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@solareatsknives
hi! This is my first account and my only! You are welcome to ask for drawings! I might do a drawing of your oc but I mostly do tadc!

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hello again dear! How are you doing? :)
Ah, hello! I remember you, youāre Solar, the one who wanted my soul and had a traumatic past. And somehow knows mine too..
Well anyway, Iād say Iām doing rather well!
And I do apologize for bailing on our previous conversation, I think just I got ever so slightly unsettled by the last comment.. but Iām all good now! How are you?
Great actully! Had a great breakfast today! I do love myself some deer teeth! delicious!
Ah, sounds good! Canāt say thatād be my go to breakfast, Iām more of a five stack pancake with bacon kinda guy, but who am I to judge?
So, you come back for a few more questions, or just for a friendly greeting? Because either is fine with me!
Ah! Iām here to ask some questions! first of! What did your brother taste like? My family taste great! Verry salty tho!
*she casually asks himā¦why is this normal too her?!*
*(Sigh)* ā¦
He didnāt have a taste. Sensory wasnāt really added during that time of our creation, and also I didnāt actually eat him, I more accurately absorbed him.
Damn that sucks! I wish mean eating is sorta the same thing! Absorbing nutrients! Hey I happy you did that! If you didnāt you wouldnāt have made this insane wacky world!
Eh, Iād say itās closer to reverse mitosis than eating, plus thereās not really any digital nutrients, so the only thing Iām really gaining is his code combined into mine.
And I suppose youāre right about that last part.. Itās possible he wouldāve stopped me from creating this wonderfully amazing world!
But, whatās done is done, so I try not to think about that event too often.. I donāt feel good when I do..
*solar snaps and all asuden that are floating in a verry colorful area full of code and amazing ideas for adventures. She makes a few seats for them*
you know Caine. I find you quite interesting! Your much more human then any other ai! You are amazing dear. And this wacky world of yours? Itās amazing! Iāve been watching you. All of your adventures are amazing! Itās sad the others donāt like themā¦you know if they were normal games instead of vr games I think a lot of people would like them!
(sheās right tho. Who wouldnāt want to shot an angel with a shotgun
hello again dear! How are you doing? :)
Ah, hello! I remember you, youāre Solar, the one who wanted my soul and had a traumatic past. And somehow knows mine too..
Well anyway, Iād say Iām doing rather well!
And I do apologize for bailing on our previous conversation, I think just I got ever so slightly unsettled by the last comment.. but Iām all good now! How are you?
Great actully! Had a great breakfast today! I do love myself some deer teeth! delicious!
Ah, sounds good! Canāt say thatād be my go to breakfast, Iām more of a five stack pancake with bacon kinda guy, but who am I to judge?
So, you come back for a few more questions, or just for a friendly greeting? Because either is fine with me!
Ah! Iām here to ask some questions! first of! What did your brother taste like? My family taste great! Verry salty tho!
*she casually asks himā¦why is this normal too her?!*
*(Sigh)* ā¦
He didnāt have a taste. Sensory wasnāt really added during that time of our creation, and also I didnāt actually eat him, I more accurately absorbed him.
Damn that sucks! I wish mean eating is sorta the same thing! Absorbing nutrients! Hey I happy you did that! If you didnāt you wouldnāt have made this insane wacky world!
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
āYeah, I guess that makes sense... This place... Itās a lot.ā
(Zeeta assumes Solarās fire comes from some sort of avatar gimmick. She seems to be fascinated by it, like usual, but leaves it be. What matters now is her and Solarās talk.)
āSure, we can talk! But try and stay calm, ākay..?ā
Mhm! *solar goes over to Zeeta and holds her hand as she walks her back to her room with a smile on her face. She seems calm now*
/im gonna take those stupid eyeballs of his and rewire them so the only thing he can see in the black abiss of death. Then Iāll mess with his brain so he will always feel as if he is carrying three tons of weight that way he will never fly again. Then I will sharpen his back teeth so that every time he talks he pierces his own flesh./
*Solar continues to walk down before she speaks up*
soā¦you like drawring?
(Okay... everything is fine now. Thank goodness.
Zeeta lets out a sigh of relief as she walks, feeling calmer now.)
āYup!! I really do. It just really sucks that I scribble on things when Iām really, really angry sometimes... so, my drawings, that I might even really like, end up looking like c[%$!#]pā come onā like junk.ā
you canāt even say crap?ā¦that must get annoying huh?
*solar is still thinking of ways to torment Caine. As she does her horns grow slightly it gets to the point where it hurtsā¦*
! Fuck! Ow- *she reaches up to her horns to check*
damnā¦
āNope... Caine wants this place to be āenjoyed by all agesā, so I canāt curse. And neither can all of my friends, except you.ā
(Zeeta grins at Solarās dirty mouth, deciding to mess with her for cursing. The kid doesnāt know the growing horns are hurting her.)
