Sociopathic confessions and opinions

Dunno you but... I want you to know that I support you in your journey. Even if I can't really, I'm still cheerin you on. There's times where my empathy can be low, never absent, so I cant say ive ever sort of played the same tune i guess, but still, I support you. You've got incredible self control.

Convincing yourself to believe in feelings before having them is odd.

I’ve had sociopathic behaviour since I was a kid but no one listens when I say I can’t feel empathy. It’s been years. But “since I’m a hormonal teenager” it means I’m just “going through stuff”. So apparently I’ve been going through “stuff” for 10 years then. Cheers

Everyone is naturally malicious.We want what we want and we can’t help it.

Describing feelings is a hard task for anyone and that is a given, but having a mental disorder that prohibits it makes it much harder.

Suicidal feelings are very corrosive. Any one can have them. Any race, economical class, sexuality or gender, these feelings are very hard to avoid, especially in the high intensity culture we are surrounded by today. 

I’m noticing the reoccurring theme with what I post:

To lie and deceive is the nature of all humans, I have seen some of the most neurotypical people lie. Why is it when someone like myself lies, it’s hell, but if you lie, it’s for the greater good?

Modern media often talks about how it wants to be all-inclusive of all backgrounds and current states. We have racial and religious progression yet still only baby steps in mental health.

I’ve been unactive here. Hello to new followers, I appreciate the new support and I hope to continue to provide material that will help us all feel a lot less alone. In the meantime of waiting for content, don’t be afraid to drop asks or messages or maybe even a submission.

The longer I spend away from people, the less empathy I have for the world and the less I know how to act right when I re-engage with people.

The worst thing about being diagnosed with ASPD, is that people automatically assume that you're a" serial killer", a manipulator, a creep etc, and it's all because of Hollywood. If people spent less time watching dumb sh*t on TV, and actually did some research instead and tried to understand us, it would be a much better world. Yes, we have no empathy, nor we feel guilt or regret, nor we respect morals. But we are humans too.

While there is many examples that demonise people with ASPD, I think of the people who may have it and go undiagnosed everyday, how they must be so questioned by whats wrong with them. I also like to think of those who know exactly when it started developing and that it developed from a traumatic event. Thinking of those people tends to remind me that its horrid to have such an issue, but I’m not alone.