Chalupa

Been fighting battles in my life everyday and it was getting better but ever since i went fulltime i feel worse. I feel like everyone is getting sick and tired of me. I feel like im just a nuisance. I feel my purpose in life is just coming to an end. I dont think ill ever be able to recover from my depression. Ima just stay lonely forever. There is no hope for me man. I dont want to feel like this. I want people to like me and trust me. But im just there. No one cares about me. Ill just have to keep on doing me. Live for no one else. And live this boring life. I wish i had someone i could share my life with and help me enjoy it. But i will be turning 20 soon and never felt anything close to that. My life is what it is. Have to make the best of it i guess.

Im not deep into this topic but i dont get why people make a fuss about others claiming to be a different gender or in general claiming to not have one. Why does it matter to you? Let people be them. Let people be happy. Another thing i dont get. How is a man gay for dating a trans women? Or a girl lesbian for dating a trans man? That breaks the purpose. "Transwomen" are still women. They didnt go through a change of life style to still be considered gay for dating a man. Dating a transexual does not make you gay or lesbian. You are still straight. Having a penis or vagina should not defind that. Its the features that should and the heart that should. Thats my take.

I don't understand how someone can be gay for being attracted to a transsexual. The person is not a guy but is a girl only with a penis instead of a vagina. Her having a penis and genitals does not make her a guy. If the person claims to be a girl then they are a girl. Being attracted to a transsexual should not label you as a homosexual because of them having a penis. Some guys are attracted to the appearance of a girl and not what's below. So if you find a girl attractive but she has a penis that does not make you gay. You are still straight for liking the opposite gender. I don't like this whole idea of being attracted to a transsexual makes you gay when it shouldn't. I'm attracted to the appearance of a girl, I am heterosexual. Just ranting sorry.

Idk if anyone cares since I never had a real theme with my blog. But I have been made inactive due to work sucking up all my free time. That and due to that I have no idea what to post about. I love anime and manga but I feel like posting about a bunch won't help my blog and if anything it just feels like I'd be using twitter. Like I'm not using tumblr the way it should be. Should I even care about that? Life been hectic. Been so busy I can't find free time to play video games anymore. Been chilling with friends with free time. Anyways idk what to really do with my blog. Should I use it however I please? Or have a certain theme. Idk what to do.

IM SCREAMING IM HOWLING AND IM JUST FUCKING CRYING!!! THIS IS SO AMAZING OGNEASDIONGS OMG THE ANIMATION IS SOOOO GOOD!!! IT JUST LOOKS SO GODLIKE!! AHHHHHHHHHH

BEST DESIGN FOR GOKU I LOVE HIS HEROES DESIGN!! WISH IT WAS CANON! WISH I COULD PLAY THE ACTUAL GAME

Haha....gotta love not having any free time..