#late 20s

050325 // day in the life in my late 20s

Every morning, our bodies kept time better than any alarm. Seven, eight o’clock, one of us would stir, press closer. Heat rising, hands fumbling, touch as a ritual. Not fevered, not exactly sacred either. Just ours.

After, we’d fold into each other until duty called. You left the room, the bed, the intimacy of it. I let myself sink back into sleep, drowsy with a comfort I didn’t know possible.

Later, you’d return as if the morning hadn’t already happened. Another round of softness, of skin. Then the debate: parathas or dosa. Then a smoke break in the balcony until the food arrived.

The bed became an archive: laughter, music, the clatter of spoons, your hands fixing, mine insisting.

One morning in bed returns to me: lights still off, our bodies still humming from play, my favourite Punjabi songs on. You didn’t understand a word, but you nodded along, patient, smiling, letting me translate love into a language you couldn’t speak.

And then the afternoon of ice cream. Four flavours, the bed crowded with colour. You tried to give me space when my phone rang, and I tugged your hand instead: stay. Your smile at that. Wasn’t it a moment you felt loved? The way you kept feeding me spoonfuls too big for my mouth, as if you wanted to leave no doubt that this was real.

It was never just about desire. It was the routine, the way our bodies rehearsed a future we didn’t know would collapse.

Who knew the clock would stop? Who knew there’d be no new entries?

It was fleeting. It is always fleeting.

I don’t know what to do with it now. To call it happiness leads to being greedy. To call it sadness feels like betrayal.

An Extensive Website with Two Post-It Notes about ~ Avel

Team Despair BAH Fight Attack on @lucky-star-bah of Team Hope ( @bah-fight )

Name: Aero, Plum, Kiyomi, Avel, Elida

Pronouns: Ae/aer, shi/hir, hy/hymm

Age: Late 20s

Gender: Frutigeraerogender, Fruitgender, genderqueer

Orientation: Omni

Role: Mood Booster. Audeomate, Nostalgia Holder

Source: Brainmade/BAH pack, Aesthetive

Likes: Older technology, Music, Interior Design, Fruit (and fresh food in general), Bright spaces

Dislikes: Silence, Dark spaces, Not being allowed to individualize

Aesthetic: Frutiger Aero, Frutiger Aqua, Frutiger Eco

Music Taste: City Pop, Y2K pop

Hex code color: #0092d6

Front Triggers: Stimming in any of the ways hy stims, listening to music shi likes, Nostalgic experiences

Personality: Nostalgic, Ambivert, Optimist, loves to make friends and learn new things especially when it comes to hir interests, big fan of body doubling

Habits: Has a keycap on a keychain to click to stim, has a little track wheel on a pendant on a necklace to spin to stim, Collects older technology and frequently has random bits of it in aer pockets

Hobbies: Gaming, Digital Art, Watching YouTube, Repairing/modifying older tech

Love Languages: Words of Affirmation, Quality Time

Typing/Speaking Quirks: Uses a lot of late 90s/early 200s slang words and speaks with a bright tone, types with a lot of text emotes

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