I'm really into art and auditory media. My vission likes to give out on me, so please forgive the typos you come across from my blogs. Speaking of blogs, I currently have 2 others.
My art blog: @skunkox-art
Really just consists of wips that I struggle to finish and work doodles Between the vision and my low patience with myself, it's not often there are finished pieces. And even those are a lil suspect. Veiw at your own discretion.
My Fanfic Blog : @skunkox-fics
There's just the one fic started there. Still need to finish that before I run to start the Milo X Darlin one. Insteration and determination hits once every blue moon, and I'll power out something before I ghost the blog again.
One too many fandoms to try and name but really into asmr rp, DC, and X-Men.
Imma be real when I say i don't know how to talk to people. Never been good at it and still hella awkward. Don't completely get how Tumblr works, either. If I come off kinda strong or rude, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, TELL ME TO CUT THAT SHIT OUT. I promise I won't take any offense.
I'll be updating this as I go, but I hope this is enough for now.
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Got a call this not 24hrs ago strait out of my sleep to be told that everyone at my store got laid off and it was being shut down. No warning or prep time. Just that it wasn't my fault, but that for the first time in nearly 4 years, I was without an income.
Training dumbass after dumbass
Working doubles or without days off because there was always some asshole pulling a no call no show.
Sexual harassment because old men are fucking gross???
Cleaning human piss, shit, vomit, and other bodily fluids.
Actually being assaulted for standing my ground. OFF THE FUCKING CLOCK AND WAITING TO GET PICKED UP BEHIND THE COUNTER.
The migraines.
The worsened eczema flair up that never went away the entire time of my employment.
Its not until they need a message relayed to the rest of the staff do I get a "and sorry about the store".
I'm not okay. I should be better off. But its just before the first and I haven't gotten my tax return yet. That store was all I knew. My boyfriend is a graduate and working his way up. My best friend is moving where I cant follow. But I'm back at square one and struggled to find that job to begin with.
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Beach Bum Asher feels like the only way to go about it.
Struggling to find the time to stay comfortable with digital. Finding time for it in general. If I said I would draw your character more than likely it'll be done in a sketchbook cause ya girl struggling.
genuine question, is fooliverse!sam a freelancer? and would he still be born in 1979? so he would just be old as fuck??? and also a freelancer??? i have so many questions
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in which . . . darlinâ gets confronted by the shaw pack boys in their hopes of finding out more on their âbudding interestâ with a certain southern vampire.
or . . . david, asher and milo, in older brother-like fashion, poke fun at tank for how flustered they get whenever sam is brought up.
cw . . . gn reader, they/them used, second person pov, some bland sex jokes, boys teasing darlinâ/tank while they reject the idea, injury mention, obv set before the solstice w sam, a bit after david confronts tank and they have a pack meeting about it, they are also still a bit nervous about being back, mentions of high school shaw pack
âplease get home safe. itâs a bit far to yours.â you say as you stand on the pavement.
âi always do, darlinâ.â sam chuckles as he unlocks his car. you notice the way his eyes linger in you for a moment. âcall me when mr shaw finds something out about quinn, okay? iâll do the same.â
you nod your head and wrap your arms around yourself to keep warm. it was only 10pm and sam was just now leaving your apartment after you gave him the rundown of the pack meeting that happened yesterday. he wouldâve stayed longer if it werenât for a couple of newborns causing trouble back with the clan. you had told him the meeting was about further information on what they could do about quinn, and while you still felt uneasy about discussing it with your pack, you promised david.
youâre brought back to the present when you feel sam gently pat your shoulder. âcan i give yaâ a hug?â
youâve noticed him some sort of mother hen, always looking after people. he also always seems to know when you need the attention you didnât know could be offered. you let out a short hum of confirmation.
he squeezes your gently around your shoulders as you loosely hold onto his torso. you feel relaxed, even though it was only for a second. you swear he can hear your heart thumping against your chest harder than any punch you could throw.
âiâll come by on thursday to check up on you, alright? you have a good night, darlinâ.â he says with a sweet smile. you almost falter.
