Speak Up, Chel

they really gonna make me look this man in the eye and say the code is 69 😭

live through this and you won't look back

He was the most important thing in my life for so many years and now he’s just a stranger whose laugh I’d recognize anywhere.

oh my god, this hurts like hell

Me on the first day of the year that I don’t have to wear a coat and boots

Last night, I went to go see Rainbow Kitten Surprise and I didn’t know anyone that would want to go with me so I just went alone. It was kinda awkward in parts while waiting for bands to go on bc it was GA and I’m not good at going up to and talking to random people, but the concert was so good and I’m so proud of how far they’ve come since I first started listening to them.

I was listening to this and decided to take the song's advice. I called my dad and my mom. My dad answered and we talked for 30 min about work and family and vacations and stuff. It was nice to catch up. My mom didn't answer as expected lol but I left a voicemail and who knows, maybe she'll call me back. Our relationship is in this weird place where she spends time with me when I'm down in Florida visiting but doesn't reach out to me or talk to me that often. I'm usually the one reaching out to her. It seems so backwards so that's just life, I guess.

And I’m just so tired.

How do I get up when I'm stuck on the floor? My parents didn't teach me love, but I know how to divorce

I dunno. It had me like this: 🥹🥹🥹