Skull Cage Like a Prison

For Ronaldo

I’m trying to wean myself off of such high doses of oxycodone. It’s so hard to spend fifty bucks just to feel okay… just to feel anything at all.

Pills can kill, And pills can heal, Pills can be addicting, And pills can be indifference, Pills can keep us up, Or bring us down, Pills can lock us up, Or set us free. Pills, Are bittersweet

I don’t know if this is true to you but for me sometimes it gets so bad that anything else say like looking at a bird on an overhead power line seems as great as a Beethoven symphony. then you forget it and you’re back again.

The obsession with suicide is characteristic of the man who can neither live nor die, and whose attention never swerves from this double impossibility.