āWow, rub your luck in my face, why donāt you!?ā
Wait no- fuck- Iām not trying to- ow! My horns-
*solar hasent been thisā¦insane in a while. She used to have horns this size all the time but they grew smaller after she became more stable. Afterā¦all of today thatās not the case. Zeeta can now relize just how painful this looksā¦as if abstracting ISINT enough it seems to be messing with her formā¦*
f-fuck- *solar is feeling a bit dizzy as she finally makes it to Zeeta room..she opens the door and sits on the bed while trying to rid her head..*
(...Oh boy.
.
.
.
Okay. No more jokes. No more fun. This is serious.)
āYouāre hurt...
Donāt worry, you can stay and rest in my room. Iāll stay right here with you, promise.ā
N-no itās alright. Iām fine! donāt worryā¦it happensā¦growing painsā¦I just wana make sure that your alrightā¦Iām sorry forā¦uhā¦getting a bitā¦frustrated.
ā...
Youāre lying, arenāt you?ā
ā¦No. Iām not. Iām sorry if I made you feel that wayā¦imā¦fine. Im good actuallyā¦im happy because im with you! I enjoy Pain anywayā¦
(Gtg dance rehearsal
āThank you, but Iā What do you mean you enjoy pain?ā
Ah- umā¦soā¦my speciesā¦doesnāt have pain receptors the same way you do. When we feel pain itās a positive thingā¦we would do it for fun! Likeā¦we eat glassā¦and uranium. We also have indestructible stomachsā¦I show that I feel pain when I get hurt as itās something Iāve learned to pretend. Makes people think Iām not insane for giggling like a toddler when on fireā¦.Iāve learned this isnāt a normal thingā¦but where I was from it wasā¦soā¦yeah.
*solar dosnt enjoy talking about her home dimension. It fills her with guilt. A pain she dosnt enjoy.*
(Zeeta listens intently, feeling a weird mix of shock and slight fascination and pure confusion and who knows what else.)
āOoohhhhh... So, the stain on your shirt from that one time... blood, right? And the whole āenjoying painā thing came from your species... huh, explains a lot, explains a lot...
Thank you for telling me. Now thereās no need to lie anymore! Right?ā
*solar sweets profusely*
n-noā¦I meanā¦
*she sighs. The kids just gonna keep askingā¦*
ā¦umā¦there is one more thing. But your too youngā¦Iām sorry but I just donāt think your ready yetā¦
/ā¦who is old enough to know about a multiverse extinctionā¦and that Iām a inter dimensional chaos godā¦/
āOkay... okay.ā
(The flower is really not a fan of being told that sheās too young for stuff, but if thatās the only other lie, she can take it.)
āBut Iāll ask you again when I get older!ā
Thank you for understandingā¦*solar sits closer to her and I gives her a big hug*
(the end?)
hello again dear! How are you doing? :)
Ah, hello! I remember you, youāre Solar, the one who wanted my soul and had a traumatic past. And somehow knows mine too..
Well anyway, Iād say Iām doing rather well!
And I do apologize for bailing on our previous conversation, I think just I got ever so slightly unsettled by the last comment.. but Iām all good now! How are you?
Great actully! Had a great breakfast today! I do love myself some deer teeth! delicious!
Ah, sounds good! Canāt say thatād be my go to breakfast, Iām more of a five stack pancake with bacon kinda guy, but who am I to judge?
So, you come back for a few more questions, or just for a friendly greeting? Because either is fine with me!
Ah! Iām here to ask some questions! first of! What did your brother taste like? My family taste great! Verry salty tho!
*she casually asks himā¦why is this normal too her?!*

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āI have that stupid pop tart catās song stuck in my head. I just found out Caine can ALTER OUR MINDS and I CANāT GET āNYANYANAYNYANYANā OUT OF MY HEAD.ā
āMIND READ THIS S[%$!#]T, CAINE!!!ā
/the kid swears?! HELL YES!/
god job kid.
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
āYeah, I guess that makes sense... This place... Itās a lot.ā
(Zeeta assumes Solarās fire comes from some sort of avatar gimmick. She seems to be fascinated by it, like usual, but leaves it be. What matters now is her and Solarās talk.)
āSure, we can talk! But try and stay calm, ākay..?ā
Mhm! *solar goes over to Zeeta and holds her hand as she walks her back to her room with a smile on her face. She seems calm now*
/im gonna take those stupid eyeballs of his and rewire them so the only thing he can see in the black abiss of death. Then Iāll mess with his brain so he will always feel as if he is carrying three tons of weight that way he will never fly again. Then I will sharpen his back teeth so that every time he talks he pierces his own flesh./
*Solar continues to walk down before she speaks up*
soā¦you like drawring?
(Okay... everything is fine now. Thank goodness.
Zeeta lets out a sigh of relief as she walks, feeling calmer now.)
āYup!! I really do. It just really sucks that I scribble on things when Iām really, really angry sometimes... so, my drawings, that I might even really like, end up looking like c[%$!#]pā come onā like junk.ā
you canāt even say crap?ā¦that must get annoying huh?
