"Sometimes"

"It’s a little like looking into a funhouse mirror, but instead of a giant head, or, like, long legs and a tiny torso, it shows you ... everything you don’t want to be."

and I just think, what if it was reversed for Remus? Not to make it all angsty, but what if for him, it's like:

I want to thank everyone who watched, thank all the people who send asks, the wonderful artist that made fanart, the amazing folks who made theories and analyses of the episodes. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart, the support for the series has been incredible, I couldn't thank you all enough.

Guilty Tears is now over. I don't intend on uploading any new videos for this au, there are still secrets to discover and theories to be made, but I will leave that to you. Again, thank you for watching.

Warning: Unsympathetic Patton, Creepy Patton, Kidnapping, Threatens of Violence, Blood mentioned, Gas lighting, Implied death, Non-Con kiss on the cheek,  I think that’s it, tell me if I need to add more PFF

Relationships: Toxic Royality If it can be called that 

Insight: Patton Hart was his biggest fan and he couldn’t go another day without telling the one and only Roman Prince just how he felt! Patton just hoped Roman would like him… Even with all the rope holding him tight.

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   His head was throbbing, a pained groan leaves his mouth as he begins to return to reality. When his eyes opened he was met with darkness, at first he began to panic, thinking that he had gone blind due to the blow to his head, but his anxiety washed away when the darkness was replaced with a bright light. “You’re awake! Oh, you have no idea how excited I am! I was scared that I had hit you too hard with the crowbar, but here you are! Awake and breathing!” A voice gushes, Roman forces his eyes to blink open, no matter how hard his throbbing head tried to protest against the idea. He blinks away the light spots that danced in his vision and sees a man standing in front of him. 

   If Roman was being honest, the man looked familiar, his light brown hair was a mess of curls falling over his forehead, his blue eyes shining bright, and freckles stood out on pale skin. Roman furrows his brows, where had he seen this man before? Why did his grey cat sweater look so familiar, even the blue shirt and brown slacks looked familiar to the singer! “Have… Have we met before?” Roman asks, his voice slurred from being hit in the head. The man’s smile drops for a moment before it quickly returns. 

   “Silly me! Of course you wouldn’t remember! I mean I did hit you hard enough to where your head would bleed, which I am so sorry for doing that! BUT! Anyways, I’m Patton Hart! Your biggest fan and your future husband!” The man exclaims bouncing on his toes, his arms wrapped firmly around his waist. Roman was afraid that if Patton had bounced anymore that he glasses would come tumbling off the happy man’s face. 

    “Wait… You’re the crazy fan that sent me a lock of their hair!” Roman exclaims, immediately regretting his choice of words. Patton’s smile falls, a scowl taking its place as he grabs Roman by the front of his shirt. 

    “I am not crazy! Sure, I see a therapist every other Friday, but that doesn’t make me crazy! I’m your biggest fan and future husband! I thought you were going to be nice!” Patton snaps, Roman gulps and leans away as best as he could. 

    “O-Okay, okay! I’m sorry, you’re not crazy, y-you just, really care about me! T-That’s it isn’t it? Y-You care?” Roman asks, trying to deescalate the situation. Patton’s smile returns, his harsh hold turned into a bone crushing hug as he wrapped his arms around Roman, well Roman and the chair he was tied to. 

    “I do care about you! I love you so much, my therapist says it’s not love, but what does he know! He lives alone with six cats!” Patton chuckles, Roman forces himself to laugh along, surely he could play along until he was reported missing and found, because there was no way his manager would let him stay missing. 

    “PAY ATTENTION!” Patton screams as he jerks Roman’s head back by his red hair, forcing a pained yelp to leave the singers mouth. 

    “I-I’m sorry! W-What were you saying?” Roman stammers, Patton huffs and slowly trails his fingers along the singers jaw. 

    “I was asking you to sing for me, you have a pretty voice and I love it. That’s one of the reasons I fell in love with you, I don’t normally fall this hard, but I feel like we have a real connection, do you feel it too?” Patton asks, Roman blinks this guy sure does a one eighty with his emotions. 

    “I… I um… I-I’m sorry but I don’t think I can sing! S-See, I’ve been sick lately and…” Roman trails off once he notices the black look that had fallen over Patton’s face, the light that lit whatever room they were in reflecting off of his glasses. 

    “I do not appreciate liars, you were singing just fine last night. The great Roman Prince never gets sick, don’t you remember saying that? You said that on June 5th, 2017 during an interview with Logan Berry, I only know that because I never miss one of his podcasts especially when its with you.” Patton mumbles as he leans his face close to Roman’s, blue eyes staring directly into frightened brown ones. 

   “I… I did s-say that didn’t I? Silly me! I um… W-What would you like for me to sing, mi amor?” Roman asks, flashing Patton a small smile. The bespectacled man returns the smile as he stands up straight once more, clapping his hands together. 

   “I love your original music, but I adore your Disney covers the most! Can you please sing Love Is An Open Door, from Frozen? Pretty please! Its one of my favorite movies!” Patton says as he bounces on his toes again, Roman swallows thickly and smiles. 

    “A-Anything for you, my dear,” Roman would learn to regret singing for Patton. 

    “No! That’s not right! Its sandwiches, not sentences, I thought you liked Disney!” 

