instant gratification

mentally i am living in a cabin in the middle of nowhere in the woods and it's foggy and i am wearing a big sweater and baking banana bread

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

If you are feeling good about yourself or situation and then your mood suddenly shifts leaving you feeling insecure, unsure, etc. try to remind yourself that nothing has truly changed but your perception. Your cute outfit did not suddenly become horrid. Your delicious meal did not tranform into a terrible one. Your peers perception of you has not radically transformed over a social misstep. Everything we experience is put through it through our mental filter, and that can convince us that everyone else sees us with the judgement we have for ourselves. Be kind to yourself.

Heard that, brain? Better behave!

sometimes i mourn the person i could've been if i hadnt gone through all this trauma and didnt end up with a personality disorder

I don’t feel real

🚨⚠️BREAKING NEWS!!!! ⚠️📢 MENTALLY ILL teenager who has struggled with ANXIETY and DEPRESSION in the past... is struggling with ANXIETY and DEPRESSION ,, AGAIN ?!?! Parent is SHOCKED at this REVELATION and in DENIAL

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

i feel like conversations end the minute i speak

the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

It's the only reason me and the word beautiful would be in the same sentence

do you ever get the irresistible urge to bash your head against a brick wall

i wish i had a humiliation kink so i could actually enjoy my life

I'm so tired of feeling like this.

In another universe I don't feel like a failure