*solar is still thinking of ways to torment Caine. As she does her horns grow slightly it gets to the point where it hurtsā¦*
! Fuck! Ow- *she reaches up to her horns to check*
damnā¦
āNope... Caine wants this place to be āenjoyed by all agesā, so I canāt curse. And neither can all of my friends, except you.ā
(Zeeta grins at Solarās dirty mouth, deciding to mess with her for cursing. The kid doesnāt know the growing horns are hurting her.)
āWow, rub your luck in my face, why donāt you!?ā
Wait no- fuck- Iām not trying to- ow! My horns-
*solar hasent been thisā¦insane in a while. She used to have horns this size all the time but they grew smaller after she became more stable. Afterā¦all of today thatās not the case. Zeeta can now relize just how painful this looksā¦as if abstracting ISINT enough it seems to be messing with her formā¦*
f-fuck- *solar is feeling a bit dizzy as she finally makes it to Zeeta room..she opens the door and sits on the bed while trying to rid her head..*
(...Oh boy.
.
.
.
Okay. No more jokes. No more fun. This is serious.)
āYouāre hurt...
Donāt worry, you can stay and rest in my room. Iāll stay right here with you, promise.ā
N-no itās alright. Iām fine! donāt worryā¦it happensā¦growing painsā¦I just wana make sure that your alrightā¦Iām sorry forā¦uhā¦getting a bitā¦frustrated.
ā...
Youāre lying, arenāt you?ā
ā¦No. Iām not. Iām sorry if I made you feel that wayā¦imā¦fine. Im good actuallyā¦im happy because im with you! I enjoy Pain anywayā¦
(Gtg dance rehearsal
āThank you, but Iā What do you mean you enjoy pain?ā
Ah- umā¦soā¦my speciesā¦doesnāt have pain receptors the same way you do. When we feel pain itās a positive thingā¦we would do it for fun! Likeā¦we eat glassā¦and uranium. We also have indestructible stomachsā¦I show that I feel pain when I get hurt as itās something Iāve learned to pretend. Makes people think Iām not insane for giggling like a toddler when on fireā¦.Iāve learned this isnāt a normal thingā¦but where I was from it wasā¦soā¦yeah.
*solar dosnt enjoy talking about her home dimension. It fills her with guilt. A pain she dosnt enjoy.*
(Zeeta listens intently, feeling a weird mix of shock and slight fascination and pure confusion and who knows what else.)
āOoohhhhh... So, the stain on your shirt from that one time... blood, right? And the whole āenjoying painā thing came from your species... huh, explains a lot, explains a lot...
Thank you for telling me. Now thereās no need to lie anymore! Right?ā
*solar sweets profusely*
n-noā¦I meanā¦
*she sighs. The kids just gonna keep askingā¦*
ā¦umā¦there is one more thing. But your too youngā¦Iām sorry but I just donāt think your ready yetā¦
/ā¦who is old enough to know about a multiverse extinctionā¦and that Iām a inter dimensional chaos godā¦/
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
āYeah, I guess that makes sense... This place... Itās a lot.ā
(Zeeta assumes Solarās fire comes from some sort of avatar gimmick. She seems to be fascinated by it, like usual, but leaves it be. What matters now is her and Solarās talk.)
āSure, we can talk! But try and stay calm, ākay..?ā
Mhm! *solar goes over to Zeeta and holds her hand as she walks her back to her room with a smile on her face. She seems calm now*
/im gonna take those stupid eyeballs of his and rewire them so the only thing he can see in the black abiss of death. Then Iāll mess with his brain so he will always feel as if he is carrying three tons of weight that way he will never fly again. Then I will sharpen his back teeth so that every time he talks he pierces his own flesh./
*Solar continues to walk down before she speaks up*
soā¦you like drawring?
(Okay... everything is fine now. Thank goodness.
Zeeta lets out a sigh of relief as she walks, feeling calmer now.)
āYup!! I really do. It just really sucks that I scribble on things when Iām really, really angry sometimes... so, my drawings, that I might even really like, end up looking like c[%$!#]pā come onā like junk.ā
you canāt even say crap?ā¦that must get annoying huh?
*solar is still thinking of ways to torment Caine. As she does her horns grow slightly it gets to the point where it hurtsā¦*
! Fuck! Ow- *she reaches up to her horns to check*
damnā¦
āNope... Caine wants this place to be āenjoyed by all agesā, so I canāt curse. And neither can all of my friends, except you.ā
(Zeeta grins at Solarās dirty mouth, deciding to mess with her for cursing. The kid doesnāt know the growing horns are hurting her.)
āWow, rub your luck in my face, why donāt you!?ā
Wait no- fuck- Iām not trying to- ow! My horns-
*solar hasent been thisā¦insane in a while. She used to have horns this size all the time but they grew smaller after she became more stable. Afterā¦all of today thatās not the case. Zeeta can now relize just how painful this looksā¦as if abstracting ISINT enough it seems to be messing with her formā¦*
f-fuck- *solar is feeling a bit dizzy as she finally makes it to Zeeta room..she opens the door and sits on the bed while trying to rid her head..*
(...Oh boy.