âyou too, sam.â
you watch as his car drives off into the direction of his house, to which you let out a sigh of relief. turning back to your apartment building, you stop when you notice a figure standing behind the tree nearby. you pause, trying to find some sort of reasoning for them to be hiding out this late. maybe a teenager trying to sneak back in? no, that wouldnât make any sense, the windows canât open wide enough to do that. they donât smell familiar. you grow wary.
as you walk closer, the figure shivers and stills. it makes you only a bit more annoyed. who was this?
in a swift motion, you have them face first pressed against the concrete with your knee weighing down on their middle back. you keep an arm in your grip as you pull the hood off their head. âwhy the hell are you spyâ?â
âow, ow, ow, ow, surrender, surrender, i surrender!â you recognised that whiney voice and ruffled hair from anywhere.
you get up and pull the man up to his feet as well. âasher, what the fuck are you doing stalking my apartment building?â you grunt.
âi didnât mean to!â the pack beta complains, rubbing his arm as he picks up the bag from the ground, âiâi tried calling you but you werenât picking up! i found this game we gottaâ start playing, it looks totally sick!â
your brow twitches as you sigh, rubbing your forehead, âmy phoneâs charging in my room. and itâs late at night, what are you still doing up? and⌠why do you smell different?â
as you guide him into the building, asher trails behind with a wide smile. âwell i couldnât sleep, and i remember at the pack meeting yesterday you said you were fine, but then david told me after that you said you had a hard time falling asleep on days you donât work, so i thought i could come over and we could play some.â he explains to you as you enter the elevator. âand this is my mateâs jacket. youâre probably picking up their scent.â
you nod your head as you rub your neck.
âoh, you gottaâ meet them at some point soon, theyâve been dying to get to know you! my mate has this whole dinner planned so you can meet all the other mates too!â he cheerfully informs you. if he was in his wolf form, heâd definitely be wagging his tail. âweâre all excited to have you back.â
you glance at him. asher is already looking back at you. the numbers on the elevator wall suddenly look so appealing. âthanks, ash.â
the doors open and you lead him into your apartment. heâs already here so you might as well play that game. as he sets it up on your console, you grab him a drink. itâs awkward for you as you sit and wait.
âby the way, who was that guy?â he suddenly asks as he hands you a controller.
you freeze. âwhat guy?â
asher laughs a little, âyâknow, the guy you were just with outside. with the cowboy accent.â he blinks at you before he raises a brow. âwait, was he some booty call? damn, itâs not even midnight, you guys work fastââ
âhe is not someâugh, no, asher, thatâs⌠thatâs sam.â you admit to him.
he stares at you as you stare at the menu screen. ââsamâ? as in, the vampire whoâs helping you?â
âyeah, i just wanted to talk to him about what was going on.â you say shortly.
asher nods his head as he goes through the instructions with you in quiet. the music from the game sound off at a low volume due to the time, but itâs a type of quiet that puts you at ease.
âso are you two fuckinâ or what?â
you slap his arm with furrowed brows. âget out of my apartment, asher.â
he begins to laugh a little, âwhat? câmon, you gotta tell me! i didnât know you had a thing for cowboysââ
âweâre notâgod, asherâŚâ you feel so embarrassed thinking about how he witnessed you and sam say âgoodbyeâ. though it wasnât even that bad, the implications he was making were wildly out of reach. âi donât think of him like that.â
âoh really? âcause david saidââ
âdavidâs a liar!â
âoh yeah?â
âyeah.â
âiâm telling him you said that.â
you begin the game.
âdonât tell david i said that.â
he ended up leaving your apartment at 12am with a teasing grin and hopes to continue your game together.
a few days later, you had promised david that you would go on an afternoon jog with him since it was his day off and his mate was at work. he wanted a little tour around your block for a change, but you knew it was just so he could make sure the area was safe for you.
the park was deemed a good place to rest for a second and catch your breath. trailing behind david was definitely a workout. you hadnât trained with him in years, subsequently forgetting that he lived and breathed the gym. while you werenât any stranger to the idea, you more-so worked out at home in the spare room you turned into a home gym. it was nothing compared to davidâs routine, though.
you had noticed that his scent had changed, just slightly. a new washing detergent, or something. when you commented on it, he claimed that his mate insists on doing their washing and changed the detergent they used. you say that it smells nice anyway.
