YOU BLED THAT BACK INTO ME

today it was my mom's bday and i was half asleep this morning when i said happy bday and my girl slept over last night and y'know how it's quite common when u spend a lot of time w your partner when u see other people again pet names start slipping up and so anyway long story short i said to my mom "happy bday my love". 😖😖😖😖😖 and she was ECSTATIC about it all morning.

sometimes i find people on letterboxd who watch almost everything i watch and almost exclusively what i recommend and i'm flattered but i'm also scared. it feels big headed to think that some people do that but it's quite transparent that it is what they're doing.

i really distrust one of my cousins' husband because one day we were playing the imposter game and the word was Love and her husband was the imposter and idk what the fuck word he had but on his turn he said my cousin's ex boyfriend who passed away's name and i heard the breath she let out and she didn't ask him what tf he meant but what ELSE could he have possibly meant and it just felt like such a subtle moment of emotional abuse (because no one else in the group knew the guy's name) and i really distrust him since then.

the few days between when the world cup starts and your team first plays feel unreal as fuck.

i am an ex gcestie in the sense that i'm still a gcestie but 1. i'm currently bored with it and think noel should do another 15 years of estrangement & 2. hate y'all.

the live for teenage cancer trust album is SO crazy that half the world away sounds like a happy song.

we need to blow up the world and make a new one without incest.

liam going on twitter solely to promote villanelle's tour. me when i don't have a favorite son.