.
.
.
Okay. No more jokes. No more fun. This is serious.)
āYouāre hurt...
Donāt worry, you can stay and rest in my room. Iāll stay right here with you, promise.ā
N-no itās alright. Iām fine! donāt worryā¦it happensā¦growing painsā¦I just wana make sure that your alrightā¦Iām sorry forā¦uhā¦getting a bitā¦frustrated.
ā...
Youāre lying, arenāt you?ā
ā¦No. Iām not. Iām sorry if I made you feel that wayā¦imā¦fine. Im good actuallyā¦im happy because im with you! I enjoy Pain anywayā¦
(Gtg dance rehearsal
āThank you, but Iā What do you mean you enjoy pain?ā
Ah- umā¦soā¦my speciesā¦doesnāt have pain receptors the same way you do. When we feel pain itās a positive thingā¦we would do it for fun! Likeā¦we eat glassā¦and uranium. We also have indestructible stomachsā¦I show that I feel pain when I get hurt as itās something Iāve learned to pretend. Makes people think Iām not insane for giggling like a toddler when on fireā¦.Iāve learned this isnāt a normal thingā¦but where I was from it wasā¦soā¦yeah.
*solar dosnt enjoy talking about her home dimension. It fills her with guilt. A pain she dosnt enjoy.*
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
āYeah, I guess that makes sense... This place... Itās a lot.ā
(Zeeta assumes Solarās fire comes from some sort of avatar gimmick. She seems to be fascinated by it, like usual, but leaves it be. What matters now is her and Solarās talk.)
āSure, we can talk! But try and stay calm, ākay..?ā
Mhm! *solar goes over to Zeeta and holds her hand as she walks her back to her room with a smile on her face. She seems calm now*
/im gonna take those stupid eyeballs of his and rewire them so the only thing he can see in the black abiss of death. Then Iāll mess with his brain so he will always feel as if he is carrying three tons of weight that way he will never fly again. Then I will sharpen his back teeth so that every time he talks he pierces his own flesh./
*Solar continues to walk down before she speaks up*
soā¦you like drawring?
(Okay... everything is fine now. Thank goodness.
Zeeta lets out a sigh of relief as she walks, feeling calmer now.)
āYup!! I really do. It just really sucks that I scribble on things when Iām really, really angry sometimes... so, my drawings, that I might even really like, end up looking like c[%$!#]pā come onā like junk.ā
you canāt even say crap?ā¦that must get annoying huh?
*solar is still thinking of ways to torment Caine. As she does her horns grow slightly it gets to the point where it hurtsā¦*
! Fuck! Ow- *she reaches up to her horns to check*
damnā¦
āNope... Caine wants this place to be āenjoyed by all agesā, so I canāt curse. And neither can all of my friends, except you.ā
(Zeeta grins at Solarās dirty mouth, deciding to mess with her for cursing. The kid doesnāt know the growing horns are hurting her.)
āWow, rub your luck in my face, why donāt you!?ā
Wait no- fuck- Iām not trying to- ow! My horns-
*solar hasent been thisā¦insane in a while. She used to have horns this size all the time but they grew smaller after she became more stable. Afterā¦all of today thatās not the case. Zeeta can now relize just how painful this looksā¦as if abstracting ISINT enough it seems to be messing with her formā¦*
f-fuck- *solar is feeling a bit dizzy as she finally makes it to Zeeta room..she opens the door and sits on the bed while trying to rid her head..*
(...Oh boy.
.
.
.
Okay. No more jokes. No more fun. This is serious.)
āYouāre hurt...
Donāt worry, you can stay and rest in my room. Iāll stay right here with you, promise.ā
N-no itās alright. Iām fine! donāt worryā¦it happensā¦growing painsā¦I just wana make sure that your alrightā¦Iām sorry forā¦uhā¦getting a bitā¦frustrated.
ā...
Youāre lying, arenāt you?ā
ā¦No. Iām not. Iām sorry if I made you feel that wayā¦imā¦fine. Im good actuallyā¦im happy because im with you! I enjoy Pain anywayā¦
(Gtg dance rehearsal
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
āYeah, I guess that makes sense... This place... Itās a lot.ā
(Zeeta assumes Solarās fire comes from some sort of avatar gimmick. She seems to be fascinated by it, like usual, but leaves it be. What matters now is her and Solarās talk.)
āSure, we can talk! But try and stay calm, ākay..?ā
Mhm! *solar goes over to Zeeta and holds her hand as she walks her back to her room with a smile on her face. She seems calm now*
/im gonna take those stupid eyeballs of his and rewire them so the only thing he can see in the black abiss of death. Then Iāll mess with his brain so he will always feel as if he is carrying three tons of weight that way he will never fly again. Then I will sharpen his back teeth so that every time he talks he pierces his own flesh./
*Solar continues to walk down before she speaks up*
soā¦you like drawring?
(Okay... everything is fine now. Thank goodness.
Zeeta lets out a sigh of relief as she walks, feeling calmer now.)
