ana butterfly

bro it feels so fucking good when you go back to it. The numbers, the tracking, the steps, the fasting. Being all in control. That’s my forever safe place.

Did you constantly compare your body with people who are your height to see how'd you look if you got skinny or did you have a good childhood?

I hope I DO have body dysmorphia bc if I actually look like this we have a problem

hating ur body is fucking hard. thats why we all in this community have an eating disorder. but hating ur personality, ur essence, how u express urself, how u talk, how u show urself, thats painful as fuck. there isnt anything worse imo. u cant fix that by eating 200 cal a day and exercising. i wish i didnt hate myself so much.

sex in the mental hospital. nice.

When I hit my ugw do I want to give off the "person who eats as much as they want without gaining" or the "withering person who runs on nothing but caffiene and gum all day" aura

92047) Confession: The current Y2K fashion is currently causing me to relapse. I just want the fashion trend to end.