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again, its like i have some kind of invisibility curse on me, my whole life having to always make the extra effort of just being noticed, acknowledging my existence as a human being and that I, in fact, exist. I always seem to fall between the cracks. Friends, Doctors, Specialists, Services, anything.

Its exhausting and so frustrating knowing this isn't the normal way people go through their lives. And if I make any kind of noise that I'm unhappy, I get yelled at for it. Never ending.

#i mean right down to i literally wasn't supposed to happen #its this eternal stank on me i can't shake off #maybe its why i'm so prone to feeling anger and envy towards someone who just gets what they strive for with basic obstacles #but ultimately still succeed #i do the same and i struggle every step of the way and ultimately leads to fucking nothing #its a never ending cycle and i'm just exhausted

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I dunno man

I give up

Making art feeling like an abusive relationship at this point, I'm miserable doing it and I'm miserable not doing it

I tried to be part of a community online and in real life and it just blew up in my face and I'm left with trying to piece together charred remains

#I can only watch on in envy and jealousy at those i tried to make friends with go further and get better and more popular #while I just wither to nothing and it's my own fault #never good enough for anything

vanessagillings

Oh, to be a tiny mermaid to escape the heat

anxietyproblem

gossip-girl-of-middleearth

no no, I realise it, I’m just still driving despite the check engine light being on

#so burnt out I wish I was dead #not even 20 years rest would help everything is fucked up let me reset from the beginning

redstonedust

being too warm during the day: well, this sucks, but this temperature makes sense because the sun is up, and the sun is making me warm. i am unhappy but logically i can deal with it for now.

being too warm at night: what if i kill everybody.

#day: I'm fine I don't need air conditioning #night: I WILL SCREAM IF MY ROOM ISNT GLACIAL #30C at night hits so much more different than during the day omggggg

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aesungaia

Everyone's Friend

#yea ... :(#like prev said glad I'm not alone in thinking like this #but we're still isolated #wish there was this magical cafe where we could all meet

I hate that i have this full disconnect from myself

I keep thinking I haven't been drawing at all, when its been doing whatever meager freelance gigs I can get

Like I'm not registering at all that I have been working

#I hate freelance with a passion #I hate that I can't seem to learn or improve on my own #I need to be in a physical place with someone one and one to show me what to do because I'm a fucking moron #never good enough

escuerzoresucitado

#please

asunnydisposish

There's a light inside your soul

That's still shining in the cold

With the truth

The promise in our hearts~ 🎶

#deltarune #cute cute cute

skeletonclaw

#its what it feels like it sucks because you can't get a job in anything because you're just not good enough #and noone will give you the time of day to get any better #the inventor in me wants to learn everything wants to learn how things are done #but pursuing knowledge at your own pace while keeping a roof over your head is sadly a privileged position #anyway let me jump in that ocean i'm out

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motherfucker-somewhat-limited

tiktoks with vine energy pt. 22

I really feel kicked out of the animation industry...it's really shattering my heart.

Wanting it more than anything since i was 14 living in the middle of nowhere. Trying my absolute hardest.

Sorry I wasn't good enough.

This sucks so bad I have no one to talk to about it, knowing no one can give me an answer, I'm just trapped in my own head, having to make a decision

This is awful

I'm utterly miserable and I feel so scared

hoofpeet

Good morning to bitches who cant remember half their life

#it feels like a lifetime ago #who was she? she had so much hope and naive optimism #I'm the end result and it's garbage restart girl

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rosettyller

Behind the scenes of PROJECT HAIL MARY (2026)

#phm #puppet appreciation #be still my little shop of horrors heart

wanessameloart

“The Last Guardian” is like playing through an ancient poem. ☆

Trico, the majestic beast, is captivating. Despite playing as such a small character, I was always concerned and tried to care for him in some way. The experience was overwhelming and thrilling at the same time. It brought me to tears… at times, I pressed the buttons on my controller in desperation, because that was all I could do.

As an instant fan, I searched for themed items to buy but couldn’t find much, so I decided to express my love through drawing instead…

So here is it 🥰 My new favorite thing in life. ♡

#the last guardian #tlg #big boi

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