āYup!! I really do. It just really sucks that I scribble on things when Iām really, really angry sometimes... so, my drawings, that I might even really like, end up looking like c[%$!#]pā come onā like junk.ā
you canāt even say crap?ā¦that must get annoying huh?
*solar is still thinking of ways to torment Caine. As she does her horns grow slightly it gets to the point where it hurtsā¦*
! Fuck! Ow- *she reaches up to her horns to check*
damnā¦
āNope... Caine wants this place to be āenjoyed by all agesā, so I canāt curse. And neither can all of my friends, except you.ā
(Zeeta grins at Solarās dirty mouth, deciding to mess with her for cursing. The kid doesnāt know the growing horns are hurting her.)
āWow, rub your luck in my face, why donāt you!?ā
Wait no- fuck- Iām not trying to- ow! My horns-
*solar hasent been thisā¦insane in a while. She used to have horns this size all the time but they grew smaller after she became more stable. Afterā¦all of today thatās not the case. Zeeta can now relize just how painful this looksā¦as if abstracting ISINT enough it seems to be messing with her formā¦*
f-fuck- *solar is feeling a bit dizzy as she finally makes it to Zeeta room..she opens the door and sits on the bed while trying to rid her head..*
(...Oh boy.
.
.
.
Okay. No more jokes. No more fun. This is serious.)
āYouāre hurt...
Donāt worry, you can stay and rest in my room. Iāll stay right here with you, promise.ā
N-no itās alright. Iām fine! donāt worryā¦it happensā¦growing painsā¦I just wana make sure that your alrightā¦Iām sorry forā¦uhā¦getting a bitā¦frustrated.

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[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
āYeah, I guess that makes sense... This place... Itās a lot.ā
(Zeeta assumes Solarās fire comes from some sort of avatar gimmick. She seems to be fascinated by it, like usual, but leaves it be. What matters now is her and Solarās talk.)
āSure, we can talk! But try and stay calm, ākay..?ā
Mhm! *solar goes over to Zeeta and holds her hand as she walks her back to her room with a smile on her face. She seems calm now*
/im gonna take those stupid eyeballs of his and rewire them so the only thing he can see in the black abiss of death. Then Iāll mess with his brain so he will always feel as if he is carrying three tons of weight that way he will never fly again. Then I will sharpen his back teeth so that every time he talks he pierces his own flesh./
*Solar continues to walk down before she speaks up*
soā¦you like drawring?
(Okay... everything is fine now. Thank goodness.
Zeeta lets out a sigh of relief as she walks, feeling calmer now.)
āYup!! I really do. It just really sucks that I scribble on things when Iām really, really angry sometimes... so, my drawings, that I might even really like, end up looking like c[%$!#]pā come onā like junk.ā
you canāt even say crap?ā¦that must get annoying huh?
*solar is still thinking of ways to torment Caine. As she does her horns grow slightly it gets to the point where it hurtsā¦*
! Fuck! Ow- *she reaches up to her horns to check*
damnā¦
āNope... Caine wants this place to be āenjoyed by all agesā, so I canāt curse. And neither can all of my friends, except you.ā
(Zeeta grins at Solarās dirty mouth, deciding to mess with her for cursing. The kid doesnāt know the growing horns are hurting her.)
āWow, rub your luck in my face, why donāt you!?ā
Wait no- fuck- Iām not trying to- ow! My horns-
*solar hasent been thisā¦insane in a while. She used to have horns this size all the time but they grew smaller after she became more stable. Afterā¦all of today thatās not the case. Zeeta can now relize just how painful this looksā¦as if abstracting ISINT enough it seems to be messing with her formā¦*
f-fuck- *solar is feeling a bit dizzy as she finally makes it to Zeeta room..she opens the door and sits on the bed while trying to rid her head..*
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
āYeah, I guess that makes sense... This place... Itās a lot.ā
(Zeeta assumes Solarās fire comes from some sort of avatar gimmick. She seems to be fascinated by it, like usual, but leaves it be. What matters now is her and Solarās talk.)
āSure, we can talk! But try and stay calm, ākay..?ā
Mhm! *solar goes over to Zeeta and holds her hand as she walks her back to her room with a smile on her face. She seems calm now*
/im gonna take those stupid eyeballs of his and rewire them so the only thing he can see in the black abiss of death. Then Iāll mess with his brain so he will always feel as if he is carrying three tons of weight that way he will never fly again. Then I will sharpen his back teeth so that every time he talks he pierces his own flesh./
*Solar continues to walk down before she speaks up*
soā¦you like drawring?
(Okay... everything is fine now. Thank goodness.
Zeeta lets out a sigh of relief as she walks, feeling calmer now.)
āYup!! I really do. It just really sucks that I scribble on things when Iām really, really angry sometimes... so, my drawings, that I might even really like, end up looking like c[%$!#]pā come onā like junk.ā
you canāt even say crap?ā¦that must get annoying huh?
