#sam collins

( Sam Singing to Darlins Tombstone ) ( Grief )

(Sam died ) ( Flashbacks ) ( Have you ever seen the rain creedence Clearwater revival cover ) ( Sam died protecting Tank from Quinn)

(Angst)

Look up the last of us cover of this song by vannesa YT that’s the cover Tank sings in this fic and how I envision they sound when singing

The porch of the house laid empty no sound of boots no laughs simply pure silence the sky clear with a forecast of light showers .

Tank stared at the Tombstone the words etched Sam Collins with dust beginning to build up they started to wipe Sam’s grave cleaning it

Tank : “ you have always taken care of and looked out for me and I said I would do the same for you “ Tank said softly with they’re voice beginning to tremble it’s been a year yet the grief still stings

( Flashback )

Sam died protecting Tank from a bennet vampire and the memory traumatic etched into Tanks mind the same man who loved them laid on the ground covering his chest that was pooling red with blood with one hand and with the other he reached out for Tank who was waking up from being knocked out .

minutes passed before Sam mouthed the words I love you to them before their eyes closed and they let out a long sigh The body laid limp

Tank shook of their weak body and crawled to Sam’s body even looking at the dead bennet vampire Sam killed simply doing what they knew best protecting their Tank protecting their darlin

Tank : “ Wake up Please Sam” Tank begged and pleaded with tears in they’re eyes

Tank held the limp body begging pleading for any God any divine presence to give their mate third chance at life that it wasn’t Sam’s time yet to which silence was the response .

Tank looked around the old abandoned Church pleading at the statue of Jesus that Sam could just wake up Tank stared with grief as the statue of Jesus simply stood the Tear on the statue the detail almost made it seem like the Divine figure felt sorrow for Tanks loss too

Tank looked at the tombstone and back to the guitar they brought it was very old and had lots of scratches sure Sam didn’t play since he was human back then but kept it in hopes of playing for tank one day and now tank will be playing for them how the turntables like a slap in the face from the universe .

Tank : “ Someone told me long ago there is a calm before the storm , I know it’s been coming for some time “

Tank : “ when it’s over so they say it’ll rain a sunny day I know shining down like water and I wanna know have you ever seen the rain ? I wanna know have you ever seen the rain ? Coming down on a sunny day “

( Flashback )

one of the first times Tank was kissed by Sam came during a light shower near sunset his lips soft everything felt peaceful tank remembers it clearly they wore Sam’s flannel that day .

Tank : “ yesterday and days before sun is cold and rain is hard I know been that way for all that time till forever on they close fill the Circle fast and slow I know it can’t stop I wonder “

Tank : “ I wanna know have you ever seen the rain ? And I wanna know have you ever seen the rain ? Coming down on a sunny day coming down on a sunny day “ Tank played the last notes on the guitar the metal ringed

Tank kissed Sam’s tombstone staring at the picture of the vampire tears welling up before it eventually came down

Tank : “ I’m not much of a singer you know that “ they said to Sam wiping away tears the closest thing tank got to hearing Sam sing was him humming the song future days from Pearl Jam and then the song 500 miles from Peter , Paul and Mary

Tank wept for a while the sky while still keeping its sunset orange glow was now paired with a light shower of rain for a second it felt like Sam was there with tank again like he too wept and missed their mate the rain a reminder of Sam a comfort cause he would always stay by the porch watching rain

Tank : If it’s you out there making it rain Sam thank you tank replied to the sky softly wiping away the tears tryin to remember the times Sam did his best to put a smile on his mates face this felt like those moments

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Redacted Fans you’ve seen vampire cowboy now get ready for werewolf Cafe owner cowboy

I made my own universe and such for art and I decided to share my Werewolf OC Louis with the Redacted audio Fandom enjoy the cowboy wolf

let me know what yall think of My OC Louis in the comments

Epic the musical I’m not sorry for loving you fits them

Sam laid in bed during the sun bound solstice sick and weak the relationship between darlin has been a year strong so far .