âasher said you called me a liar last night.â
âthatâs littleâŚâ you scowl as you tie your shoelaces, âhe was just saying shit. and he dropped in on me at 10pm.â
âwhat were you guys talking about?â he asks as he opens his water bottle.
youâre hesitant to tell him and he notices. david already has an inkling on what you and sam were, but in truth there was no label to put on it. it didnât matter what you felt, only what was true.
âjust about the pack meeting,â you say at first but you notice davidâs raised brow that makes your resolve crumble, âand samâŚâ
âso thatâs it, then? what does that have to do with me being a liar?â he questions.
âyou told him that sam was the one who told you about quinn and me being back,â you huff as you wipe the sweat off your forehead, âand now he thinks weâreâughâŚâ
âsleeping together?â he finishes.
âyeah.â you huff.
âwell, are you not?â he huffs back.
âno!â you scowl, standing back up with your arms crossed, âletâs just go now.â
âit doesnât matter if you are,â david reiterates as he begins to jog behind you, âwe couldnât care less what you two do, just as long as it doesnât endanger you or the pack.â
âwe are not sleeping together,â you groan as you look back at the pack alpha, âsam just comes over and checks up on me or to tell me shit about quinn.â
âhm, is that so?â you see him begins to jog in line with you. his tone makes you squint your eyes at him. âhe told me that he had to come over and save your ass once. bleeding out on the couch and everything.â
âonly because i let him save me,â you state, âi couldâve healed myself.â
âwe both know youâre about as good as asher when it comes to healing magic.â david claims. he dodges your heated glare. âyou know i donât think samâs trouble.â
âi know, davidâŚâ you mumble under your breath.
he continues your jog without another word on it. youâre thankful; david at least had half the mind to notice when you were done with the conversation.
unfortunately, asher didnât, which is why david holds you back from hitting him in the head when you two see not only the beta, but milo waiting outside your apartment building as well.
âa cowboy? really, tank?â milo grumbles with crossed arms.
âwhatâre you talking about, jersey boy?â you scoff back as you reluctantly let the three pack members into the apartment building, âwhat are you two doing here? again, asher?â
âhey, milo wants to see the southern vamp!â asher chuckles as the elevator door opens. before he can continue, david nudges his rib to shut him up, allowing your unempowered neighbours leave the elevator and make way for you four. in the safety of the elevator, he continues. âwhen is sam coming over again?â
âiâm not telling you! youâll just drag these two back here to catch us!â you claim, already feeling a buzz of embarrassment in the air.
âdoinâ what, huh?â milo nudges you gently with a sly smirk, âwhat do you two get up to?â
ânothing!â you claim.
âthey hugged last night!â asher shakes your shoulders vigorously, to which david pries the betaâs hands off you. âcan you believe it?â
âno fuckinâ way, he hugged you and got to keep his limbs?â milo laughs out as the doors open. they follow you to your apartment. you silently wondered what your neighbours thought about you letting four different men into your apartment at such different times. âgoddamn, heâs got guts.â
the three of them had only seen your apartment a handful of times, but the older and youngest seemed to act like they had been there the whole time. your pantry is raided of your snacks and and your fridge rid of your drinks. david warned them to slow down.
âiâve never seen anyone else get that close to you,â milo points out as he sips from a can, âyou into him?â
âyou guys are crazy,â you scoff as you shake your head and move passed milo to the fridge, âiâve known him for like⌠three months.â
âdavid fell in love with his mate when he first met them.â asher juts a thumb out to their alpha, to which he grumbles under his breath. âitâs not bad if youâre into him.â
âiâm not.â you sigh as drink from your bottle of water.
