what up I'm kaz i'm 420

I finally had it with my abusive mother. She does not even respect my own personal space as she busts into my room when i am sleeping and wakes me up by starting arguements with me and yelling hurtful words towards me. I am not sure what to do anymore. I just wished I had a job so I can escape…I feel so trapped that i feel like removing myself from this existence because i can’t do this anymore. Nothing has been going good for me since 2018 which was when i lost my job. Things have been going from bad to worse and I can’t deal with this anymore. I’m so done with this life. I wished my life wasn’t so horrid as I always have been treated terribly in my own dysfunctional family since I was a kid. The pandemic made my life hell as I have no place to escape to last year and experienced true hell with this woman..

I only eat once a day as I don’t have the appetite to eat and sometimes forget to eat at all at times..I sleep in most days because i have no energy or motivation. I have to force myself to use whatever little energy I have to deal with a few orders on my site.

I wished I was born in a normal family and have a normal life…I don’t know what i deserved to live in such a hellish state. I wish employers gave me a chance and hired me…I have over 10 years experience in graphic design and virtual assistant work and yet no one wishes to hire me…i either get ghosted or rejected.

Not sure how long i’ll last if i’m still in this hellish place…

Please if you know anyone…who is looking to hire someone virtually please pass them my way.

My portfolio site is here: https://jackiemoliner.myportfolio.com

My gofundme is here: https://www.gofundme.com/f/5x8qvk-help-me-move-out-of-my-abusive-home?

Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cosmicfunnies

Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/cosmicfunnies

And of course my online store: cosmicfunnies.com

I also need help with motivation so if you have any ideas on which topic you would like for me to work on in terms of comics, feel free to leave a comment. I’m open for suggestions..I miss working on comics..

Thanks for your support and sorry for bugging you guys..

Fanfic writers put time and effort into their work. It doesn't simply manifest itself.

Fanfic writers do not owe you updates.

Fanfic writers do not owe you responses to constant badgering about when they're going to update.

Fanfic writers are real people.

Fanfic writers have lives.

Fanfic writers write for free. Hence they have no obligation to keep writing.

When you constantly annoy people about updates, they're more likely to NOT want to write.

Why not engage them in a fun discussion about their work instead? This is exponentially preferable because it lets them know you don't think they're robots that exist for your entertainment.

not only that, but there’s this

and south park was directly responsible for me feeling like i had to laugh and accept it when they did

Breaking: The government has agreed to rescind DHS and ICE rules barring international students attending online universities from staying in the U.S., per a hearing this afternoon in Harvard and MIT’s lawsuit against the agencies. 

ICE will revert back to the guidance it issued in March that allows students taking online courses to reside in the United States on F-1 visas. 

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