hearing about the state of homestuck now just makes me sad. i came back to this blog just to say that. it meant so much to me as a teenager and just...
well thank god for undertale/deltarune
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hearing about the state of homestuck now just makes me sad. i came back to this blog just to say that. it meant so much to me as a teenager and just...
well thank god for undertale/deltarune
what te fuck

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homestuck if it was written by vivziepop
hearing about the state of homestuck now just makes me sad. i came back to this blog just to say that. it meant so much to me as a teenager and just...
well thank god for undertale/deltarune
to clarify: you think iâm gonna read homestuck 2 after the epilogues? lmao nah

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happy 4/13!
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this blog is mostly dead but i felt like i should post something of a retrospective because its been nagging at meÂ
my last homestuck phase and the period where i regularly kept up this blog was at a very weird point in my life, something like... 6 months before i began to realize i was deeply unhappy in the long term relationship i was in and it was deeply harmful to me emotionally, and possibly even abusive (i think it says a lot i still struggle to admit that)Â
so i think at the time i really idealized vriska/terezi because there was something very comforting to me about the idea of someone who was an asshole that used other people and was selfish changing her ways via being supportive and attentive to someone she understood at a very intrinsic level. that was always how i viewed it and i think was a means for me to subconsciously vent the emotional neglect i was feeling at the timeÂ
with a clearer mind now i feel like i can more reasonably see the criticism of vriska and especially vriskaâs late-homestuck arc and her frustrating lack of progress in actually becoming a better person, but at the time i lowkey shut that down because i had such an idealized idea in my head as a way to comfort myselfÂ
i donât think iâd change chelae that much with this view (maybe... add some things, if i was writing it now), but i think a lot of that fic makes more sense, at least to me, in this larger context. the map scene i wrote where vriska finds a way to comfort terezi without needing to be asked and by simply knowing what she likes is more pivotal than i even gave it credit for themÂ
i donât think vrisrezi a Bad Ship or what have you, but i am in a place now where i realized i idealized it in an odd way. i think thereâs still a lot of value in writing more legitimate arcs for vriska doing nice things for people and being selfless as a means of becoming a better person and vrisrezi is a good vehicle for that, but i also... just can take a step back from it moreÂ
anyway. iâve kind of lost my train of thought. i guess i should say thank you, for supporting me during that time, because although i used some of this as idealized escapism to keep myself in denial, i think it lowkey helped me begin to realize what i was missing, and move me along a chain of events to realizing i got better. if there were people i hurt or things i said or things i supported that were hurtful from that time that stemmed from this, i am really sorry. i was not in a good place and i think a lot of my hurt manifested as defensiveness over other things.Â
so... that being said, i hope youâre all okay, that youâre happy, and that youâre recovering if you need to. my brief experience on this blog was ultimately a positive thing in a bad point in my life
i think i gotta take that test again bc it said i was rage and excuse me? how dare you?Â

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If your result moves you, you might consider commemorating your new-found personal discovery with a t-shirt from our fine friends at For Fans By Fans. While there, use code âHOHOHOLDTHEPHONEâ for 30% off site-wide, excluding mystery boxes! That sounds pretty sweet.
On a side note, HIVESWAP: ACT 1 is part of Steam and Humbleâs Fall Sales until tomorrow morning, Tuesday, Nov. 28 at 10:00 am PST. If you havenât had a chance to play it yet, nowâs a good time to buy it and give it a whirl. Pick it up as a Christmas present for your pals, too!
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vriska and dirk (at the beginning of their arcs) are both people who take âthe ends justify the meansâ to its logical extreme
theyre both people who grew up from infancy under incredibly adverse circumstances and, instead of acknowledging that that adversity traumatized them, recontextualize their coping mechanisms and survival tactics as âstrengthâ. vriska tells herself that her lusus turning her into a child soldier and constantly dangling the threat of death over her head made her a smarter, stronger, more cunning person. dirk tells himself that growing up isolated from any human contact and being forced to fend for himself against the elements and assassination attempts by the condesce made him capable, self-sufficient, and mature.
they think that adversity made them strong - pressure makes diamonds, steel sharpens steel - and that they are their best selves. and they love their friends (yes, even vriska - look at the way she talks to aradia or terezi), and they want whats best for them. specifically, dirk and vriska want what they think is best for their friends, regardless of their friends actual wants or needs. dirk and vriska think that adversity is what made them strong, so in order to empower their friends, dirk and vriska will be that adversity.
of course this fails because dirk and vriska 1. are stupid children, and 2. lack the social graces or understanding of interpersonal relationships to know when theyre pushing someone past their limits. the only real difference is that vriska is hyper-empathetic, whereas empathy for dirk is a learned skill - vriska has explosive episodes of rage that shes immediately consumed with guilt over, and dirk hurts people because he cant really understand when theyre expressing unease or discomfort
and they both have arcs that revolve around this architecture of strained, broken relationships and inflated egos crumbling around them. all of vriskas friends turn against her. dirks emotional inaccessibility is a prime contributing factor to the trickster clusterfuck. vriska, who thinks that she can handle everything, is killed by terezi in order to prevent a doomed timeline. dirk, who thinks that he can handle everything, is functionally neutered for the entire condesce/aranea conflict when jade teleports him to the furthest reaches of space.
post-retcon homestuck has a lot of flaws (ive written about this extensively before) and one of them is that while dirks arc gets a satisfying resolution, vriskas doesnt. dirk comes face-to-face with his own worst case scenario, how his mindset and behavior has the potential to damage people irreperably, and resolves to make amends and change. (vriska), when divorced from the environment of constant stress and violence that defined her childhood and shaped her as a person, opens up, lets herself be vulnerable, acknowledges her own flaws and shortcomings and ultimately reunites with the terezi from her native timeline. vriska prime doesnt have these same revelations about herself - yes, vriska prime and (vriska) are the same character, and (vriska) exists to show vriskas true nature and potential for introspection and self-awareness, but vriska prime is still exhibiting the flaws (vriska) overcame all the way through the end of homestuck. vriska comes SO fucking close to having a satisfying resolution, swerves, and misses it. thats the fault of bad writing, though.
ultimately though theres more than enough evidence of vriskas character to make her sympathetic and forgivable - more than dirk, even, id say - it takes a certain special kind of cognitive dissonance insist that one is guilty and the other is innocent
quadrants are good: tiny brain
quadrants are bad: big brain
quadrants are a clever piece of worldbuilding that can make good analogies to already existing relationships, but trying to compartmentalize oneâs feelings for someone the way the trolls try to do in the comic (and how everyone else does in fanon) is Bad and even presented as such, similar to how heteronormativity negatively affects people in real life: bigger ascending brain
quadrants are fun: biggest astrally expanding brain
tumblr cryptids: those homestuck posts, sources long gone, fandom inside jokes unto themselves, surviving only in their hundred thousand reblogs or progressively jpeggy screenshots, summoned from who knows what dark and mysterious dimension every 4/13

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homestuck fan tiers
read in 2017: how are you here?
read in 2016: you're 14/15 years old
read in 2015: a mere fandom toddler
read in 2014: the gigapause generation
read in 2013: seasoned veteran
read in 2012: donated to the kickstarter, still twiddling thumbs
read in 2011: [remembers Cascade] I WAS THERE, GANDALF
read in 2010: on par with horrorterrors in age and wisdom
read in 2009: G O D T I E R