Soft Dysphoria

Sorry boss I can’t come into work today I’ve come down with Female Hysteria

Felt cute might distance myself from everyone idk

Pull me into a bathroom at a party and tell me how bad you want me. Then fuck me.

Netflix ft. My fingers inside you.

My intentions will always be pure, I don’t have time to be a wack person.

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i think the funniest and realist thing i’ve realized lately is how troubling idealization can be. every person is just… a person. the very people you want to impress or be apart of are just people. even if they seem wildly intimidating because of the way they look or because of their reputation, every one is just a person. human. as embarrassing, as remorseful and they are going through stages of growth just like you are. we only see what we want to see and then drown ourselves further in our own depression and we don’t have to.