    “Stop messing up on Hans’ part! I don’t care if you don’t like him I do! You’re singing for me!” 

    “O-Ow! W-Why did you hit me!?” Roman exclaims, he was almost finished with the song when Patton had smacked him in the mouth, he could taste blood, he didn’t realize that Patton had hit him that hard.

    “Because you deserved it! If you’re going to be my husband one day then you’re going to have to listen and do as I say! If I like Hans then you sing his parts right! I’ve gone through so much trouble for you and even patched you up! Why can’t you just sing for me right!” Patton cries, Roman narrows his eyes, he may regret this but he was tired of playing the scared victim. 

     “I’m not going to be your husband! You’re delusional, once my manager realizes that I’m missing then you’re going to be sorry!” Roman snaps, Patton blinks slowly and smiles wide, any confidence that Roman had was now gone. 

     “That’s what you think, your manager is meeting Ariel and all of her little fishy friends right now! So, I doubt he’ll be an issue, so you know what that means my dear prince?” Patton asks as he leans close to Roman’s face again, the singer gulps and leans his head back. 

      “You’re not going to be found, because no one is going to be looking for you! Because only I care about you because I love you so much…” Patton murmurs as he trails his thumb across Roman’s still bleeding a swollen lip. Roman shudders when Patton licks the blood from his thumb. 

      “Now, you’re going to sing to me again, and you better do it right. The best part is, that you’re going to sing for me and only me, from now on! And if you don’t or if you mess up, then I have a fun way to never make you sing again!” Patton exclaims as he makes a slashing motion across his throat, all of the color drains from Roman’s face as Patton places a quick kiss on his cheek. 

      “But it won’t come to that! Because you’re going to be a good husband and sing for me, right?” 

       “R-Right.” 

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@aromanticandaromatic

"Please, don't leave me alone." Creativitwins Angst

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The smell of burning plastic is the first thing Roman notices when he comes to. The second thing he notices is the sound of Remus crying to the right to him. A groan leaves his mouth as he slowly blinks his blue eyes open, his world literally flipped upside down at the moment.

"R-Ree? Ree, what happened?" Roman asks.

It was so hard for Roman to breathe, it felt as if his whole chest has been caved in.

"R-Ro! Roman, shit you're awake! L-Look I... W-We wrecked, but it's going to be alright, okay? H-Help is coming it's going to be okay."

Roman's not sure how his brother sounds so near and yet so far away. Was Remus, okay? How did they wreck?

"The car swerved over into our lane, b-but it's going to be okay. You're going to be okay," Remus promises.

Roman furrows his brows, why did he say you're instead of we're?

The sounds of sirens and horns blare in the distance, Roman forces himself to look at his brother, for a moment it looks as if Remus doesn't even have a scratch on him.

"P-Please... don't leave me alone..." Roman whispers.

He could feel the edges of his vision going black, the last thing Roman feels is the cool touch of his brother's hand as Remus places it upon his cheek.

"Never in a million years, Ro-Bro..."

Roman wakes with a start, grimacing in pain and immediately regretting waking up so violently.

"Oh, thank heavens you're awake!"

He looks over and sees his friend Patton, he takes a moment to take in his surroundings.

"W-Where?" Roman asks.

"The hospital... Do... Do you remember what happened, kiddo?"

Roman chews his lip in thought, he and Remus were driving home from Patton's. They were having another one of their debates on whether Dreamworks was better than Disney and then...

"W-Where's Ree?"

The way Patton's face falls tells Roman all he needs to know, but hearing it makes it all the more real.

"Oh... Roman... He didn't make it, doctors said he died instantly...I-I'm so sorry, kiddo..."

Btw, I realised I wrote Patton’s age wrong previously on here - guy is meant to be 16. He’s not in this chapter though.

Anyways!

Trigger Warnings: Military, paranoia, mild body horror, past death, mentions of violence and gore, brief mention of eye gore, food mentions, mention of eating cats (but uh, it isn’t real)

I’m using this rpg to write this, which is exciting!! - https://litzabronwyn.itch.io/bloom

I highly suggest checking it out, it’s so good!

@simplestoryteller

Trigger Warnings: Gore, Character Death, Horror, Body Horror, lots of gore, guns.

I’m using this rpg to write this, which is exciting!! - https://litzabronwyn.itch.io/bloom

I highly suggest checking it out, it’s so good!

@simplestoryteller

Content warnings: Illness, Medical stuff, Disappearances, Dangerous Situations, Implied Character Death (Past), Mentions of (Unintentional) Weight Loss

@simplestoryteller

Okay, I had to split the first chapter into two. @simplestoryteller, you were interested? And @scenecipriano helped with writing Remus!

I’m using this rpg to write this, which is exciting!! - https://litzabronwyn.itch.io/bloom

I highly suggest checking it out, it’s so good!

Anyways, content warnings: Horror, gore, medical shit, body horror, Remus being weird and making references to sex, illness.

Remus, Virgil and Janus are 18, and it’s set in a British School - ages 11 to 18.

Roman and Emile will be 15, Logan 18, Remy 17, and Patton 14. Just so you’re aware!

Remember, this is a horror story. It may well not end happily. People may die. Be aware.

Currently mostly bedbound, so this is something easier to do (cause the prompts are all laid out.)

There's no u!sides, but feel free to ask about specific triggers and such.