After over ten years I finally went to an ALL TIME LOW concert.
I wanted that badly that not even my massive anxiety could stop me.
I did it. I went there ALONE because no one wanted to come along but I STILL did it.
And don't get me wrong I was fucking anxious on my two hour train ride there, feared I miss my connecting train, taking the wrong train, missing my station, mistaking the concert venue,....
but it was SOOOOOOOOO FUUUCKING WORTH IT !!!!
It was the first time in what felt like years that I actually felt relaxed. I didn't care what other might think about my wierd dancing, my messed up singing, shouting, my looks ,... whatever and i did it ALONE which makes it even better.
And those two are only pictures I took and I am absolutly not sorry that they are blurry and missing half of the band (even though they are all fabulous) because I was just living in the moment and enjoying the atmosphere. I finally did something just because I wanted it and it was an liberating experience.
And now everytime I hear the songs "Celebration" by Kool & The Gang and "Friday" by Riton and co I will be reminded of this awesome concert! Great crowd yesterday :)
The opening bands were good too, especially Games We Play. They know how to warm up a crowd.
And Greetings to my former lonely teenager self that found its way to my favorite bands when times were worse. I sincerly thank you for sticking it out.
This is gonna be my motivation to keep fighting my anxiety.
Going alone to an All Time Low Concert > Everything else rn.
So maybe Fall Out Boy in Amsterdam next? Who knows ;)
dededos
annaxmalina
titsay
yousharknotpass
germansingergirl
theartofmadeline