Alexis sat at her balcony exhausted and sad memories of Sam popping up again to which. She said to herself

Alexis : “ I’m not sorry for loving you “ she said with lack of regret of turning Sam into a vampire

Alexis : “ I’m tired and angry and restless and sad , im stuck in the moments I’ wish that we had “ Alexis muttered to herself as tears fell down

Sam laid in bed the memories coming back to him he hated the fact Alexis turned him against his will

Sam : “ I love you but not in the way you want want me to “ Sam couldn’t forgive Alexis no matter how many good or decent memories he had with Alexis

Alexis : “ I hate that I fell in love with you “ Alexis said looking at a picture of Sam

Sam : “ why did I fall in love with you “ Sam said to himself as he coughed from the sickness

Alexis : “ what do I do with this love for you? “ Alexis asked herself sneezing and crying

Alexis : “ why in the world won’t you love me too “ Alexis asked herself some small part of her wished the man could forgive her and start over

Sam Wiped a few tears that left his cheek and looked to his mate who came into the room with medicine . Darlin wiped the tears from Sam and held them

Sam : “ Stupid memories coming back up is all don’t worry about me darlin “ Sam said through a whimpering voice and sniffles trying to keep his strong front before breaking down and feeling his mates embrace

Alexis : “ I hate that I fell In love with you “ Alexis whispered to herself before throwing the picture of Sam in the trash

enjoy Sam and Darlin fans Lots of Wolf/Shifted Darlin

The Week was a hard one for Darlin they opted to take Asher’s late night security jobs for the week due to Babe dealing with a nasty fever

Sam looked at his mate Darlin who looked exhausted and still doing the best they can to recover

Sam : “ Darlin I am going to make it my mission to ensure you are relaxed and pampered , can’t you see you have been working your ass off don’t you think you deserve a day of peace “ ? Sam asked his mate

Darlin knew Sam was right so they nodded slowly and they couldn’t resist Sam’s beautiful pleading face if vampires could do puppy eyes then Sam clearly nailed it .

Darlin : “ Ok cowboy pamper me show me what you got planned “ they melted from a kiss sam gave them

Sam : “ alright well after the uh breakfast I made you we can go on a hike or we could just cuddle here” . Sam replied with glee

Breakfast was calm and simple eggs and bacon with waffles and a can of monster energy that Asher had left since Asher knew they owed darlin one for all the late night security stress

Once the Breakfast dishes had been cleaned Sam laid down next to darlin who snuggled up next to him the view of his mate a completely calm and content person they truly have healed over the years and they deserve it after the hell they went through with Quinn and losing a friend and You don’t crawl out of hell with just a scratch you leave with a permanent scar a scar that like any has healed and no longer hurts as much when pressed and darlin these days views what they went through as a sign of strength they survived Quinn they can survive anything .

Darlin Shifted into their wolf form the black furred wolf wriggled leaving the clothes they had worn falling off onto the ground as the black wolf huffed unlike Asher who didn’t mind a pair of shorts or a clearly baggy shirt on their wolf form , darlin prefer to not have any clothes dragging with them the fur of theirs has always been fluff and the idea of having to take shedded fur tufts out of shirts didn’t sound fun

Sam : “ My big bad wolf “ Sam whispered as he pet darlin on the head and hugged them gently

Sam : “ you feel Lighter That’s good don’t think I didn’t forget that butler sam joke earlier “

Darlin was being pampered they really enjoyed spending a lot of time shifted in their wolf form much like Asher . Darlin huffed and nuzzled Sam’s hand as the vampire gave the wolf head scratches and even a few belly rubs which made the fluffy black wolf Whine from contentment and yip

Sam : “ Good wolf you are so cute who’s a good boy “ Sam joked as darling chuffed a wolf like laugh enjoying the playful banter

Darlin licked Sam’s cheek and let out a few barks and growls expressing enjoyment as they leaned into the scratches and they’re leg instinctively kicking as Sam has reached the itchy spot a day old mosquito bite

Asher would often times joke that Darlin was like they’re twin in the sense in private they enjoyed to be pampered in wolf form they didn’t find it degrading nor did they care about the dog jokes they loved the love and attention .

darlin spent the day accompanying Sam on a hike and once the hike was done they were back home darlin was curled up next to Sam and Sam watched Darlin Gnaw on a bone from a deer they hunted and feasted upon .

Sam : “ ok ok I was just playing “ Sam replied to the wolf darlin who guarded the bone after Sam jokingly tried to touch it

Night time came darlin was sleeping on they’re side having to choose to stay a wolf despite the joke of Sam saying they were a fluff teddy bear which wasn’t so bad since Sam made sure to give them lots of hugs ,ear , head, chin scratches , and of course kisses .

Oh, to wear t-shirt with flannels (gray ones, not only the red ones) and a tan shade rancher jacket and some old dark navy blue jeans

I did it.

please forgive the… uh… rough dialogue. still not great at writing that. but I think the idea gets across—

also, I hc darlin’ as a lil touch averse so that’s why Sam asks first.

Lol, the comic is getting out of hand. I’ll work on it but its gonna be awhile. so for now. here’s a lil Sam and Darlin’ for ya, @echoschaoticreality 💕