The sweet sharp sensation of being burned alive

This one is for all the Christine Pascal fans out there (the three of us)

I can't even talk about the thing(s) with my dad. I just can't say anything because it's more serious than what I want to believe but I feel like if I talk, especially to people who more or less know him, they'll see it as something TOO serious. And I can't explain to them that sometimes I just really want to hurt him and I feel like it's not justified to feel that, and that in our relationship and when there's conflict between us I'm the one in the wrong. And I hate him so much right now but I know that tomorrow I'll spend some time with him and nothing will happen and I'll love him so much and I can't even tell which is worse because I feel so fucking guilty either way

Tu étais si gentil quand tu étais petit (You were so sweet when you were little), 1972, Jean Anouilh

Antigone (1961) dir. Yorgos Tzavellas