miss minerva owns me

So my mother is paraplegic and cannot work and is living with my sister who recently was hospitalized for mental health and they have run into a big issue lately and I can’t help them on my own

She can’t get any financial help and isn’t in a good place. She’s been in debt her whole life for medical things (she has been in and out of the hospital my whole life I took care of her till I was 17 but I am not financially stable enough to help her myself)

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also the hall bathroom and kristal bathroom are back to back, the ac unit in the attack pipe broke and water destroyed the walls in the bathrooms the vanities the ceilings and the walls. also there is black mold in the wall of the kitchen because the room on the back of the house is falling off and water got in between the walls to the kitchen and the living room.

so needless to say.

we have 4 kids 2 adults no where to bathe or potty. industrial fans dispersed throughout the day house.

20 loads of laundry backed up. and I have no bedroom to sleep in and can not get to my medical supplies, clothes or anyth8ng.

krista and I have been busting our backs to try and organize and make this shot hole feel more livable so we can have some peace here. and relax

It seems that this NJ is a sick house that the kids got trapped into and it may explain why krista has suffered daily with head aches to the point she’s thought if suicide.

it also I’d more than likely the cause of why I have been so sick since we moved here. and I think have 10s of thousands of medical payments I do not have the money to pay.

that’s not t ok mention my van transmission. and all the electrical in it has gone bad. even the pulley to bnb open and close the door a d the ramp has broken

I have tried.my best to try and stay positive and help everyone else to keep going and not to five up.

but today I am lower than I have been I. a king time. and I cant even clean tu get me through it all.

a little emoji spell to help you get some peace & serenity into your life

Paring: Felix x Mc

Warnings: Mention of death, angst, war, alcohol. (Think that’s it, I don’t really know.)

Requested: No, but inspired by an anon.

Other details: Yay! Another story, taking time to think about Midnight. So this a collab with @orderofhvgwarts from their story, After All, found here! This story is going to be very similar to theirs, but mine is going to be from Felix’s point of view. Also, I just named his father with a random name generator, and I think he’ll be nicer than Mrs. Rosier. And I just realized the father is supposed to be dead. (just imagine he didn’t) (I haven’t watched the last HP movie, so… I don’t actually know how Tonks dies) (Some dialogue is from the original writer, which I have given permission to use their ideas if you want me to change the dialogue @orderofhvgwarts I will.) Hope you all enjoy!

I fear you’re right.

FR

I don’t have the wits to write anything else. I spill some firewhisky, not caring if it gets on the letter. I really wish I didn’t have to… tell her like this, but I need to protect her if it’s the last thing I do. As I send my letter, I hear yelling outside. “Always mourning the woman you wanted, huh? Patrick James ROSIER!!! You married me for one reason, to serve the Dark Lord, and you shall! Now stop mourning and tell your son to get ready. We have a job to do!” says Mother. After she leaves, I go to my Father, knowing what I’m about to say will only matter to him.

“Father? Are you alright?”. “You didn’t have to hear that, son.” “I know Father, but I need to tell you about something. It’s about… the war.” He looks up in interest, nodding for me to proceed. “I’m… in love Father like you were with Sarah. She’s going to the war, on the other side. And I know  Sarah was killed in a war, but please father, I beg you, don’t kill my love. She’s the only thing from keeping me from going insane.” He looks into my eyes, with a cold hard stone look, and says “Felix Rosier, my only son. I won’t kill her, I don’t want you to live that. But if the Dark Lord is present, you know…” “I know Father, thank you”

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“Protego,” I whisper as I enter Hogwarts with the other Death Eaters. I flee away from them as fast as I can, I only objection to find Mc and help the other side. “Stupefy, Depulso, DURO!!!” I hear charm after charm, being shot at many of the other Death Eaters as if they were focusing on one target. “Avada KEDAVRA!!!” I hear a female Death Eater yell. I suck in a breath when I finally hear it go away, I turn to where heard the yelling and see… “TONKS!” I rush to her side, tears already running as I see my cousin motionless on the floor. “Oh, Nymphadora, what did I do to deserve this?” That only made me start looking for Mc harder.

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During the armistice, I take my mask off and go back to see Tonks. But before I get there I see Mc sitting in a deserted corridor. I stare at her, thinking the only thing that she was missing was… “Love?” She gets up instantly, grasping her wand, and kicking me straight in the stomach. “Tell me right now why I shouldn’t hex you until the only thing you’re left to do is cry for your mother?” she growls in my face, putting her wand under my chin. We look at each other for a moment, feeling breathless and devastated. “If you’re gonna kill me, just do it, Felix. I don’t want to talk to you, I don’t want to be near you. You’ve crushed me. So, just go home to your master Voldemort and tell him all about how much fun you and your little Death Eater friends have killing off innocent kids.” Mc says as her eyes sparkle with tears.

“Mc–” I try to say as she cuts me off. “No, Felix! This isn’t some game. This is real life. I’ve chosen one side, you’ve chosen the other. You made it pretty clear that you weren’t going to keep trying when you sent me that letter. A four-word letter! Can you believe? You’re pathetic, Felix Rosier. No, you’re a coward. Actually? You’re a pathetic coward, who gave up because things got too hard for him. Why were you sneaking throughout the castle earlier? Was it because you were too scared to even fight?”

“Mc!” I yell, my face full of anger. “I tried! I tried everything! I don’t want to serve Voldemort. This was chosen before I was born, you can’t escape that Mc! And I wasn’t sneaking around because I was scared to fight. I was looking for you actually because Merlin helps the person who would have killed you if I found you dead just like every other person in this place.” She slaps me, hard, and continues talking. “A-at least I cared about you enough to even try Felix, because I love you, loved you, so don’t even start. Just go Felix, before someone finds you and kills you because they won’t hesitate to kill you. And you know I would have to let them.”

Mc starts to walk away, but before she can go any farther, I grab her wrist and slam my lips on hers. She brings her hands up to my cheeks, as she starts to sob once more. I pull out, wiping a tear off her cheek, and run away. I sit on the floor of a random hallway. I can’t fight off Voldemort, I can’t fight off the world, but I finally found the only mistake from our relationship.

War has been our only struggle, after all.

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