âso how come you got that wretched piece of clothing sittinâ on your couch?â milo questions as he makes his way to the said place. he picks up the flannel by the collar with a judging look. âdoesnât smell like yaâ. vamps have that certain kindaâ scent, donât they?â
âtank, thereâs nothing wrong with being⌠involved with sam,â david says again with crossed arms over his chest, âjust be safe.â
âyouâre taking this out of proportion,â you let our a dry laugh as you grab the flannel from miloâs hands and toss it onto the solo seat in the corner, âour relationship is purely transactional.â
âand by âtransactionalâ, you meanââ
âash, ew.â
âjust admit to us that you like the cowboy vampire and weâll be outtaâ your hair.â asher giggles out with some schoolboy listening to gossip in the locker rooms. âi didnât get a good look at him, though, is he sexy?â
âash!â you grumble out in protest.
âremember the guy they had a crush on in high school?â david inputs from his seat at your counter, âthe one from the band?â
âoh yeah!â milo joins in, âthe drummer, right? he was pretty cute then, i remember tank gettinâ all flustered whenever he would invite them to watch their practice.â
âdonât even start.â you warn.
âand they accidentally shifted when he came up to us on our way to school!â asherâs voice makes you rush over to him and slam your fist against his back. âow! andâand we had to tell him that they were the new school mascot!â
their laughter voids into the room, which makes you grow more aggravated. with a middle finger, you exit the area.
âiâm gonnaâ take a shower and by the time iâm done, your mess is cleaned up and you are all out of here,â you huff as you turn away to your room, âthanks, david.â
âyouâre welcome,â he replies, âletâs go, guys.â
you hear their whines to not leave until you shut your door and grab a towel. the shower you took definitely calmed your down a little more and refreshed you after your jog with david.
one of the reasons sam had visited you so often was also due to your injuries facing other vampires. your last wound, a deep scratch on the right side of your torso, was still yet to heal properly. you didnât want to tell this to the others, though, that you werenât fully healed. they would pry further and you werenât fully ready to speak to them.
your shower finishes and you change into new clothes when you walk into your bedroom again, your phone ringing on your bedside table. walking over, you notice the three-lettered name.
âhello?â
âhey, sorry for the abrupt call,â samâs voice comes through your device, making you stand up a little straighter, âi tried textinâ, but i wasnât gettinâ any answers. iâm outside your apartment, darlinâ.â
âyouâre what?â you jump into action, rushing out your bedroom into the kitchen and living room area. luckily, youâre met with silence and no sign of the boys. the sun had just gone down; did he come over as soon as he could?
âyeah, iâm outside. you didnât hear me knock?â sam asks.
âi was in the shower, iâll let you in.â you hang up immediately and, using your towel, try to shake out the rest of the water from your head. you prayed to whoever that the boys had left as soon as you got into the shower, and they didnât bump into sam. taking a deep breath, you open the door with your towel around your neck. âhi.â
âhey, darlinâ,â sam chimes with the same smile as always; youâd think he was trained for this, âsorry âbout all this.â
âoh, no itâs fine,â you wave it off and let him inside, âwhat were you here for?â
âto drop these off for yaâ,â he says and he places a couple of medicine pills and supplies on the counter, âfor the one on your side. hopefully itâll help it heal better.â
you look at each of the items. âoh, um, thank you.â you sheepishly say.
âdo you mind if i⌠take a quick look?â he worriedly mutters out.
no matter how many times he asks, you always get a bit heated up. you clear your throat and sit on the counter seats, gently lifting up the side of your loose shirt.
you hear sam inhale sharply at the sight. he warns you about his touch, to which you allow. âitâs still bad, but⌠itâs definitely gettinâ better.â
âyou think so?â you mutter out.
âyep,â he says, tugging your shirt back down to cover it up, âstill as strong as ever, ainât yaâ?â
you let out a small chuckle before sam begins to go through what each item does for your health. while only half listening, you can only stare at him and the crease of his brows as he explains everything. sure enough, he was in a flannel and some jeans. you begin to think about asherâs question from earlier. did you find him attractive?
