*Speculation hats on!* Do you think Hudson and Katelyn’s relationship/friendship changed between the Italy video and now? Like they actually seemed to like each other and get along in some capacity during that video (granted it was only like 10 seconds long), but now he seems much more distant, especially when he’s not aware he’s being photographed/filmed… something to chew on
I honestly think Hudson wants to be with Connor. I'm not saying he doesn't love K, but he is so obviously in love with Connor. To me, it feels like there are circumstances keeping that from becoming a reality, even if we don't know exactly what those circumstances are.
When Hudson talks about K, he often frames it around gratitude and support - how much she has done for him and how thankful he is. When he talks about Connor, the language tends to be much more about his feelings towards him. He speaks about the depth of their connection, how deeply he cares about him, and even about falling in love with him.
And to answer your question, I sometimes wonder if the distance he's had to create between himself and Connor has led to some bitterness toward his situation in general, and maybe even toward K at times.
Just my thoughts for now.