The sweet sharp sensation of being burned alive

This one is for all the Christine Pascal fans out there (the three of us)

GFUDIPAXHOQPQ Famous in the izzy squared sphere, I'm extremely honored <333

I can't even talk about the thing(s) with my dad. I just can't say anything because it's more serious than what I want to believe but I feel like if I talk, especially to people who more or less know him, they'll see it as something TOO serious. And I can't explain to them that sometimes I just really want to hurt him and I feel like it's not justified to feel that, and that in our relationship and when there's conflict between us I'm the one in the wrong. And I hate him so much right now but I know that tomorrow I'll spend some time with him and nothing will happen and I'll love him so much and I can't even tell which is worse because I feel so fucking guilty either way

Tu étais si gentil quand tu étais petit (You were so sweet when you were little), 1972, Jean Anouilh

Antigone (1961) dir. Yorgos Tzavellas