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Why would you be sad over Hudcon? They are together and in love
There are two possible scenarios for me, and no matter how you interpret it, both scenarios are sad.
Either they're really in a relationship but are forced to hide it, stay apart during major events, and pretend Hudson is with someone else. - which is sad
Or they're in love with each other, but for whatever reason, they can't be together yet. - which is sad
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He looks straight into the camera when he says "I share this award with you" and then the tears come
Its so melancholic
Neon anon is 💯 right.
On the 9th of January *CONNOR* started the night at a different party - the Variety Actors on Actors party.
HE left, went to Neon, posed with the rest of the cast then left with Hudson.
THANK YOU!!! So perhaps it’s really Connor who picked up Hudson from the party 👀.
I wonder how much of the Connor thank you was rehearsed. Just struck me that he said big sexy ‘Russian’ and he usually just refers to the characters as themselves, he doesn’t really say ‘Shane or Ilya’, but saying Russian felt intentional maybe. Like he wanted to say ‘man’ but tried to tone it down?
I'm thinking, that part was rehearsed. Their entire relationship has been handled with military-level precision and secrecy, so of course they had to be careful about what he could to say. But none of that changes the fact that it was only when he got to that part that he started crying
i’ve been mulling a few things over in my head. i was thinking that maybe hudson had developed a codependency with connor when i saw him initially at the CSAs as he seemed much less lively and outwardly happy. but then when i saw him hugging and smiling with all his co-stars, especially sophie, i was thinking maybe that’s not it. and he also seemed to be fine and enjoy joking around on the madwoman set and connor wasn’t there either. i think it may just be the weight of having to uphold this certain image as a guy who is happily in a relationship with a woman. so when he’s in that kind of environment or situation, he doesn’t feel like he can really be himself? until he’s around the people who know some of the truth at least through getting to know him and connor and witnessing them and he feels peace with that. i don’t really know. it’s definitely interesting but i’ve been rambling too much now!
I've been thinking something similar, actually
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Different anon here, but genuine question. Hudson getting emotional towards the end of speech, couldn’t it be just because after thanking to many people, it got too much and he just got emotional? That it wasn’t specifically about Connor? Some people starts crying toward the end.
Sure. But that's not how I see it, because you can't isolate the speech from everything else they've said about each other and the way they've consistently acted toward one another.
No matter where you land on their relationship, I think you have to acknowledge that this was his first award which he couldn't celebrate with the man who was with him through it all. So standing there alone, accepting it without Connor beside him, and then having to talk about him in front of everyone must have been difficult.
And one thing that stood out to me is that he saved Connor for the end. Most people save their partner for last. Whether that means anything or not is up for debate, but it definitely caught my attention.
He says "these gay eyes." ... Not Shane's eyes. Not the character's eyes. These gay eyes. He's talking about himself.
I noticed
I'm not trying to start drama, but the "if I could cut the award in half" line is actually a pretty common cliché that people have used many times before. I also think Hudson knew he'd be absolutely crucified if he didn't mention Connor, so I don't really see it as a love letter.
Of course there's a certain obligation to mention Connor. And honestly, it's not the words themselves that stand out to me, because he was clearly choosing them carefully and using humor to deflect.
It's the fact that that's the moment he breaks. The moment he says Connor's name out loud, he suddenly looks like someone who's genuinely hurting.
And please don’t tell me this is fake:
Someone pointed out that this is the exact same Dolce&Gabbana shirt
*Speculation hats on!* Do you think Hudson and Katelyn’s relationship/friendship changed between the Italy video and now? Like they actually seemed to like each other and get along in some capacity during that video (granted it was only like 10 seconds long), but now he seems much more distant, especially when he’s not aware he’s being photographed/filmed… something to chew on
I honestly think Hudson wants to be with Connor. I'm not saying he doesn't love K, but he is so obviously in love with Connor. To me, it feels like there are circumstances keeping that from becoming a reality, even if we don't know exactly what those circumstances are.
When Hudson talks about K, he often frames it around gratitude and support - how much she has done for him and how thankful he is. When he talks about Connor, the language tends to be much more about his feelings towards him. He speaks about the depth of their connection, how deeply he cares about him, and even about falling in love with him.
And to answer your question, I sometimes wonder if the distance he's had to create between himself and Connor has led to some bitterness toward his situation in general, and maybe even toward K at times.
Just my thoughts for now.
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This is insane to me
I remember reading a post you made where you explained why you're convinced he's queer. You pointed out that he uses language that could come across as dismissive or even offensive if he weren't part of that community himself, that he's speaking from within that space, not about it from the outside.
In his speech yesterday, he also said, "these gay bottom yearning eyes." To me, that's another example. If he weren't queer, that kind of phrasing could be pretty controversial because it would start to feel like he's making a joke out of it or caricaturing it. I don't think that's what's happening here at all.
So for me, moments like that only reinforce the idea that he's queer. Otherwise, I don't think he would be comfortable speaking that way or using that kind of language publicly.
Exactly, thank you
Why do I have a feeling that Hudson’s going to come out as bisexual during pride month…It’s literally all I’ve been thinking about for some reason. I don’t even know the guy’s sexuality so I don’t know why this thought keeps nagging meðŸ˜
I really don't think he ever needs to come out. He seems very open about it already, but maybe he will be more direct about it so people can shut up about him queerbaiting or about how straight he is
Thinking about Hudson calling Brendan and Jacob his "papas". How they both have seen and know Hudson on a totally different level than other people in his life. Jacob giving the boys the advice to guard their relationship and their private selves from the audience because he knows what this industry is like. The way that drawn out "thank youuuuu" was SO loaded.
Yes exactly, Jacob knows. He's spoken about his journey as a queer man in the industry, so I'm sure he's helping guide them through it.
I get a feeling that Jacob is a Hudcon supporter
LMAOO babe, this is Jacobs HOUSE, HE LIVES HERE
Still I feel like he had a lot to do with them hiding whatever they have going on yn
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notice how connor won't even post hudson's win😠like rest he does NAWT want this man
Yea he hates him for sure
For sure Anon
I wonder if, at these events, when Connor can't be there, Hudson just simply cannot stop talking about him? Like, I wonder if he was hanging out with the HR cast and crew and just babbling about him constantly. The guy who can't stop talking about his wife at work functions type stuff. I wonder if they all looked at him fondly like "Yeah, Huddy, we miss him too"
For sure, he talks about him infront of the camera all the time ,and that's him holding back. So I can't even imagine how tired everyone around him must be.
