Poetry & Coffee

But when do you let go?

In times like this I miss you so much

Its been days since I heard you call my name

You should've warned me that everything's not gonna be the same

Should I wait?

Should I go?

What happened?

I do not know.

How did we end up like this?

I can see in your eyes you wanted me too.

To hold me, to give me the world just so I’d say “I do”

You look at me like hey I’m your only

And I’ve been longing for you baby.

I’m sorry I’m here, I’m sorry you’re there

But thank you for breaking your norm

For this love to finally form.

Hey stranger, I love you.

And I get weak on my knees everytime you say,

You’re so close, yet far

I want you, yet not

You love, we’re mad.

I don’t know

You don’t

But everyday we both grow

Smiles show

Everytime you tell

No you don’t know, no you’ll never know

I love you I do, I do adore you

But I’ll never be her

I’m not even me at all

I’m a lost soul, lost with no role

I admire you I do

I maybe thought you could save me

I’m sorry you don’t understand

I’m not that good of a woman

I don’t think you’re my man

A little fire burns deep inside

Somehow there’s hope in my mind

But I’m scared you see

I’m bruised and dancing in devil’s tune

at night when I’m all alone

I’m complicated but I wanted you

I wanted us, I wish life was simple

The time, the universe was with us

I found a treasure

which I thought would give me pleasure

But how is it so unkind

If its a wealth then

why am I still alone in this life?

From here where am I going?

Im not wise enough to make my own mending

I closed my eyes, I started to think...

I can’t always be doomed

How cruel of this land to not let me bloom

All I ever wanted was to get out