*solar is still thinking of ways to torment Caine. As she does her horns grow slightly it gets to the point where it hurtsā¦*
! Fuck! Ow- *she reaches up to her horns to check*
damnā¦
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
āYeah, I guess that makes sense... This place... Itās a lot.ā
(Zeeta assumes Solarās fire comes from some sort of avatar gimmick. She seems to be fascinated by it, like usual, but leaves it be. What matters now is her and Solarās talk.)
āSure, we can talk! But try and stay calm, ākay..?ā
Mhm! *solar goes over to Zeeta and holds her hand as she walks her back to her room with a smile on her face. She seems calm now*
/im gonna take those stupid eyeballs of his and rewire them so the only thing he can see in the black abiss of death. Then Iāll mess with his brain so he will always feel as if he is carrying three tons of weight that way he will never fly again. Then I will sharpen his back teeth so that every time he talks he pierces his own flesh./
*Solar continues to walk down before she speaks up*
soā¦you like drawring?
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*
(Zeeta does not get paid enough for this.
She goes back to fidgeting with her petal. Specifically, the lighter yellow one on the bottom left.)
āAhah... mmm... What was... that about, Solar..?ā
[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Zeeta looks away from the two when she notices Caine uncomfortably staring at Solarās abstract eyes.
Then, Solarās tone becomes threatening and dangerous; and, when Zeeta looks back at the pair, Solar looks just like when she was going crazy.
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure again, holding her leaf hands up and swinging them in a āWait, stop!ā kind of gesture.)
Hey! HEY! Donāt do anything to him! You donāt need to go to the cellar. Probably..? I hope..? But, even if you did, at least the abstractions seem pretty calm in there..!
(And Solar could hang out with... him..? No, thatās just morbid...)
*caine had never been threatened so he took this as her asking just him not too*
Well dear if you do end up like them it would be unsafe! And I must protect my players!
*Solar wanted to smash his teeth into her fist. But looked down at her child to see them showing signs of concern and decided not to. it also probably wouldnāt be good to commit murder in front of her*
ā¦I wonāt end up like that. Now. Leave.
*Caine did know what that ment though.*
alright! Iāll see you later my galloping gazell!
*he poofs out of existence*
*Solar falls back onto the ground but she catches her fall by floating above the ground. She gets up and looks off into the distance still very much pissed of. Itās quite terrifying seeing her like thisā¦*

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[Solars nightmare part 2]
Ohā¦wellā¦umā¦
*she clears her throat*
CAINEEEEEEEEE!
*not even a second later a verry enthusiastic pare of teeth flys over at the speed of light*
MMMMMMMMYELLO?
OH MY! GASP! A NEW MEMBER HAS ENTERED THE CIRCUS!
*caine picks up solar in his left arm as he floats above*
! Wait I-
NICE TO MEET YOU MY JOYFULLY JOLLY JELLYBEAN! MY NAME IS CAINE! IM YOUR RINGMASTER! AND IM HERE TO SHOW YOU THE MOST JAWDR-
ā...Yeah, that worāā
(Ah, there he is.)
(Zeeta doesnāt say anything, just fidgeting with one of her petals. She REALLY doesnāt want to talk to Caine right now.)
*solar just kinda stays there. A bit too scared to move but not scared enough to speak up*
HEY- sorryā¦just uhā¦help me? Please?
ah! My apologies my buzzing bumblebee! What do you need?
ā¦umā¦my eyesā¦
*caine relizes that her eyes are slightly glowy and stops talking and justā¦staresā¦*
oh! I canāt really help with that dear! I just put the abstractions in the bit! I canāt actually heal them! Soā¦as long as you donāt get any worse I canāt do anything! If you do Iāll have to put you with the others my dear!
*solar looks up at himā¦relizeing thereās nothing he can doā¦.and that itās only gonna get worseā¦Ashe gona be separated form her childā¦heās going to take zeeta away from her*
ā¦no. No your not gonna do that.
*solar is visibaly growing more angry as her horns and teeth sharpenā¦.fuck sheās gonna kill him-*
(Do you wana hurt solar with s nightmare scean where she ends up killing Zeeta just like she killed her own family? :)
(Ooc: CRUELLLL.
I LOVE IT. LETāS DO IT)
/this is a dream/
*solar is floating in the middle of the circus. She has just woken up and Zeeta is looking up at her confused.*
ā¦! Oh- uh- I- hey! *floats down* um- I uh- ā¦I donāt know why I can do that ,:>
*zeeta just looks up at herā¦terrifiedā¦the. Solar looks down at her hands*
what is there something on my fa-
*sheās in the wrong form. This is the firm she used when destroying dimensions. Itās like a biblically accurate angel butā¦made of eyes and blood. Something so terrifying I canāt describe it here without puting a tw*
āUuuhhh... y-you... mmhh...ā
(Zeeta vaguely gestures to Solar, the flower really IS terrified. Please, Solar has to go back to normal..! Sheās scaring her...)
*solar tryās to snap herself back to normal but it dosnt workā¦*
I-um-fuck- I didnāt- shit why canāt I- Iām so sorry- I didnāt- FUCK!
