YOU BLED THAT BACK INTO ME

i haven't seen any bertrand mandico movies because from what i've heard they're not good but i mean.. look at those synopsis..... i refuse to find out that they're bad it would make me too sad.

and it is true that i wouldn't want them to be Known as the incest brothers to anyone who doesn't say it positively. i wouldn't want that to be something they have to carry. they already have to carry the incest itself without it being what they're famous for.

tbh i'm not sure i wanna watch video of loch lomond. like ok here's video of the brothers from oasis making out. they make out for let's say 50 seconds and they look like they do it often. okay and then what. nothing changes. we already know all that. there's photos from about 100000 angles we Know all that. and no one who isn't already inclined to talk about incest acknowledges it. and they never will. it literally does not matter. there were 80 thousand people in attendance. none of them gaf. it doesn't matter. nothing changes.

every new fan thinks they're gonna be the one who's gonna find video of loch lomond.

and i genuinely really loved lestat's explanation on why his relationship with gabrielle is okay. and even if the show was hinting towards csa (which i still haven't seen. and my theory is that nothing else on that note will ever happen, and fans made it up because adult incest is harder to rationalize because it doesn't happen as often irl*) why tf does he have to be all proper about it? why does he have to be like i am lestat and i am a victim🙋‍♂️ why can't he be like even after 200 years or whatever the fuck i still think it's okay because we're vampires. why is that a failure.

i'm watching an insane movie and nobody has it on their watchlist and no one has watched it. please respect my privacy.

every time my girl can't find a movie online and asks me to find it for her it literally takes me 2 seconds to find a working link and she acts like i'm her knight in shining armor

the thing is i would tell my therapist about my mom but i don't wanna tell her i want her to ask and then i'll just confirm. that's what i want to happen. yesterday i told her that there's never been boundaries between us and i have a very hard time knowing what would be the normal boundaries to have. so hopefully she will ask. but probably not. the thing is it's not something u ask is it....

also i have new stretch marks on my legs.. hehe my beautiful body fat my beautiful butch body etc.

the other day i got an anon saying that i complain when people don't watch the movies i recommend and i complain when people watch the movies i recommend and that it's impossible to make me happy and it was such a good anon idk why i deleted it. i think i was mad that they were the first person who realized i had turned anon back on.