object, no exceptions.

And you may say well that doesn't apply to me, I don't do high risk play. And that's fine, but the amount of people I've met engaging in high-risk edgeplay not taking any precautions whatsoever is way too many, and I'm passing on my safety knowledge in the hope that it helps someone avoid getting themselves seriously hurt or injured.

My last orgasm was on Saturday. I was informed the next day that I better have enjoyed that ride because my orgasm privileges were being revoked for the week. No explanation given, I wasn’t in trouble.

Yes sir. I

It’s now DAY FOUR and I am losing my mind… My husband has groped at me, taken me from behind, twisted my nipples when I walk by, given me a long, gentle over the knee spanking while fingering me, woken me up with a vibrator… only to pull back when I start to get wet and send me on my way.

Last night I sat in my tight, itchy lace boy shorts writing “orgasms are a privilege given at my husband’s pleasure.”

100 times.

He knows tighter panties make me uncomfortable when I’m turned on. So I’m wearing jeans today. I never, ever wear pants. I’m most comfortable in skirts and dresses. But my devious husband lays out tight skinny jeans and lacy briefs when he knows I’m dying to cum or have a sore ass.

While we are apart all day, I think about him as the itchy lace presses into me and denim rubs the back of my thighs.

This week, obedience means ignoring my ever growing urge for orgasm and focusing on his needs, trusting I’ll have a sweet, so very worth it, relief when he says so. It’s putting on the itchy briefs that I’d never wear on my own bc he enjoys the view and wants me to feel the lace. It’s not whining and begging for relief or trying to manipulate him into granting me relief early. It’s initiating sex, as I often do, knowing it’ll be for his pleasure, holding myself back from grinding into the spots that would make me orgasm. It’s enjoying his groping, squeezing and rubbing without feeling it too fully, in case I go over the edge.

The orgasm when this week is over will be phenomenal… and can’t come soon enough! I don’t know what he has up his sleeve the next few days… I’d trade 24 hours plugged and a thigh spanking for relief right now, but submissives don’t barter.