I wish I could turn my brain off.

Not knowing what to do with my life is killing me.

My fear of making the wrong decision makes me do nothing.

I ruined everything for nothing.

While everyone else is full of life, here I am waiting for my death.

Years have passed and you still come to my mind.

I wonder if I'll ever be able to forgive myself one day.

Why is life so unfair?

I feel like my head is going to explode from all these poisonous thoughts.

I realized that I can only be liked if it's not me.

I thought I changed but here I am still doing the same shit.

Whenever I start thinking it's getting better, it gets worse.

I will always mourn the version of myself I could've been.

Mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted.

Wanting to be everything, turned me into nothing.

It's always me who tries to get to know someone, never the opposite.