we are a mess and we love it

Is everything good? Everything’s good. Everything’s good.

           If I die tomorrow, then I’d go happy. What about me? I wouldn’t be happy.            Oh yeah, well I’d just come back and do nob jokes to cheer you up. I’d like that. Your nob’s always been a bit of a joke.            It has. But usually… it’s ready for a bit of stand up.               Nice.                   Nice.

It’s not about the destination. It’s about the journey.

           If I die tomorrow, then I’d go happy. What about me? I wouldn’t be happy.            Oh yeah, well I’d just come back and do nob jokes to cheer you up. I’d like that. Your nob’s always been a bit of a joke.            It has. But usually… it’s ready for a bit of stand up.               Nice.                   Nice.

                                               i’m a story. a character. a fucking fiction.

gtkmm: favourite tv shows [2/20] / skins (2007-2013) now that i’ve lost everything to you, you say you wanna start something new.

                                                Don’t be afraid, you’re already dead.

I didn’t want to be on my own. I don’t want them here. I thought I did. I thought that was me, but… I don’t know what is. 

The moment I saw you, I knew it’d be the closest I’d get to being… close. I didn’t know what to do with that feeling. Happiness. But they know now, and they’re hungry. Really fucking hungry! Because, for as long as I know, they’ve been chasing me. And now they’re ready, now they’re strong enough to break through. And I can’t fight them. I used to be able to when I was strong but… you’ve made me weak. And now I can’t, I can’t.

I promised Emily once that I would never, ever hurt her again. And when the New York job came up, it didn’t even seem like that big a deal, because… we’re Naomi and Emily. It didn’t matter, because we love each other. And now… now I have to hurt her so much that it might never be okay again.

Look at those clouds. W o w. 

We are a mess, we are failures and we l o v e it

Love, is, like really important. It’s good to be loved. Even if it’s one night.

               Oh, wow, but fuck you.

do you know what hurts most about a broken heart? not being able to remember how you felt before… try and keep that feeling, because… if it goes… you’ll never get it back. what happens then? you lay waste to the world… and everything in it.