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My bf just guessed I weigh 149 lbs hahah goodnight forever

I just broke my fast for McDonald’s (binge incoming 🥲) and I dropped the receipt in my living room and my dad came up to my room n said there’s my 2 mcchicken eater when I tell you I am gonna 0ff myself I mean it bruh I am litera

Holy FUCK I am so fat. I used to think my body dysmorphia was dysmorphia-ing but christ I just saw pics from my sisters grad party and my weight gain is SO OBVIOUS 💀💀💀💀💀

I HATE how alive food makes me feel 😭 like everytime i break my fast I obviously feel awful because I broke my fast, but my personality comes back and that makes it so much harder to justify starving as a good thing sometimes lmaoooo

I’ve avoided vapes and cigs my whole life but I’m getting so desperate to live off of anything but food I literally might become a nic fiend

I finally live by myself so all I’ve been eating the last few days are carrots and apples like Ok stupid fat fucking horse #selflove

Ed tumblr is dead so I went to r/eatingdisorders 🥰 shoutout to reddit

I’m about to have a mental breakdown bc my thighs are so fucking huge like how could I ever allow myself to eat looking like this

Having a full stomach puts me in SUCH a bad mood now like genuinely it will ruin my entire day

I wanna be skinny so bad but I get such bad anxiety about my heart just abruptly stopping 💀

Ana pros tell me right now would I lose weight if I only consumed a large iced caramel coffee from McDonald’s everyday yes or no

When my thigh fat dissipates I will buy so many pairs of biker shorts y’all are not ready

LMFAO just looked at a few pics of myself bc I felt hungry and it’s the first time my own pics have ever worked as fatspo

This might be kind of insensitive but why is literally every anorexic on tiktok and YouTube British