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I haven't posted here in a bit and have mostly forgotten who irl follows me on this platform 💖 word vomit that may not make any sense, just a lil "meditative entry". Day after day, in this vessel, seeing the world around me, hurts my soul...[yet with every inconvenience/disheartenment, I want to counter it with something positive, but is that destructive in itself] who knows. I feel a large disconnect with people around my age, a disconnect with myself in general. The age I am at, is a difficult one...and although I'm thankful to be surrounded by older, wise, and talented individuals, it makes me feel alone. They've all long forgotten this feeling, or have severed the ties to finding their true selves long ago. They are not able to counsel me effectively...and when I reach out to peers around my age, I hinder the relationship/friendship [I feel partly because I present a bit of a false appearance, in which I don't mean to do]. I am very transparent in my interactions....but I think the transparency sometimes is too much...or too dark...or perhaps too realistic. I want to grow....I've been trying to renuture myself....looking inwards...let's see how it goes 💗 always hopeful.