i will go to secret gardens in my mind

there is a pain inside me so stupid that i'm not going to communicate it to anyone

thankful for those who made me laugh when it was hard to even smile

you’re gonna look me in my big brown eyes and tell me no?

til my self sabotage do us apart

what doesn’t kill you makes you cry on a bright sunny day

me: mayb…i am worthy of love n attention ? brain: unrealistic. blocked

I’m only drawn to hands that are starving for only me, over and over.

as my final act of love I will disappear

aquarium date? sorry, I mean museum date? sorry, I mean planetarium date? sorry, I mean botanical garden date? sorry, I mean grocery shopping together? sorry, I mean

im a lover girl, not a fucking idiot. dont step to me w bs

Cover me with your favorite words. Trace your favorite thoughts across my skin.