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BLUE FLOWER

#deltarune #manifesting #it would be *so cool*

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i fucking hate getting older, go d i'm so sensitive and such a baby about everything

need to contact a random ass person 'in the industry' that i'm looking at for funsies since the career counselor told me to ("they might become your peer!") and its just bringing up EVERYTHING.

Angry that I have to do this again when I DID THIS ALREADY FUCKING 15+ YEARS AGO AND LOOK WHERE IT FUCKING GOT ME

back then, I talked to 'people in the industry', actually became roommates with one who ended up being a selfish POS who only cared about status and bullied TF out of me, purposely leaving me out of networking shit and pushing me out of any friend group because i was scum to her i guess, gotta look down on someone, huh? hope you felt better about yourself, asshole

so who's to say the same thing won't happen???? been crying about it all week at the possibility of going back to school at fucking 40 when I feel forced to, i have maybe 20 years left so what the fuck man, with my luck, it'll be my mom who dies this time when i'm in the middle of my studies.

i just feel like i'm being told what to do like i did it wrong somehow last time, but I DID EVERYTHING RIGHT!!! the issue was and is that I'm not good enough!!!! i can't fucking go through this again. I have too much baggage and zero safety net.

god just kill me alreayd i hate this so much

#i'm trying so fucking hard not to just implode on this poor career counselor but its bringing up so much #its hard not to treat it like a therapy session because why else would i be crying so fucking much #i didn't ask for this i tried to do everything right #i was nice to everyone i did have a strong portfolio #look where it got me!!!!!!#I can't be fake nice to people in tiny ass industries anymore i have a huge target on my back i guess #its so hard to think it isn't me because it JUST KEEPS HAPPENING #like i'm a magnet for bullies or egotistical assholes #it breaks my heart because i don't want to be doing this i wanted to be here in the animation industry ...so so so mcuh #i tried so hard for so long

renirat5

Orbital Sunrise

Inspired by a drawing of Alexei Leonov

#project hail mary #phm

hailed-marys

project hail mary // the sun rises over earth, alexei leonov// the sun rises over earth- sketch, alexei leonov

#project hail mary #phm #cry cry cry #my fav space thing

Idk man maybe because I'm internet old and tired, you folks in fandom really need to let others have completely wild and different interpretations of said media.

The whole point of art is to find something that speaks to you. But that applies to everyone. Your interpretation is fine and great fun for you, don't poopoo others who have a completely different interpretation. Just let others enjoy it in their own way as well. Popular headcanons and 'its so obviously there in the canon' be damned.

#old granny in rocking chair looking at stupid online discourse #because she literally has nothing else #I've tried to have a life mind you but it kept blowing up so hard in my face #so chronically online sad life it is #can't even hide behind art anymore how sad is that

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I said to a therapist I feel like I'm grieving my own ability to make art

its not gone its still there, but my reaction is the same as grief, and I don't know what to do with that

#like i'm a whale hauling around her dead baby for days or weeks even #its there but it feels like its dead #maybe its that massive feeling of detachment that has appeared since last year #to a point that i can't get a feel or read when i'm in the process of making art its gotten so bad

catsuggest

Cat, what do you suggest for someone who had a really bad day?

worry not for im know somebeody whom is expert in vanquishinge bad days

catsuggest

he is beinge summoned. remain calmb

catsuggest

cousin bartók is arrivinge imminently !

catsuggest

cousin bartók have arrived bearinge mighty furs & soothinge gift of moss. bad days are now vanquished permanentlé

#please come to me cousin Bartok #I want a kitty cat so bad

once I stop hating my own art so much, you're going to be in so much troubleeeeeee

#art #cry #*as she digs her hole deeper and deeper*

technically-a-kiwi

Clown(s) around town

first ever attempt at a walk cycle, wasn't piece of cake but it was sweet x)

#deltarune #i want to put them in a terrarium and watch them forever

peelingmandarins

the-vegan-muser

me when I see a cat if I’m being honest

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holy-leapin-splits-batman

#waohhhh #real life animation

ouughhh something bad is going to happen today i can feel it

thesweetiepienovels

Actually, you are enough. Even if you don’t work. Or study. Or go out. Or have friends. Or have family. You’re enough because you exist and your existence is enough to be enough because you are not a product. You are not a sum of output. You are not a task to complete. But because you are something the universe wanted and put here even if you’ll never understand why. Somewhere in the cosmos your existence makes a difference, even if it’s not the way others existences do.

#so why does my heart feel shattered beyond belief? no matter how many psychologists and therapists it does NOT get better

expressions-of-nature

by Igor Svibilsky

#arrghhooo i want to disappear in there so much #inspiration

sergeifyodorov

I don't read as much fic as I used to but one "tell" for non Canadians writing us, besides the etransfer, is the units you use to describe us measuring something. I hate to tell you this but The Chart is real and it's completely subconscious. Please abide

demotu-writes

ETA the chart (or at least a version of it):

ETA2: we do use inches/miles in poetic ways ("he was lost in thought/miles away" or "his lips were a bare inch away").

Also, the length of a dick is in inches for SURE.

#cries #its why i can't properly mesure lb and kg omg #i was so damn lucky that a yard and a metre are almost the same so when it came to sewing i was fine #altho in crafting i still used inches for moderate things and if it goes smaller than an inch i would switch to mm #dont... get me started on crocheting and knitting finding out theres the UK chart and the US chart

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drowninnoodles

rare moment of reddit being helpful. found it there and

thought its interes- wait

#deltarune #HM MM M M M Mm

smieska

my theory about ralsei since day 1 was that he's a golden flower

smieska

i get that people are going 'GASP WILL FLOWEY SHOW UP' but you know the implications of that, right??

That maybe Asriel hasn't gone off to college?

Either way, if we do get a Flowey character, its going to definitely be tied to Ralsei or Asriel, has to be. Ralsei acted so much like a nice version of Flowey in chapter 1. Image_friend has also been acting like the 'flowey' of Deltarune so far, as in, secretly leading us along and setting up the pieces, right down to 'seeing them for a split second if you backtrack'.

smieska

it would be so thematically awesome !!!!! Ralsei in the Dark World is Pink and in the Light World, he's Golden

#deltarune #i understood that people speculated immediately that he was either the missing green crayon or the red horned headband #but i kept thinking GUYS THIS IS ONLY CHAPTER 1!!! its super tied to undertale!!! He has the face of a very super duper important character #GOLDEN FLOWER!!!

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