alright. yeah.

in many ways being alive is about getting to have a little coffee every morning

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

They just don’t release the hounds like they used to

im not gonna release your soul from my magic gem. so stop asking

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

crazy how i find myself thinking i've got a handle on it all finally and then i see the ways that other people tangle their lives together so easily and live so easily together with their friends and i feel like that girl at the top of the stairs painting by norman rockwell

why does it take SO much energy to keep your house only sort of clean

cats will be like oh you're walking somewhere? no WE'RE walking somewhere. and i will get there first. where is 'there' btw

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything