did everything right and still slept through my first appointment with a new therapist and had ptsd nightmares :)

literally like perfect night i had a great ballet class and it was the upper level class which i haven't felt so competent in but i feel like i did decently. got some coconut water with extra electrolytes and the cookies i like to have with my bedtime tea before taking a shower and making my tea and (re)reading brothers karamazov for a while. i'm on the last 200 pages finally. everything was good! i really don't know what happened

to be fair, russian people are just as if not more shocked than chinese people when you can speak their language. probably because there's pretty much no benefit to learning it unless you're a nerd or a freak

everyone should stop learning russia tbh

to be fair, russian people are just as if not more shocked than chinese people when you can speak their language. probably because there's pretty much no benefit to learning it unless you're a nerd or a freak

it's also awkward at first when they don't want to say they're russian but it's like girl no it's not like that i swear

i keep seeing pro short nails propaganda. it feels conservative in a way i cant explain

Oh it just hit me.... Recession indicator