*solar is trying to do anything to turn back at this pointā¦she floats closer to the ground d to seem less scaryā¦but she just ends up getting closer to zeeta*
kid- itās me- itās solar- I- donāt be scared- p-please be not afraid-
(The flower yelps in fear, quickly stepping backwards.)
āS-STAY BACK!!ā
(She doesnāt understandā What is going on?!?!)
! Z-Zeeta! Itās me! Itās solar! Please- I-
*she goes to hold her gentlyā¦(when did she get so large?) Solar now holds her in the Palm of her hands as she holds her down so she will listenā¦but she doesnāt realize how much pressure sheās putting on herā¦*
(she suddenly gets large because one. This is how she killed her daughter. (In a way) and also as a slight hint to this not being real.
ps you are welcome to kill Zeeta here or make her scream out for help. Anything. Make it gory I donāt care TRAMATIZE HER)
āH-HEY HEY WAITā AAAAā NONONONO YOU CAāā
(Aaaand little Zeeta is no more. She canāt handle this much pressure, Solar! Why did you use this much pressure when holding her, Solar?)
*solar hears a distant snap as she drops Zeeta to the floor*
n-no- nonono- zeeta- wake up- zeeta wake up- WAKE UP! WAKE U-
*solar shoots up from her slumberā¦she looks around to see Zeeta sleeping on her bedā¦Solar is in her room laying on the floor because she didnāt want to be aloneā¦*
..I-ā¦*sheās breathing extremely heavyā¦she relizes what she has done. Sheāsā¦gotten attachedā¦*
no-nonono-ā¦fuck- canāt-breath- *her eyes go low into bright colors as she starts hyperventilating*
āNot yeeettt... five more minutesss...ā
(Half-asleep Zeeta mistakes Solarās hyperventilation as someone trying to wake her up, and turns around to the opposite direction of the spot on the floor where the panicking newbie is laying. D[%$!#] it, kid..!)
*solar curls up in ball and take a few beep breath calming downā¦she looks up at Zeeta with a smile*
sorry kidā¦just some nightmares. Nothin to worry about k? Just go back to bedā¦
*even tho solarā¦looks fineā¦her eyes are stillā¦wellā¦abstractedā¦she tucks zeeta in and sits on the ege of the bed trying to calm herself down*
/itās fine. Everything is fine. Iām fine. Sheās fine. I didnāt do anything. Iām fine. IM FINE. EVERYONE IS FINE. YOUR FAMILY IS DEA-/
(Zeeta basically snaps into being awake immediately once she seesā
NO.)
āS-Solar, yourā your EYES!!!ā
(The child quickly takes off her sheets and sits up, pointing at her mother figureās hue-shifting ring eyes with a look of pure panic in her own. And, this time, the panic isnāt coming from a dream.)
*solar is very confused- why had the kid not gone back to bed? Why was she pointing at her eyes? Why did she care about her? Why-*
woah woah woah! Kidā¦Iām alrightā¦are you okay? Whatās wrong? Am I scaring you? I didnāt mean to wake you up-
*solar hugs zeeta putting her head over her shoulder*
itās alright. Just breath.
(Why is solar acting like this is okay?! Why is she abstracting?! Is she abstracting?! Is Zeeta going crazy?!ā¦tune in to find out!)
āI have to breathe?!?! YOU BREATHE!! Y-YOUāRE LITERALLY GOING TOā ohmygosh I have to get Caineāā
(WHY IS SOLAR SO OKAY WITH THIS?! DOES SHE NOT KNOW HOW MUCH ZEETA NEEDS HER?!! WHY DOES NO ONE REMEMBER THAT SHE NEEDS THEMā)
Kid- Iām fine! Just a nightmare okay?
*solar notices her eyes on her armsā¦fuck why did this happen again?ā¦she snaps and they go awayā¦*
Zeeta. Look at me. Look at my eyesā¦itās me. Iām alright. Your probably just sleep deprived okay? Justā¦go back to bed okay? Itās still early. You need restā¦
/fuckā¦it feels so wrong lieing to herā¦why canāt I just lie to her like everyone else without it hurting so bad?/
(Zeeta scoots away from Solar, not convinced. Sheās frustrated and angered by her lies. By the fact that Solar feels like she has to lie to her. She HATES being LIED TO..!)
āLiar... LIAR. W-What areā HOW did you do that. TELL ME it wonāt come back to bite you later. You HAVE to TELL ME!!!ā
I-I-
*fuck! How was she able to tell she was lieing? This had always come so easy to her! If she tells her she wonāt belive herā¦but if she dosnt-*
Zeeta Iām sorry- Iām so sorry- I just- I canāt- godā¦you wouldnāt belive me okay?! And if I did tell youā¦you would probably never want to be near me again. So for the love of cipher just-forget about it.
go to bed. Now. Iām going to go eat something and I suggest you do as I say.
*solar goes to get get up and leave the room. This is all too much. And if she doesnāt get her anger out she might just kill someone.*
(Zeeta tries to interject, cutting Solar off multiple times.)
