eat, sleep, grind leetcode

for software engineers to justify their contribution to stress and anxiety caused by social media by saying “people don’t have to use it if they don’t want to” when they are actively researching ways in which they can influence these audience to keep using the product and trigger their flight or fight response with the notification systems is hilarious. get your priorities straight

people getting covid positive left and right on this college campus 😳😬this week has been WILD

currently finished 90 leetcodes and I have 2 interviews coming up, and 1 company I am waiting to hear back from and 3 OAs that I need to do

i’ve definitely gone off the course more than expected and have been really irregular with my leetcode practice. I wanted to focus on meeting people this first week of school and that has definitely effected the time I spent on leetcode. Starting now, it’s time to make a strict schedule and stick to it. I keep wavering in my commitments but it’s all about getting back up and trying again. I wish I stuck to my goals more but in life there are always distractions. I want to do the best I can with the time I have. Apologies for being so MIA. I will be more prompt starting now

As the OAs are rolling in my anxiety is increasing day by day. I feel like I’m not putting enough effort but I know deep down that I am trying my best to stay on task this summer. Leetcoding is not easy and I should just trust in the process and keep going. I think it’s finally time to stop thinking about what the results will be or if I can do well or not and focus on just studying. Simply putting in the work. No thoughts, just work.

goal for today is to apply to a bit more jobs. Start on array and string problems asap. and stop slacking !!!! after that it’s gonna be dynamic programming and tree problems and then we will move on to graphs?? idk but ya girl is falling behindddd again. 

maybe some nice men do exist !!

I tend to get distracted a lot in the beginning and it takes me a while to get into the zone. I feel like I should just delete my social media accounts

couldn’t get myself to do a lot of work today. I felt very distracted and just couldn’t focus. I’ve been going to the gym as regularly as I can. I told myself I was at least gonna do 1 leetcode problem and I did. I am taking my time to understand the questions as much as I can. I am also trying to go back and redo some previous questions as well. I am able to tackle the medium questions now. slow but steady