“ i don’t know who to trust anymore. ”
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HE mourns , her words piercing him like an arrow through the chest. concerned gray hues are serious , yet airing a kindness jumin holds for few people openly. rika has encouraged those better parts of him , allowed him to be happy , truly happy. in front of her light , he is nothing but a mere dog at her heel. she was the one he looked towards for comfort , for support in her charisma , a bright star lighting up his cataclysmic void that threatened to swallow him whole.
HIS knees give out , and he falls to her whim , a mere pawn at the hands of the mighty queen that rika is. a shaky hand takes hers into it , slim fingers wrapping around in a manner of support. they are equals in name , in claim , but jumin will always look up to rika , admire her as the true leader that she is , where he is a failure. unsteady grip brings her beautiful hand to his rose colored lips , placing a gentle kiss upon them , fragile , as not to harm the light of his life.
“ IF you can’t trust anyone else , trust me , rika. i’m here for you , i’m always here for you. you are . . . everything to me. ” his voice , soft and breathy , as though desperate for the air that rika steals from him with her very glance. her eyes stab through him yet do not hurt , but instead motivate and pleasure unlike anything else jumin had experienced. he is at her beck and call at all times , a mere spec of dirt on a beautiful masterpiece that is her and her goal. “ if you can’t trust me , then my life will end here , so trust me. trust me with all you can manage and then some , and i promise to never betray that trust. ”
JUST as he has placed his being into her hands , he wishes to be granted even the slightest honor of holding onto rika’s sacred trust that she so exclusively held. he would throw himself to the wolves were he to ever hurt her , the beautiful artwork that she is , golden locks of pure holiness and emerald hues that shone like gems. she is the world , while he is nothing. “ will you allow this broken man to hold onto you with all he has , rika ?? ”