âyou listeninâ, darlinâ?â he speaks up, snapping you out of your trance.
âhuh? oh yeah, i was,â you falsely state, âthank you.â
âmhm.â he huns with a knowing smile. it falters for a moment before he looks to the wall by the tv. âyou hear that?â
âhear what?â you stand again and tilt your head. âi didnât hear anything. itâs probably my neighbourâs cat rummaging around. i hear it sometimes at night.â
âhuh. okay.â sam shrugs it off as what you said. his sense of hearing was impressive, as youâve noted since that time he heard you let out a sharp gasp after trying to replace some bloodies bandages on your own while he was in the kitchen. âwhat did you get up to today?â
âwent on a jog with david,â you say, to which sam immediately stands up straight, âgot some paperwork to get through, like contracting and some stuff. thatâs about it. you?â
âone of the newborns is still hesitant on feeding, as youâd expect. vincent and i are trynaâ ease âem through it, but it takes a toll, yâknow?â he claims as he rubs his neck, âthe thought if you came to mind when i passed the infirmary. just imagined that youâd need some more help with that one.â
you find his words to be like honey. sweetens your bitter taste, but in a different way to everyone else.
âthatâs kind of you. oh that reminds me, you left your shirt here,â you claim as you walk to the couch to retrieve it, but you find nothing, âhuh⌠i mustâve misplaced it.â
âitâs fine, iâll get it another day.â he waves his hand dismissively.
âdid you want a drink or something?â you offer with a small smile, âgottaâ warn you, though, no tennessee whiskey.â
âhardy har, thatâs a good song and you know it,â he rolls his eyes at your joke and he shakes his head, âiâd love to stay, but vincent needs some help with surveillance at wonderworld. weâre hoping to not catch another shifter trynaâ get into trouble.â
âoh, so now youâre funny?â you laugh along with him as you escort him to the door, âsee you on thursday, then.â
âyes, til then.â he hums out sweetly to you. as he stands in the door way, he reaches out to grab the towel and wipe some water droplets off your cheek. ârest easy, darlinâ. wannaâ see your face on thursday.â
his smile is the last thing you see as he walks off into the elevator, waving at you, and you close the door. leaning your head against the wood, you groan quietly to yourself.
and after a few seconds, you sigh, âshitâŚâ
then, out bursts asher and milo from the coats closet beside you.
âI KNEW IT!â asher screams so loud that you nearly sock him in the face before realising it was him, âYOU HAVE A THING FOR ERRON BLACK!â
âdonât call him that, ash, heâs not a game character,â david groans from around the corner, the hallway to your room, âcanât believe you can stand to not talk for that long.â
âi canât believe they were so obviously swooninâ over the southerner but wonât admit it,â milo chimes in with his hands on his hips, âso thatâs the vamp thatâs got yaâ in a headlock, huh? could probably smell the desperation on yaâ.â
he waves the flannel in your face, to which you snatch out of his hands and put on the couch again. âi thought i told you guys to get out.â
âmiloâs right, who knew the guy had charms like that? got olâ tank leaning against the door like âoh my goodness, heâs so handsome and sexy and his accent, ah!â.â asher over exaggerates your vocal tone. you have to hold yourself back from shifting and tearing his head off. âso dramatic.â
âyouâre dramatic.â you scowl in embarrassment.
âalright, thatâs enough,â david waves his hands between the both of you, âletâs leave tank alone. they have their own feelings to sort out.â
âthereâs nothinâ to âsort outâ, they definitely like him!â milo claims as heâs getting ushered out the door with asher not too far behind, complaining the same, âthis ainât over, tank! i wannaâ know this guyâs wardrobe!â
âtell us all the hot details, ha!â asherâs last words makes you cover your face in your hands. so annoying!
âhey,â davidâs calm demeanour pulls through, âtake your time with it. you know youâre allowed to do these kindaâ things.â
he gives you a short ruffle on the head before he leaves and shuts the door behind him.
youâre left with your own thoughts again. and the overwhelming feeling of asher finally being right about something first.
you were most definitely into that cowboy vampire.
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