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She’s like warm days, sunshine, honey and love.

i can’t shake the feeling that i’ll always either be too much or not enough. too much to handle, but never enough to satisfy. 

need to be spooned with his hands on my tits

I don’t let people get close anymore. Not because they hurt me, but because I’m terrified of how deeply I feel.

Any love I made you feel is yours to keep

does the ghost of my love haunts you the same way that the ghost of your absence devastates me?

I miss your voice.

Training my nervous system to choose an unfamiliar heaven instead of a familiar hell

What a gift it is to finally detach. To outgrow what once felt like everything.

did you sleep well tonight? (I love you) we should do this one day (I love you) did you eat? (I love you) I brought you this because it's your favorite (I love you) have you taken your vitamins? (I love you) I made this for you (I love you) did you get home safe? (I love you) I made you some tea (I love you) how's the project that you're working on? (I love you) don't forget your umbrella (I love you) take my scarf (I love you) I'll wait with you (I love you) I'll wait for you (I love you) (I love you) (I love you)

Accidentally put my whole fucking heart into something that wasnt fucking meant for me again fucking hell

“some things aren’t meant to last” ok but consider this: I love permanence and consistency