Honestly just a lot of porn

lowkey anal is so hot as a trans guy cause ure telling me uve got a hole dedicated to sex but ure such a fucking fag u wanna take it up the ass anyway? oh look at u little gay boy

obsessed with the thought of someone taking advantage of my innocence, watching me squirm and blush at the slightest touches, then groping me everywhere until i’m overwhelmed and just saying yes to everything so you teach me not to stutter when i degrade myself for you and show me how to handle being facefucked <3

i love when i see a close-up of a painting and think "hmm i've been fucked in that position before. this must be a painting of someone getting fucked" and then boom it's of the sacrifice of isaac

i think my ideal dynamic is constantly sobbing and shaking in pain while you're doing the cruel things to me we've fantasized about for so long but it's exponentially worse actually going through it so i'm in a perpetual state of slight panic and fear of you but that's also something we sexualized and romanticized so realistically i'm right where i want to be

i want to whisper "you can do more if you want" to a sadist who is torturing me so i can see the blood frenzy in their eyes