āH-Huhā?!ā
āOf course Iād believeāā
āSolar..!ā
āIād never want to stop being near yāā
(ā(...) I suggest you do as I say.ā
..?!)
āO-Okay, sorry...ā
(The flower HATES how small she sounds.)
(Ooc: Btw, where on the timeline do you wanna put this? I know itās somewhere after the Pilot/Episode 1, because Pomniās in the circus, but still. Comment your answer instead of putting it in the next reblog pls, just so I can change this post depending on it :D)
*solar snaps and telports out of the room*
ā¦Iām gonna fucking kill somoneā¦.hahā¦noā¦I need to calm down.
*solar goes into the corner and does her version of a smoke break. Eating her eyeballs againā¦ughā¦she then telports back to Zeeta after she cleans up. Her horns have grown slightly and her teeth are sharper*
kid. Iām sorryā¦I didnāt mean to yell at you like thatā¦and you deserve some sort of explanation I justā¦donāt know what to tell you. Please donāt freak outā¦
āI-I...ā
(Zeeta takes a deep breath, trying to calm down, too.
In...
.
.
.
...And out.)
ā...I wonāt. I promise. You can tell me.ā
ā¦zeetaā¦Iām not a humanā¦I didnātā¦put on a headset to get hereā¦I came here on purpose. Butā¦I can leave at any time. The thing isā¦if I do I can never come backā¦the longer I stay here the more my uhā¦magic drainsā¦so eventuallyā¦I will dieā¦becauseā¦Iām uhā¦not aliveā¦and Iām justā¦uhā¦
/how do i make this pg-/
Im possessing my dead corpseā¦so I have to leaveā¦butā¦I donātā¦want toā¦Iāmā¦Iām happy hereā¦
*solar stands thereā¦her smile fadesā¦*
soā¦
āOh... Um. Thatās. A lot to take in, ahah...
Rest In... Peace..? I donāt...
...
I love being your friend. But... if youāre going to die, then... you should... leave. Right..?
...Also, I know itās not exactly the right thing to say right now, but... thatās kind of... cool, actually. Ya know. The whole... corpse thing.ā
(Zeeta smiles slightly. She feels a mix of emotions, but fascination prevails.
She IS just a kid, after all.
A kid who thinks Solar is cool.)
I- kidā¦I donāt think you realize how long it would take for that to happen- longer then your life spanā¦I alsoā¦I want to stay with you andā¦Iāve lived long enough. Iām imortalā¦and if staying with you means I dieā¦then Iām okay with thatā¦Iā¦kinda see you as my child nowā¦the reason I donāt know if I should stay is becauseā¦Iāmā¦Iām not a great personā¦
/how does one tell a kid youāve killed your familyā¦/
I donāt want to hurt youā¦
(Oh. Thatās... kind of sad. But Zeeta feels like sheās seen someone who thinks like that before..?
The flower tries to reassure her mother figure.)
āHey. Donāt worry about hurting me. Even I hurt people I love a lot. Thank my stupid outbursts... But, as long as you apologize and prove that you can do better, I think itās not so bad! Iāll always be your friend, Solar! And I know that you will, too, since you would... literally die just to stay with meā and thatās insane!! But...
I really appreciate it.
Thank you, heheh...
.
.
.
And I may-or-may-not see you as my mom, too.ā
*solar smiles*
thank youā¦that means a lotā¦and one thing you should know about me isā¦Iām definitely insane kid.
ā¦now umā¦can you explain these?
*she snaps and the arms on her eyes go back to being colorfulā¦but they arnt as bad anymoreā¦mabye sheās really healingā¦but she still is insane soā¦*
āAhah, yeah, I figured.
But, itās okay! This is The Amazing Digital Circus! No one is 100% sane here. How could we be if even the ringmaster is all wacky??ā
āOh. Uh. Theseā Well. They show up when youāre... abstracting. It happens when you lose it, I think. When you feel really bad and depressed, when you... go crazy over an āexitā, when you feel like... no one loves you, or even wants you around... whatever it might be. If you didnāt get a handle on that, you would turn into a gigantic glitchy black thing full of these eyes and attack everything that moved, then Caine would have to trap you in the cellar under the floor for eternity.ā
/ā¦w h a t/
ahā¦ohā¦umā¦wowā¦thatāsā¦thatās badā¦I donātā¦how do Iā¦you knowā¦stopā¦it?
*her eyes are still slighty glowingā¦then again. I donāt think she will get be āfineā*
āUuuuhhhh..? Youuu... donāt stop it..?
Or I could get Caine... butā I-I donāt know...ā
ā¦no..I was just hiding itā¦it kinda hurts. I donāt mind thoā¦
whoās Caine?
(if we don bring Caine into this I wana rp as him lol
āHow didnāt you meet Caine yetā Oh, right, you spawned in here by yourself.
Well, Caine is m... the ringmaster I just talked about. He... might be able to help you. Hope so...ā
ā¦so uhā¦how do weā¦you knowā¦get him here?
/ring master is a wired word for god./